I'm realy sorry I haven't posted this in ages.
Hope you like this.
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The next day we all decided to visit the grave yard where Bella was buried. I didn’t go to the funeral so I hadn’t seen her grave before. We walked past all the others, the graves stone were faded with age. Most of them went back to beyond fifty years ago. The most recent one before Bella was over one hundred years ago. Bella’s grave stone was next to it sparkling like a diamond. It was white marble and all kind of flowers were placed around it. I read the grave stone.
Isabella Marie Swan
Born 1987- Died 2005
Aged 18
R.I.P
A death at a young age yet shall always be loved
I looked around. Then I noticed we were at the back of the grave yard. Why was she buried here? I also noticed we weren’t in forks anymore or anywhere near it. “Carlisle, where are we? What is Bella’s grave doing at the back of the graveyard? She only just died”
“We’re in England”
“What is Bella’s grave doing in England?”
“Have you taken a proper look at the grave next to Bella?” I looked closely at the grave next to Bella’s. I read the name. Edward Mason. “This is my grave next to Bella’s?”
“Yes we insisted”
“Why was I buried in England?”
“I don’t know, nobody does”
“How come there was a space next to mine?”
“Because you were meant to be married, your mother lied and told everyone you had a wife just to shut them up. So we had Bella buried next to you” I was speechless. I couldn’t stand here anymore looking at her grave next to mine. I wished I was actually buried next to her right now. Esme wrapped her arm around me. “I think we should leave now” She dragged me out of the grave yard with the others following behind. We ran back home and I sat and did nothing.
8 Months later
I was still sat in the same place as I was eight months ago. “Edward I think it’s time you go hunting and we need to move” My throat burnt as soon as she said the word ‘hunt’, I didn’t want to go hunting. “Edward these letters came over the eight months that you’ve been sat there” Alice handed me the letters. There were five of them. I opened the first everyone came into watch. I read it aloud.
Dear Edward,
I saw you visit my grave and I guess you saw your own as well. It’s probably best you don’t go see it again. Please don’t starve yourself, you need to hunt. Carlisle and the others will look after you. I still love you but you can’t still love me. Find someone else. You need to get over me. I’m dead, gone and I’m the past. Drop the past behind you and move on.
Bella
I freaked. Whoever sent this letter saw me visit Bella’s grave. I opened the next and read it aloud again.
Dear Edward,
You are ridiculous. You and your family need to move. Fork’s is the past. I died months ago now. Please move on.
Bella
I was now beyond freaked out this person had seen me sit here doing nothing. I opened the next reading it out loud again.
Ok Edward this is pathetic. Get over me, set it in your brain that I’m dead, gone and not coming back. I know I sound harsh but what I’m saying is all true.
Bella
“Edward I don’t think you should read these anymore, they’re upsetting you”
“No Esme. I’m fine, I can carry on” I opened the next.
Edward you’re still sat in the same place. This is real stupid. HUNT!
Bella
I’m being stalked. Great. I then opened the fifth and final one.
Edward move now before I come down to Forks and move you myself.
Bella
P.S I can’t come down I’m dead how stupid
“Edward don’t read these anymore”
“Were they coming from?”
“Edward it doesn’t matter ok you’re not going to read anymore”
“No I want to know”
“EDWARD!”
“I WANT TO KNOW!”
“IT DOESN’T MATTER”
“YES IT DOES ESME” She gave in and so did I, in a way.
Please comment and give ideas. I hope the length of this makes up for the time I haven't posted.
Hope you like this.
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The next day we all decided to visit the grave yard where Bella was buried. I didn’t go to the funeral so I hadn’t seen her grave before. We walked past all the others, the graves stone were faded with age. Most of them went back to beyond fifty years ago. The most recent one before Bella was over one hundred years ago. Bella’s grave stone was next to it sparkling like a diamond. It was white marble and all kind of flowers were placed around it. I read the grave stone.
Isabella Marie Swan
Born 1987- Died 2005
Aged 18
R.I.P
A death at a young age yet shall always be loved
I looked around. Then I noticed we were at the back of the grave yard. Why was she buried here? I also noticed we weren’t in forks anymore or anywhere near it. “Carlisle, where are we? What is Bella’s grave doing at the back of the graveyard? She only just died”
“We’re in England”
“What is Bella’s grave doing in England?”
“Have you taken a proper look at the grave next to Bella?” I looked closely at the grave next to Bella’s. I read the name. Edward Mason. “This is my grave next to Bella’s?”
“Yes we insisted”
“Why was I buried in England?”
“I don’t know, nobody does”
“How come there was a space next to mine?”
“Because you were meant to be married, your mother lied and told everyone you had a wife just to shut them up. So we had Bella buried next to you” I was speechless. I couldn’t stand here anymore looking at her grave next to mine. I wished I was actually buried next to her right now. Esme wrapped her arm around me. “I think we should leave now” She dragged me out of the grave yard with the others following behind. We ran back home and I sat and did nothing.
8 Months later
I was still sat in the same place as I was eight months ago. “Edward I think it’s time you go hunting and we need to move” My throat burnt as soon as she said the word ‘hunt’, I didn’t want to go hunting. “Edward these letters came over the eight months that you’ve been sat there” Alice handed me the letters. There were five of them. I opened the first everyone came into watch. I read it aloud.
Dear Edward,
I saw you visit my grave and I guess you saw your own as well. It’s probably best you don’t go see it again. Please don’t starve yourself, you need to hunt. Carlisle and the others will look after you. I still love you but you can’t still love me. Find someone else. You need to get over me. I’m dead, gone and I’m the past. Drop the past behind you and move on.
Bella
I freaked. Whoever sent this letter saw me visit Bella’s grave. I opened the next and read it aloud again.
Dear Edward,
You are ridiculous. You and your family need to move. Fork’s is the past. I died months ago now. Please move on.
Bella
I was now beyond freaked out this person had seen me sit here doing nothing. I opened the next reading it out loud again.
Ok Edward this is pathetic. Get over me, set it in your brain that I’m dead, gone and not coming back. I know I sound harsh but what I’m saying is all true.
Bella
“Edward I don’t think you should read these anymore, they’re upsetting you”
“No Esme. I’m fine, I can carry on” I opened the next.
Edward you’re still sat in the same place. This is real stupid. HUNT!
Bella
I’m being stalked. Great. I then opened the fifth and final one.
Edward move now before I come down to Forks and move you myself.
Bella
P.S I can’t come down I’m dead how stupid
“Edward don’t read these anymore”
“Were they coming from?”
“Edward it doesn’t matter ok you’re not going to read anymore”
“No I want to know”
“EDWARD!”
“I WANT TO KNOW!”
“IT DOESN’T MATTER”
“YES IT DOES ESME” She gave in and so did I, in a way.
Please comment and give ideas. I hope the length of this makes up for the time I haven't posted.
Blood!
alone in the dark i cannot breathe
where is my heart its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did you go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as you want me to be
you tell me you dont want me
and that you must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want you
forever and a day
i am sorry that you feel that way.
for i will love you yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world you will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my love and only in my mind
can you hear me screaming out to you
i love you forever i will be here waiting for you
where is my heart its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did you go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as you want me to be
you tell me you dont want me
and that you must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want you
forever and a day
i am sorry that you feel that way.
for i will love you yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world you will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my love and only in my mind
can you hear me screaming out to you
i love you forever i will be here waiting for you
