I walk into the kitchen and pick up my cell phone. Quickly, I diale Will's number. Will is a guy I have been dating for the past few months. I used to see Jacob's face every time I saw him, but I am getting better at controling that.
"Hello?" His accent is nice. It reminds me of change. He is from England, so that really makes him different. Not at all like Jake would have sounded.
"Hey, it's me." I try to make my voice sound happy.
"Hey! What are you doing?" I can hear the smile on his lips. I wish I was that convincing.
"Yes." I say. It was hard to utter the words. Like it caused me phisical pain.
"What do you mean?" I can tell he is driving, because there are honks in the background.
"Yes." I say it again, knowing he'll catch on.
"Wait yes? You mean, your accepting my proposal?" He sounds excited, which means he is getting distracted. Not so great when your driving.
"Yeah, I um, I was thinking about it, and realized that there was nothing to think about to begin with."
"So you want to marry me?" Lot's more honks come from the speaker.
"Yes." I pause, "now please pay attention to the road." I mutter quietly that I would rather not loose my "Fiance, or husband" again.
"Let me make dinner reservations to celebrate. You can bring Micah too." He is so happy. I feel like it is almost unfair to cheat him out of real love.
"Alright," I finally say after my thoughts are lost. "call me when you have a time."
"Okay, I love you. Tell Micah I love him too."
"Love you too." I mutter. I hang up the phone and sit on the couch.
I lay my head in my hands and sob.
Jacob's POV
I am running, running as fast as I can towards our house. I need to tell her that I am alive. They were all gone by the time I was back, so I am sure they told her.
I stop and realize that I have no clothes. I look to my right and see an un occupied camp site. There has to be something there.
I rummage through the packs and find a pair to sweat pants. You can tell they are meant to keep you warm, which I don't need, but at least they're something.
Quickly I put them back on, and head towards the house again.
When I break through the trees I see the house, but it is not what I expect. There is nothing there. It is empty. The color is different too. It is now a light green, terrible for a house.
I turn back and head for the Cullen's house. Maybe she moved back with them, but why would she repaint the house?
I reach the Cullens house and see lights on. My spirits lift when I see this. It is sweet relief to know that someone is here.
I run up the porch stairs and reach out to bang on the door, but someone answers before I can, and it is not a cullen.
"Um, excuse me." The woman looks at me in a funny way, like she is almost scared of me. She glances down at my feet and back up.
"Is Nessie here?" I ask peering over her to look into the house.
"There is no one by the name of, Nessie here." She must have just noticed how muscular and tall I am because her jaw is nearly touching her chin.
"Who lives here?" I look down at her face and she takes a step back.
"My husband and I do."
I try to think of where they might be and come up with a good question in the process.
"Who sold you this house?" I try to hurry her along but she still seems a little shaken.
"We bought this house from a Doctor and Mrs. Cullen." I nearly jump up and down. Even the tinest bit of info makes me smile.
"Do you happen to have a phone I could use?" I look back at her and she is glaring at me suspiciously. Maybe I can reach Nessie on her cell.
"I don't have a phone." I try to be nice, but she rolls her eyes and walks back into the house. She comes back with a Blackberry in her hand. These things are as hard as hell to use, so it takes me a few secconds to dial the number.
Once I hear the dial tone my whole body starts feeling shaky.
There is no answer but the machiene still picks it up.
"Hey, sorry we couldn't answer the phone, but we'll be sure to get back to you. Say bye bye Micah. Bye!" My head punds as I listen to the message. She was talking to our son, who hasn't even been born yet.
The realization that I have missed a lot more than I though, smacks me right across the face.
"Hello?" His accent is nice. It reminds me of change. He is from England, so that really makes him different. Not at all like Jake would have sounded.
"Hey, it's me." I try to make my voice sound happy.
"Hey! What are you doing?" I can hear the smile on his lips. I wish I was that convincing.
"Yes." I say. It was hard to utter the words. Like it caused me phisical pain.
"What do you mean?" I can tell he is driving, because there are honks in the background.
"Yes." I say it again, knowing he'll catch on.
"Wait yes? You mean, your accepting my proposal?" He sounds excited, which means he is getting distracted. Not so great when your driving.
"Yeah, I um, I was thinking about it, and realized that there was nothing to think about to begin with."
"So you want to marry me?" Lot's more honks come from the speaker.
"Yes." I pause, "now please pay attention to the road." I mutter quietly that I would rather not loose my "Fiance, or husband" again.
"Let me make dinner reservations to celebrate. You can bring Micah too." He is so happy. I feel like it is almost unfair to cheat him out of real love.
"Alright," I finally say after my thoughts are lost. "call me when you have a time."
"Okay, I love you. Tell Micah I love him too."
"Love you too." I mutter. I hang up the phone and sit on the couch.
I lay my head in my hands and sob.
Jacob's POV
I am running, running as fast as I can towards our house. I need to tell her that I am alive. They were all gone by the time I was back, so I am sure they told her.
I stop and realize that I have no clothes. I look to my right and see an un occupied camp site. There has to be something there.
I rummage through the packs and find a pair to sweat pants. You can tell they are meant to keep you warm, which I don't need, but at least they're something.
Quickly I put them back on, and head towards the house again.
When I break through the trees I see the house, but it is not what I expect. There is nothing there. It is empty. The color is different too. It is now a light green, terrible for a house.
I turn back and head for the Cullen's house. Maybe she moved back with them, but why would she repaint the house?
I reach the Cullens house and see lights on. My spirits lift when I see this. It is sweet relief to know that someone is here.
I run up the porch stairs and reach out to bang on the door, but someone answers before I can, and it is not a cullen.
"Um, excuse me." The woman looks at me in a funny way, like she is almost scared of me. She glances down at my feet and back up.
"Is Nessie here?" I ask peering over her to look into the house.
"There is no one by the name of, Nessie here." She must have just noticed how muscular and tall I am because her jaw is nearly touching her chin.
"Who lives here?" I look down at her face and she takes a step back.
"My husband and I do."
I try to think of where they might be and come up with a good question in the process.
"Who sold you this house?" I try to hurry her along but she still seems a little shaken.
"We bought this house from a Doctor and Mrs. Cullen." I nearly jump up and down. Even the tinest bit of info makes me smile.
"Do you happen to have a phone I could use?" I look back at her and she is glaring at me suspiciously. Maybe I can reach Nessie on her cell.
"I don't have a phone." I try to be nice, but she rolls her eyes and walks back into the house. She comes back with a Blackberry in her hand. These things are as hard as hell to use, so it takes me a few secconds to dial the number.
Once I hear the dial tone my whole body starts feeling shaky.
There is no answer but the machiene still picks it up.
"Hey, sorry we couldn't answer the phone, but we'll be sure to get back to you. Say bye bye Micah. Bye!" My head punds as I listen to the message. She was talking to our son, who hasn't even been born yet.
The realization that I have missed a lot more than I though, smacks me right across the face.
I probaly said thank you thirty times.
When I heard that they didn't have a place to stay i offered for them to stay here. They aren't living in out hotel room but they are only to doors away.
When i woke up i turned to susans side.She wasn't there. A note took her place.
It read
Dear Chris,
I am pretty sure i got you with the note!
The guys said you would think i left. (it worked)
We are hanging out in their room and we are playing spin the bottle. (what!)
Love,
Susan ps. got you again!
I looked at her hand writing it was very pretty.
I got dressed and walked to the elevator.When i noticed i pressed two when i didn't even have to change from 11 the doors closed.I pressed the 11 button mabye 5 times.When it went up I sighed.
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to be continued...
When we reached my home mason was crying and reenesme was trying to comfort her little brother.Alice and esme were talking very fast so I only caught little bits and pieces of the conversation .But it seemed that we were going to have to wait till edward and jacob and the other boys came back.while esme and alice were disscussing the subject reenesme and i were trying to comfort mason.At the same time i was worriying about edward I noticed reenesme looked very deep in thought.Then alll of the sudden esme is calling me ,my daughter,and my son to come quickly.Whehn we got there alice looked like she would be crying if she could cry.When I asked her what was wrong all she managed to choke out was Edward.Imediatly I knew something very bad had happened.
Ok guys i correct all my writings i hope you can understand them better!! please comment!!!
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in more danger I feel more in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to move arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many questions and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are safe and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in more danger I feel more in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to move arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many questions and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are safe and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think