"Yes we are but i dont l know what to do"i said back to him.His face went from love and joy to confusion"What are you not sure abbout?","Well everyone in Forks wants to kill you and so does rene and phil and i cant leave them.".He still looked confused"Did you tell them i was the father?"."Edward they figured it out on them selves you were my boyfriend"."They should want to kill me i left you and i left you pregnant charlie must want to torture me and you should want to kill me"."Well yes i do at the moment because this is very painful please get carlisle".Right then carlisle walked in he saw me then Edward then said"Its not what i thought jacob you were right".Jacob must have said that edward was the father and carlisle must have disagred."Carlisle can you he-"before i could finish i got another contraction,jacob came over and kneeled down beside me just like edward was doing on my other side.Jacob took one hand and Edward took the other then Edward said"I can take care of her now wolf","I have taken care of her for nine months while you were shacken up with that blond one,i was the one there for her at the scans,at night when the baby would hurt her and i would kill her food so she could drink the blood so it can drink it!".I looked at edward he looked angry digused sorry and in pain.Jacob was about to say more but i shouted"SHUT UP AND HELP ME THIS BABY IS COMING LIKE RIGHT NOW!".Then carlisle said"I will deliver the baby edward and jacob wait outside the others are out there too".Then edward said"I am not leaving her"then carlisle shouted"GO OUT NOW"then jacob and edward went outside."Okay bella you are almost ready to push but i have to warn you this is going to be much more painful than a normal birth","WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME THAT!","bella i am going to give you and injection to help with your contractions but it has to go in your spine".I was shocked but i have to "Okay","Okay edward you can come in here for this bit to help her".Then edward came in,i leaned over the bed and edward stood infront of me i put my forhead on his chest and crabed his hands."Its okay bella"edward said to me but i said"No its not okay this is going to hurt like crap","okay bella you are going to feel this but you must not move"then he put the injection in it hurt so bad and i sqeezed edwards hand.When it was over edward said"i am not aloud to be here so Alice is going to come i ok?".I nodded and alice came in"Bella i am so happy to see you","nice to see you too will talk later but right now i need your help"."Okay bella push"i pushed twice then carlisle said"okay bella one more"i took a big breath then i heard a cry.I saw her she was beautiful she had reddish hair like edward brown eyes and rosey cheeks and red lips she was Renesmee.Then carlisle said"Renesmee Cullen...or..Swan i dont know?","Renesmee Cullen"i said to him then edward burst throught the door saying"Thank you"but then everything went black.
When i woke up Renesmee wasnt in the room but everyone else was.Edward was standing beside me and rosalie,emmett,alice,jasper,esme.carlisle and jacob were standing around the room.I looked at edward he looked so beautiful i loved him so much i cant live without him but i need to get my anger out."Can you give us a minute"i asked they all nodded and left the room.I looked at the table beside me there was a vase with flowers in it, i picked it up and smashed it over edwards head.It didnt do anything to him but it got my anger out that i had for him.Then he said"I deserve that","yes you did that was the most painful thing i have ever been through but now i am not angry at you so"then i put my arms around his neck and kissed him.Then he kissed me back this kiss was different to others it was more stronger but i didnt mind.Then he said "Well i happy your not angry at me anymore"then he kissed me then everyone came in and emmett said"We heard smashing".Then edward said"Bella smashed a vase over my head"then he smiled."Good one bella but it didnt hurt him"emmett said,"i know"i said back to him."Where is Renesmee anyway?" i asked"Ya i thought ye had her".Then carlisle said"We thought you had her edward"."Where is she "i shouted"I dont know but i am going to find her".We all got up and started looking even me but i was with edward."What if something happened to her what is someone took her","We will find her i dont know anyone that would take her"."I do ..victoria"then edward picked me up and carried me like you would carry a bride and started walking faster throught the halls.Then we heard a cry,edward ran just a little over human speed.Then we saw Tanya with Renesmee in her arms playing with her.She looked up and said"Hello, you have a beautiful baby but its a shame because she can not live","why cant she"edward asked."Because she is not mine and anything that belongs to you has to be mine too as we love each other".Edward put me down then started walking towards her and renesmee"Tanya give me renesmee and we can talk about it ok","Will you be with me if we talk and i give you the baby?".Then edward said"I am sorry tanya but i love Bella i always have and always will".I knew where this was going she was going to kill renesmee and edward couldnt do anything i had to do something.I picked up a scalple then tanys opened her mouth and leaned into renesmee then i perced the scalple into my arm.Blood started gushing out of my arm then tanya droped renesmee but edward caught her and tanya ran toward me then everything went black.
I was burning it was torture like i was being dipped in acid and burned in a fire and being hit by a bus and more.It went on for days non stop torture but i always felt a cool hand on mine edwards hand.
3 DAYS LATER:
My heart started beating even faster than it already was before.Then i heard taking in my ear"Bella i love you so much and i am so sorry".I wanted to say i love you too but i couldnt i was paralized then my heart stopped and didnt start again.Then i opened my eyes everything was clear.I knew it i was now a vampire i would live forever i will never die.Its strange the only difference is that i feel strong i dont feel thirsty its just a little burn in my throat.Then edward walked over to me and said"i love you","i love you too"then he started walking towrds me again.Then i realized what he was doing he was going to kiss me.He saw that i was in control then crabed my waist and pulled me into him.He started kissing me like normal but then it changed it turned more passionately and it was strong.His hands were in my hair and mine in his,edward had never kissed me like this before but i liked it.
(then there is the story about the forest and then they say bella has super control and all that but i dont want to write it all out,now they are at the cullens .)
I was sitting down with renesmee in my arms and edward is sitting beside me playing with renesmee's fingers.Renesmee is so small and delicate she is the size of a newborn but her mind is much more older.She can understand what we say and she talks in her head edward says."Bella Edward come on come with us leave renesmee with rosalie".We got up and went outside with alice.We were runing for a minute then alice said"okay bella close your eyes".So i did then she told me to open then,i saw a cottage but it was the size of a normal house.It was beautiful i love it.Then alice said"well i have to go back to jasper so um cya later".Then she left and we went inside,it was beautiful its just what i like esme must have done it.Then we went upstairs we stoped at a door that had renesmee written on it.We opened the door,it was a beautiful nursery.It was pink it had a beautiful pink crib with a canape it was beautiful."Its beautiful she is going to love it","Yes she will she loves pink".Then we walked down the hall to our bedroom it was beautiful white and cream with a wide bed.Then edward pulled my waist to his then he said"You know what else renesmee loves","No what?","You"he said,"She loves you too"."Yes she does but i didnt offer myself to die rather than her did i","That doesnt count she loves us both more than anyone has loved anyone before"."That is wrong we love each other more than anyone has ever loved anyone before","i love you"i said to him then he said"i love you too".Then we kissed and it was another passionate kiss but this time he didnt stop he pulled me over to the bed.Then we both fell on the bed,he was on top of me .Then he ripped of my shirt off and i ripped his,then he said"i have missed you so much it was like you took a part of myself when i left",then i said"i missed you too and it was like you did the same to me"Then we kissed.The physical love between me and edward was so different to when i was human .We were equals no fear about me being hurt we were able to love each other finally.