2 Days later:
Edward and everyone has gone hunting,i have to stay with charlie all day incase Victoria comes again.Edward didnt want to go but i made him because his eyes were pitch black,he said he was fine but i told him if he doesnt go hunting he would end up hurting me and that would hurt Renesmee,that made him agree to go.Charlie was filling out some papers and i was just sitting there then my phone started ringing.I took my phone out and looked at the caller ID it was mum.
"Hello"i said to her wondering why she is calling me.
"Oh bella where are you?"she asked worried.
"I am at the ploice station with dad why?"i asked curious.
"Because i called the house phone and you didnt answer and i got worried thougth you went in labour or something then i called your mobile and your okay...right?"she said unsure at the end.
"Ya im fine just bored"i said then sighed.
"Well i think i have the perfect thing for you to do,that is if you want to "she said to me getting excited.
"Okay what is it?"i asked her.
"I was wondering if you want to come and visit me and phil we really miss you and we havent seen you in a while,so will you come?"she asked sounding hopeful.
"Ya of corse i will,when?"i said to her excited i really do want to see my mum and if i go there victoria will be away from me.
"Well your flight leaves today"she said her voice getting lower as she spoke.
"Today!"i nearly shouted.
"Ya honey im sorry,i asked charlie to tell you but he must have forgotten"she said.
"Okay,um i better go then and pack my stuff how long am i coming for?"i asked so i know how many clothes to pack.
"A week"she said now cheerful that i had excepted her invetation.
"Alright see ya soon mum love ya"i said to her.
"Love you too honey see ya"she said then hung up.
"Thanks dad for telling me about me going to visit mum"i said to him.
"Oh!i totally forgot i am so sorry"he said while hitting his hand off his forehead.
"Its alright can you give me a lift home then to the airport?"i asked because it is kinda hard for me to drive when i cant really see the pedals.
"Ya of corse"he said then helped me out of the chair.
We got home and i packed my clothes,and charlie brought my suitcase into the car and started driving to the airport.
"Dad remember to tell edward that i am gone i have gone to mums house for a week and that i will be safe"i said to him
"Yeah yeah"he mumbled he really doesnt like Edward.
"You have to tell him okay"i pushed out to him again he nooded,i have to make sure edward knows i have gone to my mothers house other wise he will think the worst.We got to the airport and i checked in.
"Okay see ya in a week dad"i said and gave him a hug.
"See ya bells"he said them i left.
1 Week later:
I had a great week,mum got me clothes for renesmee and toys and she said she was coming over in about 3 weeks so that will be good.The weather was hot,too hot for me expecially whe youre pregnant it seemes alot hotter.In the middle of the week i got news that Harry Clearwater had died of a heartattack,he was charlies best friend so it was hard on him.I was on the phone to him for a while that day,him funaral is today the day i get back and charlie is going so i have to get a cab home.I got home and Jacob was there,oh no this is going to be very awkward,i put my bags down and stood infront of him.
"Not to be rude but um what are you doing here?"i asked him.
"I had to wait here until you came home to answer the phone because charlie is expecting an inportant call"he said his voice hard.
"Okay then,you can go now if you want"i said to him.
"Thanks"he said then left slaming the door behind him.
I left my suitcases down stairs because i couldnt carry them up,i went up stairs and brang my quilt down.I sat on the sofa and bundled up in the quilt because i was coldand started watching tv,the news was on so i watched that.About ten minutes later i was shocked by a loud knock on the door,i got up and answered the door.It was Edward,he looked like he was being burned and was in serious pain.He looked at me started at my feet them got to my face he smiled and fell to his knees.Then started hugging me,then he started sobbing.
"Bella"he breathed then kissed my stomack and carried on hugging me.
"Yes"i said in shock what the hell is going on.
"Your okay your alive"he breathed again relief in his voice.
"Yes i am alive maybe a bit shocked but alive"i said to him and he carried on sobbing i had never seen edward like this i started patting his head comforting him.
"Maybe you should come inside people are staring"i suggested he nodded then came in.We sa down on the sofa edward sitting down beside me,he looked at me and started sobbing again if he was human he would have tears streaming down his face non stop.He was so upset it made me hurt to see him so hurt,i felt so sorry for him all i wanted to do was make him better comfort him.I held out my arms and pulled him in,his head leaning on my chest i held him tight and stroked his hair.
"Its okay now edward"i said to him in a loving tone he didnt answer he just kept on sobbing slowly stopping.
"Can you tell me happened so i can understand what made you like this"i asked in a pleading tone.
"I-I thought you were d-dead"he answered his voice breaking throughout the sentence,his voice sounded rought human like.
"What gave you the idea i was dead?"i asked shocked i really dont have a clue what could make him think i was dead.
"You werent here you were gone,i thought you were somewhere else i checked everywhere but no sign of you"he murmered.
"I asked charlie while he was going into the police station, he said shes gone and i said where has she gone and he just said shes gone,he sounded so upset i had never seen him like that unless something bad has happened"i said again now i know where he is going with this.
"I got home and thougt about it for a while then i thought bella it has to be bella she is gone dead that is why i cant find her thats why charlie is so upset.I wasnt sure,i left it for a couple of day until to day i called pretending to be carlisle asking for charlie but that jacob black said he was at a funaral"he said getting more worked up.
"And you thought it was my funaral"i whispered thinking about how he must have felt,probebly pain sadness anger heartbroken knowing that the one your love your all is dead must be the most horriblest things ever.
"I came over her i dont know why,i think to see that jacob to see if he was serious but everything was like you were dead i felt like i wasnt there anymore i was just a hollow shell"he said.
"Then you answered the door,you were alive walking ,talking,standing and pregnant and my life and my heart came back to me.I thought i had lost you renesmee everything that means the most to me in this universe.But i didnt i was so happy,relieved and shocked you have no idea how i feel right now"he said,he must be and emotional reck after all this,i kissed his hair his head was still on my chest and my arms were tight around him i hugged him tighter.
"Im sorry you had to go through that,no one deserves to have to feel what you have just felt"i said to him.i kept stroking his head and telling him thats its okay now.
"Im sorry but i have to make some food i am really hungry"i said to him after a minute.
"Its okay ill help you"he said standing up.
"Um can you help me up please"i said to him holing my hand out.
"Oh sorry"he said then helped me up,we walked into the kitchen and i made a sandwich,i sat down at the table and ate it.When i was finished we went and sat down on the sofa again i rapped myself in the quilt and sat down.Edward sat down too and looked at me again he looked sad like he wanted to be closer to me,i decided to give him what i wanted.I put my feet up on the sofa when got into a hugging postion.
"Do you mind"i asked him.
"No not at all"he said putting his arms around me i felt him let out a sigh of relief.
I got comfortable and eventually fell asleep,i was really comfortable which was strange it is really hard to feel comfortable when your pregnant.I dont know when i woke up but i stated to hear voices i didnt open my eyes i just listened.
"Good evening Charlie"i heard edward say.
"Hello edward...what are you doing!?"charlie said angrlie.
"Bella fell asleep"he said back.
"Are you alright?"edward asked when i heard dad sit down on his recliner.
"Its been a sad day i have lost a good friend"he said.
"Whats wrong with you,you look like hell"charlie said.
"It has been a hard day"edward said.
"Why what happened?"charlie asked but i answered before edward did.
"He thought i was dead"charlie spit out the beer that was in his mouth.
"What! why? what gave you that idea!"charlie nearly shouted.
"You did"i said to him.
"How?"he asked shocked.
"Well you didnt tell him that i was gone to Renes for the week,so he couldnt find me then he asked you and you said shes gone but you sounded really upset.You were upset because harry had just died but edward didnt know that,he called here today and jacob said he is at a funaral and he thought it was my funaral.All this happened because you didnt tell edward where i was right after a told you about ten times to tell him."i said to him angrlie charlie eyes were wide with shock.
"I-Im so sorry edward i should have told you,for you to think that had lost bella and renesmee must have been really bad"charlie said sounding really sorry and simpathic.
"Like i said its been a hard day"edward said lowly.
"Woild you like some dinner dad?"i asked changing the subject.
"Ya i can make it"he said getting up.
"If you cook you will end up breaking the cooker"i said laughing a bit.
"Can you help me up please"i asked edward he nodded and helped me up.
We all went into the kitchen and i started cooking dad and edward were standing.I saw that edward was looking at me probebly scared that he was imagining everything and i was dead.Then i saw dad look at edward and saw the way edward was looking at me,then dad went over to edward and hugged him.
"Im sorry i made you go through that"charlie said,i looked at edward he was shocked and thoughtful.
"Its alright charlie"edward said then charlie let go and sat down at the table.I was still shocked edward looked at me and smiled,i shocke my head and gave charlie his dinner.
"I better go home see ya tomorrow bella"edward said then left.
"So why didnt jake say that i was at harrlys funaral"charlie asked while stuffing a potato in his mouth.
"Jake is angry at edward because i am still in love with edward and not him,so he knew i wasnt here and decied to toment edward by leading on it was my funaral to hurt him"i said to him.
"That is really mean edward has never done anything to jake,just because jake likes you but you like edward doesnt mean he can take it out on edward"charlie said angrylie.
"I know"i answered back.
"This is so confusing"he said shaking his head.
"I know"i said again.
After dinner we watched dinner and i talked to him about harry,it seemed to help him.I decided to go to bed at 10,i went up stairs and got changed.I got in my bed and layed down,i layed there for a couple of minutes thinking.I know edward is outside i can tell i can feel eyes on me,he doesnt want to leave me not after today.I wouldnt after thinking that everything you love is gone he must be feeling so torn up.I got out of my bed and opened my window:
"You can come in"i said and got back in my bed a second later edward came in my window and sat in the rocking chair.
"Thank you"he said to me.
"Its okay"i said and tried to get to sleep.After about half and hour renesmee wouldnt stop kicking and moving so i couldnt sleep,then i got an idea.
"Can you come here for a minute?"i asked him,he got up and stood beside my bed,i patted my bed and he sat down next to me.
"Do you mind if i use your hands it only works with yours"i said to him.
"Um okay"he said and held he hands out,i took them and placed them on my stomack renesmee stoped straight away.
"Now i see"he murmered.
"Thanks"i said to him.
"She kicks and moves alot when she knows your here,so when youre touching me she stops and settles down"i said explaning to him he laughed.
I fell asleep after a couple of minutes it has been a long day,and a very painful day for many jake for seeing me,charlie because it was his best friends funaral and edward he thought me and his child were dead.I cannot imagine how that must of felt probebly extreme pain.
Edward and everyone has gone hunting,i have to stay with charlie all day incase Victoria comes again.Edward didnt want to go but i made him because his eyes were pitch black,he said he was fine but i told him if he doesnt go hunting he would end up hurting me and that would hurt Renesmee,that made him agree to go.Charlie was filling out some papers and i was just sitting there then my phone started ringing.I took my phone out and looked at the caller ID it was mum.
"Hello"i said to her wondering why she is calling me.
"Oh bella where are you?"she asked worried.
"I am at the ploice station with dad why?"i asked curious.
"Because i called the house phone and you didnt answer and i got worried thougth you went in labour or something then i called your mobile and your okay...right?"she said unsure at the end.
"Ya im fine just bored"i said then sighed.
"Well i think i have the perfect thing for you to do,that is if you want to "she said to me getting excited.
"Okay what is it?"i asked her.
"I was wondering if you want to come and visit me and phil we really miss you and we havent seen you in a while,so will you come?"she asked sounding hopeful.
"Ya of corse i will,when?"i said to her excited i really do want to see my mum and if i go there victoria will be away from me.
"Well your flight leaves today"she said her voice getting lower as she spoke.
"Today!"i nearly shouted.
"Ya honey im sorry,i asked charlie to tell you but he must have forgotten"she said.
"Okay,um i better go then and pack my stuff how long am i coming for?"i asked so i know how many clothes to pack.
"A week"she said now cheerful that i had excepted her invetation.
"Alright see ya soon mum love ya"i said to her.
"Love you too honey see ya"she said then hung up.
"Thanks dad for telling me about me going to visit mum"i said to him.
"Oh!i totally forgot i am so sorry"he said while hitting his hand off his forehead.
"Its alright can you give me a lift home then to the airport?"i asked because it is kinda hard for me to drive when i cant really see the pedals.
"Ya of corse"he said then helped me out of the chair.
We got home and i packed my clothes,and charlie brought my suitcase into the car and started driving to the airport.
"Dad remember to tell edward that i am gone i have gone to mums house for a week and that i will be safe"i said to him
"Yeah yeah"he mumbled he really doesnt like Edward.
"You have to tell him okay"i pushed out to him again he nooded,i have to make sure edward knows i have gone to my mothers house other wise he will think the worst.We got to the airport and i checked in.
"Okay see ya in a week dad"i said and gave him a hug.
"See ya bells"he said them i left.
1 Week later:
I had a great week,mum got me clothes for renesmee and toys and she said she was coming over in about 3 weeks so that will be good.The weather was hot,too hot for me expecially whe youre pregnant it seemes alot hotter.In the middle of the week i got news that Harry Clearwater had died of a heartattack,he was charlies best friend so it was hard on him.I was on the phone to him for a while that day,him funaral is today the day i get back and charlie is going so i have to get a cab home.I got home and Jacob was there,oh no this is going to be very awkward,i put my bags down and stood infront of him.
"Not to be rude but um what are you doing here?"i asked him.
"I had to wait here until you came home to answer the phone because charlie is expecting an inportant call"he said his voice hard.
"Okay then,you can go now if you want"i said to him.
"Thanks"he said then left slaming the door behind him.
I left my suitcases down stairs because i couldnt carry them up,i went up stairs and brang my quilt down.I sat on the sofa and bundled up in the quilt because i was coldand started watching tv,the news was on so i watched that.About ten minutes later i was shocked by a loud knock on the door,i got up and answered the door.It was Edward,he looked like he was being burned and was in serious pain.He looked at me started at my feet them got to my face he smiled and fell to his knees.Then started hugging me,then he started sobbing.
"Bella"he breathed then kissed my stomack and carried on hugging me.
"Yes"i said in shock what the hell is going on.
"Your okay your alive"he breathed again relief in his voice.
"Yes i am alive maybe a bit shocked but alive"i said to him and he carried on sobbing i had never seen edward like this i started patting his head comforting him.
"Maybe you should come inside people are staring"i suggested he nodded then came in.We sa down on the sofa edward sitting down beside me,he looked at me and started sobbing again if he was human he would have tears streaming down his face non stop.He was so upset it made me hurt to see him so hurt,i felt so sorry for him all i wanted to do was make him better comfort him.I held out my arms and pulled him in,his head leaning on my chest i held him tight and stroked his hair.
"Its okay now edward"i said to him in a loving tone he didnt answer he just kept on sobbing slowly stopping.
"Can you tell me happened so i can understand what made you like this"i asked in a pleading tone.
"I-I thought you were d-dead"he answered his voice breaking throughout the sentence,his voice sounded rought human like.
"What gave you the idea i was dead?"i asked shocked i really dont have a clue what could make him think i was dead.
"You werent here you were gone,i thought you were somewhere else i checked everywhere but no sign of you"he murmered.
"I asked charlie while he was going into the police station, he said shes gone and i said where has she gone and he just said shes gone,he sounded so upset i had never seen him like that unless something bad has happened"i said again now i know where he is going with this.
"I got home and thougt about it for a while then i thought bella it has to be bella she is gone dead that is why i cant find her thats why charlie is so upset.I wasnt sure,i left it for a couple of day until to day i called pretending to be carlisle asking for charlie but that jacob black said he was at a funaral"he said getting more worked up.
"And you thought it was my funaral"i whispered thinking about how he must have felt,probebly pain sadness anger heartbroken knowing that the one your love your all is dead must be the most horriblest things ever.
"I came over her i dont know why,i think to see that jacob to see if he was serious but everything was like you were dead i felt like i wasnt there anymore i was just a hollow shell"he said.
"Then you answered the door,you were alive walking ,talking,standing and pregnant and my life and my heart came back to me.I thought i had lost you renesmee everything that means the most to me in this universe.But i didnt i was so happy,relieved and shocked you have no idea how i feel right now"he said,he must be and emotional reck after all this,i kissed his hair his head was still on my chest and my arms were tight around him i hugged him tighter.
"Im sorry you had to go through that,no one deserves to have to feel what you have just felt"i said to him.i kept stroking his head and telling him thats its okay now.
"Im sorry but i have to make some food i am really hungry"i said to him after a minute.
"Its okay ill help you"he said standing up.
"Um can you help me up please"i said to him holing my hand out.
"Oh sorry"he said then helped me up,we walked into the kitchen and i made a sandwich,i sat down at the table and ate it.When i was finished we went and sat down on the sofa again i rapped myself in the quilt and sat down.Edward sat down too and looked at me again he looked sad like he wanted to be closer to me,i decided to give him what i wanted.I put my feet up on the sofa when got into a hugging postion.
"Do you mind"i asked him.
"No not at all"he said putting his arms around me i felt him let out a sigh of relief.
I got comfortable and eventually fell asleep,i was really comfortable which was strange it is really hard to feel comfortable when your pregnant.I dont know when i woke up but i stated to hear voices i didnt open my eyes i just listened.
"Good evening Charlie"i heard edward say.
"Hello edward...what are you doing!?"charlie said angrlie.
"Bella fell asleep"he said back.
"Are you alright?"edward asked when i heard dad sit down on his recliner.
"Its been a sad day i have lost a good friend"he said.
"Whats wrong with you,you look like hell"charlie said.
"It has been a hard day"edward said.
"Why what happened?"charlie asked but i answered before edward did.
"He thought i was dead"charlie spit out the beer that was in his mouth.
"What! why? what gave you that idea!"charlie nearly shouted.
"You did"i said to him.
"How?"he asked shocked.
"Well you didnt tell him that i was gone to Renes for the week,so he couldnt find me then he asked you and you said shes gone but you sounded really upset.You were upset because harry had just died but edward didnt know that,he called here today and jacob said he is at a funaral and he thought it was my funaral.All this happened because you didnt tell edward where i was right after a told you about ten times to tell him."i said to him angrlie charlie eyes were wide with shock.
"I-Im so sorry edward i should have told you,for you to think that had lost bella and renesmee must have been really bad"charlie said sounding really sorry and simpathic.
"Like i said its been a hard day"edward said lowly.
"Woild you like some dinner dad?"i asked changing the subject.
"Ya i can make it"he said getting up.
"If you cook you will end up breaking the cooker"i said laughing a bit.
"Can you help me up please"i asked edward he nodded and helped me up.
We all went into the kitchen and i started cooking dad and edward were standing.I saw that edward was looking at me probebly scared that he was imagining everything and i was dead.Then i saw dad look at edward and saw the way edward was looking at me,then dad went over to edward and hugged him.
"Im sorry i made you go through that"charlie said,i looked at edward he was shocked and thoughtful.
"Its alright charlie"edward said then charlie let go and sat down at the table.I was still shocked edward looked at me and smiled,i shocke my head and gave charlie his dinner.
"I better go home see ya tomorrow bella"edward said then left.
"So why didnt jake say that i was at harrlys funaral"charlie asked while stuffing a potato in his mouth.
"Jake is angry at edward because i am still in love with edward and not him,so he knew i wasnt here and decied to toment edward by leading on it was my funaral to hurt him"i said to him.
"That is really mean edward has never done anything to jake,just because jake likes you but you like edward doesnt mean he can take it out on edward"charlie said angrylie.
"I know"i answered back.
"This is so confusing"he said shaking his head.
"I know"i said again.
After dinner we watched dinner and i talked to him about harry,it seemed to help him.I decided to go to bed at 10,i went up stairs and got changed.I got in my bed and layed down,i layed there for a couple of minutes thinking.I know edward is outside i can tell i can feel eyes on me,he doesnt want to leave me not after today.I wouldnt after thinking that everything you love is gone he must be feeling so torn up.I got out of my bed and opened my window:
"You can come in"i said and got back in my bed a second later edward came in my window and sat in the rocking chair.
"Thank you"he said to me.
"Its okay"i said and tried to get to sleep.After about half and hour renesmee wouldnt stop kicking and moving so i couldnt sleep,then i got an idea.
"Can you come here for a minute?"i asked him,he got up and stood beside my bed,i patted my bed and he sat down next to me.
"Do you mind if i use your hands it only works with yours"i said to him.
"Um okay"he said and held he hands out,i took them and placed them on my stomack renesmee stoped straight away.
"Now i see"he murmered.
"Thanks"i said to him.
"She kicks and moves alot when she knows your here,so when youre touching me she stops and settles down"i said explaning to him he laughed.
I fell asleep after a couple of minutes it has been a long day,and a very painful day for many jake for seeing me,charlie because it was his best friends funaral and edward he thought me and his child were dead.I cannot imagine how that must of felt probebly extreme pain.