ok im very sorry , for THE LONG WAIT, but ive been working flat out and i jsut hadnt been in the moosd, but im pumped and woah! i hope to do two chapters today but ill see how i go.
ok a recap. Bella is about to perform on stage.
Bella's POV.
This was it, the moment ive been practicing for. to get his attention again. I remember him saying that he diddnt want me, but this was my chance to prove to him how much i wanted him.
I searched over and over like a father looking for this remote as the super ball has ten minutes of the game. To find the perfect song and that all the lyrics just fit.
And due to my ridcioulsy incaptablity to be creative i failed at creating a song myself.
I knew what i was supposed to do, getting up on the stage and singing it out. But they are right when they say that some things are easiler said then done...
I was shaking in my dress, that i was surpirsed that the microphone didnt start echoing my pants.
Edward this is for you. i love you.
my heart burned and cringed, but the wound reflamed. The wound he blew in my chest when he left.
Wrapping my arm around my turso, i looked up into the crowd, a part me searching for him.
I also beleived that i could spot him in a crowd of a million, and now i diddnt think so.
The crowd began to grow silent, in my awkwardness. Perfect nothing better then a tough crowd on your first gig.
I felt my heart began beating so fast that it could replace the drummer.
You toke my hand, and showed me how, You promised you'd be around, ah thats right."
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i put my whole soul into the last chorous.
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
?Cause they're all wrong
And that last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling, who knew?
My darling
My darling, who knew?
My darling I miss you
My darling, who knew?"
Edward point of veiw.
She was there, standing in front of me, as picture clear , but not i'd remembered her. She was different. Something was missing.
i never planned, as much as i wanted to, to see her again.
I promised her that it would be as if i never existed, but i forgot to ask her , to act the same. I always knew that if i saw her again, i wouldn't have the strenght to deny my heart anylonger. She always made me weak, it was if as she made me human. That i felt human.
Seeing her now, on the Tv, had proved myself wrong, it hurt so more then that.
I hurt so see her stronger then me, maybe she felt better without me in her life. I had only hope that she weeped for me. i was caught in two worlds.
One world evolving around her, living a happy human life, without me, where she surronds herself in happiness, with a family with brown eyes like hers, and not in danger.
And another, where i wished that she pained for me too. That Loves me as much i still love her.
I've never admitted to be selfish.
Every lyric she sung form her perfected voice was anther bullet to my heart.
She sung of love. A message to her lover, a past lover.
A past lover i dreamed to be me.
* * * *
"Good morning students of Alaska north state high, This is your principal Mrs. Finch, may all Seniors report to gym"
The notice interuppted but saved the boring letecture of the Civil war, which I've learnted may times.
Jasper sitting beside me, figiting.He hate history, considering this class today. Jasper had fought in the Civil War before his New birth. It hurt him to remember.
i gave him a slight nudge, to imformed him back to intercom notice.
Oh right, yeah gym, what do you think we have done this time? " Jasper replied, through his thoughts. It was as clear as though he had ectaully said them aloud.
"Hey Edward, what do thinks going on" Alice skipped to my side, clinging onto my free arm.
"Hey darling, how was history" Alice said worringly over to jasper.
If only he could use those mood manipluation skills on himself"
As we crowed and squished together in the tiny instant foldchair inbiuld the stairs of the gym. Feeling my throat burn from the proxmity to the girl in my bio chemistry class. I don care to take in names anymore.
All my grademates sitting with confusing stirring amoung their faces.
A door opened the northwest. It was principal Finch, in her ugly floral skirt and bold red turtle neck again. i could sense Alice have a heartattack.
Prinipal Finch was amoung her late Forties and from evidence i dont beleive she has discovered mid-life crisis. However her face now begining its collection of wrinkles due to the stress apun by a couple of human boys behind me.
"NOW, Seniors, as your gradation is coming up, i thought i might bring you a surprise to celebrate"
This my familys 52nd time to graduted. we gave up on celebrating year ago.
A few cheers and whistles were shouted around te room.
"allright , clam dowm calm down, right, for your surprise, well.. i thought a touch of music would be nice. So i had to liberty to invited the new mtv senation Bella swan to sing a couple of her hits for you."
ok a recap. Bella is about to perform on stage.
Bella's POV.
This was it, the moment ive been practicing for. to get his attention again. I remember him saying that he diddnt want me, but this was my chance to prove to him how much i wanted him.
I searched over and over like a father looking for this remote as the super ball has ten minutes of the game. To find the perfect song and that all the lyrics just fit.
And due to my ridcioulsy incaptablity to be creative i failed at creating a song myself.
I knew what i was supposed to do, getting up on the stage and singing it out. But they are right when they say that some things are easiler said then done...
I was shaking in my dress, that i was surpirsed that the microphone didnt start echoing my pants.
Edward this is for you. i love you.
my heart burned and cringed, but the wound reflamed. The wound he blew in my chest when he left.
Wrapping my arm around my turso, i looked up into the crowd, a part me searching for him.
I also beleived that i could spot him in a crowd of a million, and now i diddnt think so.
The crowd began to grow silent, in my awkwardness. Perfect nothing better then a tough crowd on your first gig.
I felt my heart began beating so fast that it could replace the drummer.
You toke my hand, and showed me how, You promised you'd be around, ah thats right."
-------------------------------------------------
i put my whole soul into the last chorous.
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
?Cause they're all wrong
And that last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling, who knew?
My darling
My darling, who knew?
My darling I miss you
My darling, who knew?"
Edward point of veiw.
She was there, standing in front of me, as picture clear , but not i'd remembered her. She was different. Something was missing.
i never planned, as much as i wanted to, to see her again.
I promised her that it would be as if i never existed, but i forgot to ask her , to act the same. I always knew that if i saw her again, i wouldn't have the strenght to deny my heart anylonger. She always made me weak, it was if as she made me human. That i felt human.
Seeing her now, on the Tv, had proved myself wrong, it hurt so more then that.
I hurt so see her stronger then me, maybe she felt better without me in her life. I had only hope that she weeped for me. i was caught in two worlds.
One world evolving around her, living a happy human life, without me, where she surronds herself in happiness, with a family with brown eyes like hers, and not in danger.
And another, where i wished that she pained for me too. That Loves me as much i still love her.
I've never admitted to be selfish.
Every lyric she sung form her perfected voice was anther bullet to my heart.
She sung of love. A message to her lover, a past lover.
A past lover i dreamed to be me.
* * * *
"Good morning students of Alaska north state high, This is your principal Mrs. Finch, may all Seniors report to gym"
The notice interuppted but saved the boring letecture of the Civil war, which I've learnted may times.
Jasper sitting beside me, figiting.He hate history, considering this class today. Jasper had fought in the Civil War before his New birth. It hurt him to remember.
i gave him a slight nudge, to imformed him back to intercom notice.
Oh right, yeah gym, what do you think we have done this time? " Jasper replied, through his thoughts. It was as clear as though he had ectaully said them aloud.
"Hey Edward, what do thinks going on" Alice skipped to my side, clinging onto my free arm.
"Hey darling, how was history" Alice said worringly over to jasper.
If only he could use those mood manipluation skills on himself"
As we crowed and squished together in the tiny instant foldchair inbiuld the stairs of the gym. Feeling my throat burn from the proxmity to the girl in my bio chemistry class. I don care to take in names anymore.
All my grademates sitting with confusing stirring amoung their faces.
A door opened the northwest. It was principal Finch, in her ugly floral skirt and bold red turtle neck again. i could sense Alice have a heartattack.
Prinipal Finch was amoung her late Forties and from evidence i dont beleive she has discovered mid-life crisis. However her face now begining its collection of wrinkles due to the stress apun by a couple of human boys behind me.
"NOW, Seniors, as your gradation is coming up, i thought i might bring you a surprise to celebrate"
This my familys 52nd time to graduted. we gave up on celebrating year ago.
A few cheers and whistles were shouted around te room.
"allright , clam dowm calm down, right, for your surprise, well.. i thought a touch of music would be nice. So i had to liberty to invited the new mtv senation Bella swan to sing a couple of her hits for you."
When we reached my home mason was crying and reenesme was trying to comfort her little brother.Alice and esme were talking very fast so I only caught little bits and pieces of the conversation .But it seemed that we were going to have to wait till edward and jacob and the other boys came back.while esme and alice were disscussing the subject reenesme and i were trying to comfort mason.At the same time i was worriying about edward I noticed reenesme looked very deep in thought.Then alll of the sudden esme is calling me ,my daughter,and my son to come quickly.Whehn we got there alice looked like she would be crying if she could cry.When I asked her what was wrong all she managed to choke out was Edward.Imediatly I knew something very bad had happened.
Ok guys i correct all my writings i hope you can understand them better!! please comment!!!
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in more danger I feel more in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to move arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many questions and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are safe and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in more danger I feel more in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to move arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many questions and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are safe and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think
ok so this is a old song from the fiftys but i think it relates to how bella feels after edward leaves her in new moon so here it is
Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more
Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more
Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
While I was trying to sleep I couldn't help feel excited about Breaking Dawn and remember the theories I read throughout the day. Then, I remembered the thing about dear Alice having lost all memory of being human. This led me to believe (since her lover was a vamp. right? or something like that.) that maybe Alice actualy wanted to become a vampire.
As a penalty or something, she forgot her memory....
So, maybe this will happen to Bella.... But, I doubt it.
It was just a random (and possibly a WAY off) theory, but I just wanted to share it with all of you.
^___^'
As a penalty or something, she forgot her memory....
So, maybe this will happen to Bella.... But, I doubt it.
It was just a random (and possibly a WAY off) theory, but I just wanted to share it with all of you.
^___^'
Twilight Fan-Fiction
Cake scene
~Bella's Point of view~
I felt my heart pumping,My lovely daughter was getting married to jake it's like my whole life was turned around,Renesmee with jake I so happy when I see Jacob with a suit he reminds me of my dance with him at my wedding
~Edward's point of view~
"Bella,I'm so happy our daughters getting married"
I saw Jacob walking towards us with a happy smile
~Jacob's point of view~
'Hey Bella,Edward I can't believe that it's me and renesmee's wedding"
I was so scared inside and happy on the outside,Everytime I see Nessie with the Beautiful Wedding gown I feel so happy and exciting, I over Heard Edward calling my name over the loud. Music,I bet it won't be good........TO BE CONTINUED;)
Cake scene
~Bella's Point of view~
I felt my heart pumping,My lovely daughter was getting married to jake it's like my whole life was turned around,Renesmee with jake I so happy when I see Jacob with a suit he reminds me of my dance with him at my wedding
~Edward's point of view~
"Bella,I'm so happy our daughters getting married"
I saw Jacob walking towards us with a happy smile
~Jacob's point of view~
'Hey Bella,Edward I can't believe that it's me and renesmee's wedding"
I was so scared inside and happy on the outside,Everytime I see Nessie with the Beautiful Wedding gown I feel so happy and exciting, I over Heard Edward calling my name over the loud. Music,I bet it won't be good........TO BE CONTINUED;)