"A son, bella" Edwards hand caressed my face adoringly.
My ribs hurt with extreme pain. I was exhusted, and like being kicked in the gut put on top.
"Emmett, fetch my more morphine" Carlisle struggled, holding my new screaming boy.
"Who wants to cut the chord?" Edward suggested.
A small voice sounded from the the back of the room. Rosalie.
"I will" She slowly approuched me and smiled a wide grin once she came into my eyeshot.
Emmett wiped back with a large needle.
oh god, i dont like the size of that needle. I graped onto Edward wrist.
"It's alright Bella, it wont hurt" Carlisle assured me.
i closed my eyes tightly, and cringed.
urgh, ow.
sigh. the effect was quick.i was feeling numbing.
Now my baby boy.
I lifted my arms, requesting him.
By this time he was already in the arms of Alice, she was fasinated.
she obleged and pass him onto my grasp. i pushed him to chest, supporting his head.
He was Beautiful. Green eyes, ginger golden russet brown hair, he was Edward in every beautiful way.
"Edward Jacob Cullen" i sighed.
Edward lounged besided me and looked down at his child he never thought he would ever see.
He was precious, fragile, like a diamond in the rough, afraid to touch, he was porclein.
I felt a cold kiss on my check, Edward.
Distant sobbs broke my stare from my new baby.
Tanna cluthing the air between us. Emmett lifted her up to my lap.
"What do you think Tanna, little brother, EJ."
she sat up strigght , flexing her back. flashing us a smile exposing her new front teeth just forming, and giggling her heatwarming chuckle.Edward snatched her and placed her on his side, kissing her forehead, he loved her as his own.
*FLASH* a light flash glittered in my eyes. Alice had camptured this perfect family moment.

She Smiled at me. i replied in my smile. i looked around at the rest of the Cullens, they showed the same emotion, they were all smiling at us.
and i light laugh escaped my lips, i couldnt help it, i was soo happy, it grew louder and more fulfilled.
Edward joined me and then Alice like a mexican wave over the whole room.

(2 WEEKS LATER)

DING DONG!
i quickly decided to take Ej on my shoulder to answer the door.
i had placed him on a blanket on the "new" white sofa" i placed him on the corner of my shoulder.
But i failed to keep him asleep, great my hard-work down the drain.
"Bella? i can get it if you want?"Esme yelled from upstairs, attending to the entertainment of Tanna who had cried to "the little mermaid" appeared on the picture machine.
i bounced and rubbed my way to door. i opened the door tiredly.
Jacob. in full view. guilt, flith jsut powered over me. i had hoped to never have this moment cause i knew i couldnt say any words that fully expressed what was going through my head.

Ej now restless. "WEREWOLF!" a roared sounded upstairs.
"Bella?!!!" Edward now alert.
swifted to my side, but jumped/jerked from the sights of jacob.
Edward gripped Ej and stepped backwards. He knew this was not his business.
"jacob?" i steped forward offering my hand. he declinded and snathed me into his grasp , tugging me into a tight hug.
i had not been prepared for this response. a loud laugh from upstairs sounded.
he wimpered from the sound.
"Jacob im so sorry"