Ok I said about Heidi's past being the first time I'd tryed something like it but I hadn't. This is the first thing I wrote and hadn't decided to post it until my friend encouraged me to. Please ignore the mistakes. This is (like some other fan fictions) a character that has been made and included's the twilight series characters. Please read and comment and let me know what you think up's or downs. (I wrote this ages ago by the way) thank you!!! :)
Luna
Intro of Travel
Leaving my friends and coming to find my sister, was a massive step for me, and rather terrifying. But I’d spent the last couple of days debating on whether to really do this or not. And had come to the final decisions which lead me this way. My best friends where vampires Emma and Chantelle who lived in the west of England and had looked out for me since I was five. Of course I knew I wasn’t the same as them because I was half vampire and half human.Id never regretted leaving my first family, who had lived on human blood, unlike my best friends who lived on animal blood. I had a spotless record because I never ate with my first family. Leaving my first family upset my closest friend, Jane, who I adored. But I promised to visit her.
I might regret coming this way if all ended badly. My sister, well really half sister, had family who, like Chantelle and Emma, kept a permanent residence but in Forks, Washington. And she had a rather large family. Her family consisted of her father and mother, 2 sisters, 2 brothers her husband and her niece. I’d learnt most about her husband, Jasper, because Chan had been in a sort of coven with him for a while at war. I’d thought a lot about Emma and Chantelle while I swam to Germany this morning. I remember Emma saying “If all goes bad Luna you know where we are, we’ll never desert you.” And Chan had said “take care honey remember to be brave.”
I’d done more research into her brother’s daughter who was exactly like me but she wasn’t venomous. Her name was Renesmee Carlie Cullen and she had a very interesting life so far. I didn’t really know how to go about introducing myself, but first I had to get there without being killed. As they had a rather strong tie with werewolves there and if I stayed I didn’t intend to have a tie with them. The last time id run into werewolves they had thrown me around and id had to take a good few swipes at them before I could get free. This was after id left my first family, the Voturi, and was on my way to find Emma and Chan so I had no help. Like my sister, Alice, I had the gift of visions of the future but I could see past as well. I could only see past if I knew the name of the person’s past I wanted to see. So I wondered idly for a second if she would see me coming. I hoped she didn’t think I possessed some sort of threat and her family tried to attack me.
Her father named Carlisle was a doctor and I admired him greatly, his self control was amazing, her mother was called Esme. And all her siblings were married. Her brother Emmett was married to Rosalie, an extraordinary beautiful blond vampire. Her brother Edward was married to Bella and they had the child Renesmee. And of course there was Jasper who was married to my sister, Alice.
I was just crossing the Russian border. And the sense of freedom was filling the air. As I realised this was the first time in age’s id been out of England’s boundaries and I just enjoyed the run as long as I could before the coming fate popped back into my head. Of all the ways I could have chosen, I chose way which happened to be the longest way to Forks. I could of swam across the sea but it was too much swimming not enough running and I didn’t want to turn up at my sister’s house looking like a drown cat. No matter what, Emma and Chan thought I was insane anyway but agreed to go along with my decision and be supportive about it. Life was tuff and I had decided that age’s ago. No matter what you do it’s bound to hurt someone. I sighed. Thank god I thought to myself. I was almost there. But oh no was I going to live to get there. Well ids have to hope so because I defiantly didn’t want Emma and Chan revenging my death even though I hated werewolves. I’d just reached Canada and was running through Inuvik. I wondered to myself where I should go from here. Well I had to go towards Winnipeg sort of way to get anywhere close to Washington. I didn’t really know what to do with myself now, of course I was still running but other than that I had nothing to occupy myself. So I did more research on Alice’s family and I found it rather difficult running and looking into the future at the same time. And I nearly fell into the sea a numerous number of times. The person from Alice’s family I was most looking forward to meet other than Alice and Jasper was Alice’s brother Emmett. From what I knew about him so far he had a good sense of humour and tried to get everyone wound up. Which I found very interesting. In half an hour I would be in Chicago. Not very far from my destination. I didn’t realise how difficult it was to look at the future and past while running until now. Only just a few minutes ago I had veered off course and had run into an old friend of Alice’s. Actually I didn’t think there was any vampire in the world I hadn’t run into while on this trip. I had met every vampire I knew and even some I didn’t. But I knew them now.Im still wondering how long it’s going to take to get there. I realised I hadn’t quite been myself since I’d been on this trip Id been having mood swings all the time and I kept getting very frustrated and angry with myself. I sighed. I guess it’s just being away from home. Oh home I missed it so much especially Emma and Chantelle. I wished Emma was here because for some odd reason I felt like I needed to crawl into a bed and cry, if I could cry. Emma could change the appearance of any think like turn a log into a bed or a tree into a three story house. Thinking about my family didn’t really help so I had to change my thoughts before I got to depressed and began to wonder home. Ok so I had to think of a new subject. Luckily to distract me I saw a vision of Emma on the phone and I whipped my phone out of my pocket and it buzzed I flipped it open and put it to my ear. “Emma?” “Sorry but were really worried about you, where are you at the moment?” Emma and Chan had rung me about 7 times today and 9 yesterday. “Emma don’t fret I’m in Anadyr well almost in Alaska do you Realise I’m swimming?” Of course they don’t how stupid am I getting?! “No of course we don’t without you!”Her tone was hard and loving at the same time. “Em please don’t remind me what I’m doing is hard enough I don’t need reminders you two have been in my head ever since I left” “Maybe If we keep reminding you, you might come home”. She winded. God, like me they’d do anything to have me home wouldn’t they? “Emma, you know I want to find my sister she’s my only family left and I know you would have come but if Jasper remembered you I’m not sure he’d be pleased or not and I’m not even sure you would be pleased so please don’t you and Chantelle worry If anything goes wrong ill come straight home I promise I might not even be welcome to stay anyway so.” I paused actually I didn’t really think of what would happen if I wasn’t welcome. I’d have to think of a new plan encase. It was almost like she could read my mind. “So what are you going to do if you’re not welcome there?” “Well...” I stared but I didn’t how to finish the sentence. “You didn’t think of that did you?!” She teased. What’s the point in lying I might as well tell her? “No you’re right I haven’t so if I’m rejected I’ll ring you and I’ll be on my way home ok?” “Yeah I guess please call us when you get there” “ok I will I promise love you both see you later” “bye” she said and the phone disconnected. Ok now I really felt dead and I began to cry. Forever worrying, Emma and Chan would be forever worrying about me. I continued running through Chicago and I was trying to remember how to anticipate werewolves. Not know anything about them really didn’t help. Fantastic! I was going to have to do it blind sighted. Today really wasn’t my sort of day. I was so lost in my blind sightedness I didn’t notice that Sienna, a vampire I’d known for a while, had just jumped out in front of me. I’d seen her once already on this trip. I smiled at her. “Are you following me?” I said, fake shock colouring my voice. She looked down looking rather guilty but I knew she wasn’t. I’d been checking no one was. “We’ll not exactly, what I mean is I didn’t intend to.” I only just at that second realised I was sitting down. But with Sierra power she probably put the log there and my butt decided to stick it’s self to it. “Honestly Sierra it doesn’t bother me funnily enough, I feel really fragile at the moment and my mind isn’t up to things I don’t understand.” She looked up and smiled at me. “What I mean is I am I guess but I don’t mean to this just happens to be the way I’m going.” “Oh I get now, Thanks for relieving me from my headache.” The pain in my head was gone so I slowly stood up but didn’t move from the spot I was standing in. I didn’t want to be rude. “You need to go” she said to me. “Yes well, not exact...” She cut me off “I don’t mind. Doing anything exciting?” “Not really” I lied. I knew she knew Alice and she might want to come with me if I told her where I was going. However I going there might not be a big deal to her anyway. I didn’t want the Cullen’s feeling like they had to let me in because she was there. I wanted to know if they wanted me there or not. I also wanted to meet Alice properly not just saying nothing letting Sierra doing all the talking for me. Plus they would expect me to leave when she did and it might make them angry if I stayed any longer than that. “OK well it was nice seeing you again Luna, bye for now and please promise you will visit me soon.” “Of course I will see you soon bye.” I took off to the east and within five minutes I was in St.Louis. I was surprised. It had only taken me four days so far and I was already in Washington in America. Family could be so close. I don’t think I would run into anymore vampires on my way but one never knows what will happen in a crazy world like this. I slowed down once I was quite far into St.Louis and out into the town. It wasn’t sunny so I wouldn’t be noticed and I had two-hundred dollars on me for new clothes. I nipped into the closest shop and brought a tight fitted red top, a high neck tight fitted green jumper and a pair of black skinny jeans. I took the bag back out into the forest and gave over to my instincts. It had been a long time since I had last hunted. Today I was in the mood for mountain lion and I wouldn’t mind a grizzly bear or two. At that moment a strong breeze came my way and all I could smell was grizzlies galore. The sent drove me wild so I raced off to find them. I crouched down into my hunting crouch and watched impatiently looking for the biggest most mouth watering bear to come into view. And then there he was. I could hold myself back any longer so I pounced and landed on his back and my jaw locked into place. The bear was choked off and it fell limply to the ground. I finished it off. Mmm that was good. Now for that mountain lion. I caught the scent of the only one for miles and chased after it. When I spotted it I could tell this one would go down without a fight. I ran full pout at it but it saw me coming. I managed to get hold of it but the giant cats claws slashed through my t-shirt and jeans. Thank god I hadn’t changed into my new clothes before hunting. Finally my teeth sunk deep into its neck and the cats cries were drown out. I picked myself up of the ground and ran quietly back to my shopping bag. Then it suddenly dawned on me I had no shoes not that it mattered much to me anyway. But I didn’t want the Cullen’s to feel a bit disrespected by my lack of human wear. So I returned to town and brought a pair of black boots. I would do a big shopping spree in Seattle sometime this year and get my full fill of a city for once. I was rather bored of London and Paris. We never really went further than that. I wondered what Alice, Rosalie, Bella, Esme and Renesmee did to pass the time. Me, Emma and Chan would shop, hunt or go to school. Chan was the least big fan of shopping out of the three of us. But she didn’t hate it. I laughed to myself remembering Chan’s grimace when I and Emma first dragged her out for shopping in London. I nipped back into the forest and changed into my new stuff. I put the old clothes into the bag and binned them. I was almost there now not far to go but I had to know the right way to introduce myself. If I got passed the wolves that was. Uh. That was something I really wasn’t looking forward to. Smelly, Stinky, Immature werewolves. I shuddered at the thought of being so close to them. “Where am I now?” I’m not even sure why I said this out loud no one’s going to hear me. I’m alone in a wood and I’ve run all the way from England. I really need to sort myself out.
I shook off the unpleasant, but rather pleasant at the same time, memory. And paided attention to where I was going. I was now in Boise. This was such a small place. It must be impossible to get lost here. I was so close. I felt so worried now that I was worried about getting there as well as living. I decided now would be a good time to ring Emma and Chantelle. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and flipped it open. I dialled Chantelle’s mobile number. She picked up on the first ring. “Luna, it’s so good to hear from you. You worried us slightly. We rang you earlier and you never picked up we thought something had happened to you.” That took me slightly off guard. When had they rang me? “Um...Sorry Chantelle.” “Oh that’s ok we guessed you had a lot on your mind.” she was quick to answer. “Yeah I feel a bit disconnected from the world at the moment. Anyway I rang to say I’m very close to Forks so I wanted to speak to you just once more before I ... well you know” “Yeah we do. Emma says she misses you lots we’ll hopefully see you soon” “Ok bye”
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Luna
Intro of Travel
Leaving my friends and coming to find my sister, was a massive step for me, and rather terrifying. But I’d spent the last couple of days debating on whether to really do this or not. And had come to the final decisions which lead me this way. My best friends where vampires Emma and Chantelle who lived in the west of England and had looked out for me since I was five. Of course I knew I wasn’t the same as them because I was half vampire and half human.Id never regretted leaving my first family, who had lived on human blood, unlike my best friends who lived on animal blood. I had a spotless record because I never ate with my first family. Leaving my first family upset my closest friend, Jane, who I adored. But I promised to visit her.
I might regret coming this way if all ended badly. My sister, well really half sister, had family who, like Chantelle and Emma, kept a permanent residence but in Forks, Washington. And she had a rather large family. Her family consisted of her father and mother, 2 sisters, 2 brothers her husband and her niece. I’d learnt most about her husband, Jasper, because Chan had been in a sort of coven with him for a while at war. I’d thought a lot about Emma and Chantelle while I swam to Germany this morning. I remember Emma saying “If all goes bad Luna you know where we are, we’ll never desert you.” And Chan had said “take care honey remember to be brave.”
I’d done more research into her brother’s daughter who was exactly like me but she wasn’t venomous. Her name was Renesmee Carlie Cullen and she had a very interesting life so far. I didn’t really know how to go about introducing myself, but first I had to get there without being killed. As they had a rather strong tie with werewolves there and if I stayed I didn’t intend to have a tie with them. The last time id run into werewolves they had thrown me around and id had to take a good few swipes at them before I could get free. This was after id left my first family, the Voturi, and was on my way to find Emma and Chan so I had no help. Like my sister, Alice, I had the gift of visions of the future but I could see past as well. I could only see past if I knew the name of the person’s past I wanted to see. So I wondered idly for a second if she would see me coming. I hoped she didn’t think I possessed some sort of threat and her family tried to attack me.
Her father named Carlisle was a doctor and I admired him greatly, his self control was amazing, her mother was called Esme. And all her siblings were married. Her brother Emmett was married to Rosalie, an extraordinary beautiful blond vampire. Her brother Edward was married to Bella and they had the child Renesmee. And of course there was Jasper who was married to my sister, Alice.
I was just crossing the Russian border. And the sense of freedom was filling the air. As I realised this was the first time in age’s id been out of England’s boundaries and I just enjoyed the run as long as I could before the coming fate popped back into my head. Of all the ways I could have chosen, I chose way which happened to be the longest way to Forks. I could of swam across the sea but it was too much swimming not enough running and I didn’t want to turn up at my sister’s house looking like a drown cat. No matter what, Emma and Chan thought I was insane anyway but agreed to go along with my decision and be supportive about it. Life was tuff and I had decided that age’s ago. No matter what you do it’s bound to hurt someone. I sighed. Thank god I thought to myself. I was almost there. But oh no was I going to live to get there. Well ids have to hope so because I defiantly didn’t want Emma and Chan revenging my death even though I hated werewolves. I’d just reached Canada and was running through Inuvik. I wondered to myself where I should go from here. Well I had to go towards Winnipeg sort of way to get anywhere close to Washington. I didn’t really know what to do with myself now, of course I was still running but other than that I had nothing to occupy myself. So I did more research on Alice’s family and I found it rather difficult running and looking into the future at the same time. And I nearly fell into the sea a numerous number of times. The person from Alice’s family I was most looking forward to meet other than Alice and Jasper was Alice’s brother Emmett. From what I knew about him so far he had a good sense of humour and tried to get everyone wound up. Which I found very interesting. In half an hour I would be in Chicago. Not very far from my destination. I didn’t realise how difficult it was to look at the future and past while running until now. Only just a few minutes ago I had veered off course and had run into an old friend of Alice’s. Actually I didn’t think there was any vampire in the world I hadn’t run into while on this trip. I had met every vampire I knew and even some I didn’t. But I knew them now.Im still wondering how long it’s going to take to get there. I realised I hadn’t quite been myself since I’d been on this trip Id been having mood swings all the time and I kept getting very frustrated and angry with myself. I sighed. I guess it’s just being away from home. Oh home I missed it so much especially Emma and Chantelle. I wished Emma was here because for some odd reason I felt like I needed to crawl into a bed and cry, if I could cry. Emma could change the appearance of any think like turn a log into a bed or a tree into a three story house. Thinking about my family didn’t really help so I had to change my thoughts before I got to depressed and began to wonder home. Ok so I had to think of a new subject. Luckily to distract me I saw a vision of Emma on the phone and I whipped my phone out of my pocket and it buzzed I flipped it open and put it to my ear. “Emma?” “Sorry but were really worried about you, where are you at the moment?” Emma and Chan had rung me about 7 times today and 9 yesterday. “Emma don’t fret I’m in Anadyr well almost in Alaska do you Realise I’m swimming?” Of course they don’t how stupid am I getting?! “No of course we don’t without you!”Her tone was hard and loving at the same time. “Em please don’t remind me what I’m doing is hard enough I don’t need reminders you two have been in my head ever since I left” “Maybe If we keep reminding you, you might come home”. She winded. God, like me they’d do anything to have me home wouldn’t they? “Emma, you know I want to find my sister she’s my only family left and I know you would have come but if Jasper remembered you I’m not sure he’d be pleased or not and I’m not even sure you would be pleased so please don’t you and Chantelle worry If anything goes wrong ill come straight home I promise I might not even be welcome to stay anyway so.” I paused actually I didn’t really think of what would happen if I wasn’t welcome. I’d have to think of a new plan encase. It was almost like she could read my mind. “So what are you going to do if you’re not welcome there?” “Well...” I stared but I didn’t how to finish the sentence. “You didn’t think of that did you?!” She teased. What’s the point in lying I might as well tell her? “No you’re right I haven’t so if I’m rejected I’ll ring you and I’ll be on my way home ok?” “Yeah I guess please call us when you get there” “ok I will I promise love you both see you later” “bye” she said and the phone disconnected. Ok now I really felt dead and I began to cry. Forever worrying, Emma and Chan would be forever worrying about me. I continued running through Chicago and I was trying to remember how to anticipate werewolves. Not know anything about them really didn’t help. Fantastic! I was going to have to do it blind sighted. Today really wasn’t my sort of day. I was so lost in my blind sightedness I didn’t notice that Sienna, a vampire I’d known for a while, had just jumped out in front of me. I’d seen her once already on this trip. I smiled at her. “Are you following me?” I said, fake shock colouring my voice. She looked down looking rather guilty but I knew she wasn’t. I’d been checking no one was. “We’ll not exactly, what I mean is I didn’t intend to.” I only just at that second realised I was sitting down. But with Sierra power she probably put the log there and my butt decided to stick it’s self to it. “Honestly Sierra it doesn’t bother me funnily enough, I feel really fragile at the moment and my mind isn’t up to things I don’t understand.” She looked up and smiled at me. “What I mean is I am I guess but I don’t mean to this just happens to be the way I’m going.” “Oh I get now, Thanks for relieving me from my headache.” The pain in my head was gone so I slowly stood up but didn’t move from the spot I was standing in. I didn’t want to be rude. “You need to go” she said to me. “Yes well, not exact...” She cut me off “I don’t mind. Doing anything exciting?” “Not really” I lied. I knew she knew Alice and she might want to come with me if I told her where I was going. However I going there might not be a big deal to her anyway. I didn’t want the Cullen’s feeling like they had to let me in because she was there. I wanted to know if they wanted me there or not. I also wanted to meet Alice properly not just saying nothing letting Sierra doing all the talking for me. Plus they would expect me to leave when she did and it might make them angry if I stayed any longer than that. “OK well it was nice seeing you again Luna, bye for now and please promise you will visit me soon.” “Of course I will see you soon bye.” I took off to the east and within five minutes I was in St.Louis. I was surprised. It had only taken me four days so far and I was already in Washington in America. Family could be so close. I don’t think I would run into anymore vampires on my way but one never knows what will happen in a crazy world like this. I slowed down once I was quite far into St.Louis and out into the town. It wasn’t sunny so I wouldn’t be noticed and I had two-hundred dollars on me for new clothes. I nipped into the closest shop and brought a tight fitted red top, a high neck tight fitted green jumper and a pair of black skinny jeans. I took the bag back out into the forest and gave over to my instincts. It had been a long time since I had last hunted. Today I was in the mood for mountain lion and I wouldn’t mind a grizzly bear or two. At that moment a strong breeze came my way and all I could smell was grizzlies galore. The sent drove me wild so I raced off to find them. I crouched down into my hunting crouch and watched impatiently looking for the biggest most mouth watering bear to come into view. And then there he was. I could hold myself back any longer so I pounced and landed on his back and my jaw locked into place. The bear was choked off and it fell limply to the ground. I finished it off. Mmm that was good. Now for that mountain lion. I caught the scent of the only one for miles and chased after it. When I spotted it I could tell this one would go down without a fight. I ran full pout at it but it saw me coming. I managed to get hold of it but the giant cats claws slashed through my t-shirt and jeans. Thank god I hadn’t changed into my new clothes before hunting. Finally my teeth sunk deep into its neck and the cats cries were drown out. I picked myself up of the ground and ran quietly back to my shopping bag. Then it suddenly dawned on me I had no shoes not that it mattered much to me anyway. But I didn’t want the Cullen’s to feel a bit disrespected by my lack of human wear. So I returned to town and brought a pair of black boots. I would do a big shopping spree in Seattle sometime this year and get my full fill of a city for once. I was rather bored of London and Paris. We never really went further than that. I wondered what Alice, Rosalie, Bella, Esme and Renesmee did to pass the time. Me, Emma and Chan would shop, hunt or go to school. Chan was the least big fan of shopping out of the three of us. But she didn’t hate it. I laughed to myself remembering Chan’s grimace when I and Emma first dragged her out for shopping in London. I nipped back into the forest and changed into my new stuff. I put the old clothes into the bag and binned them. I was almost there now not far to go but I had to know the right way to introduce myself. If I got passed the wolves that was. Uh. That was something I really wasn’t looking forward to. Smelly, Stinky, Immature werewolves. I shuddered at the thought of being so close to them. “Where am I now?” I’m not even sure why I said this out loud no one’s going to hear me. I’m alone in a wood and I’ve run all the way from England. I really need to sort myself out.
I shook off the unpleasant, but rather pleasant at the same time, memory. And paided attention to where I was going. I was now in Boise. This was such a small place. It must be impossible to get lost here. I was so close. I felt so worried now that I was worried about getting there as well as living. I decided now would be a good time to ring Emma and Chantelle. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and flipped it open. I dialled Chantelle’s mobile number. She picked up on the first ring. “Luna, it’s so good to hear from you. You worried us slightly. We rang you earlier and you never picked up we thought something had happened to you.” That took me slightly off guard. When had they rang me? “Um...Sorry Chantelle.” “Oh that’s ok we guessed you had a lot on your mind.” she was quick to answer. “Yeah I feel a bit disconnected from the world at the moment. Anyway I rang to say I’m very close to Forks so I wanted to speak to you just once more before I ... well you know” “Yeah we do. Emma says she misses you lots we’ll hopefully see you soon” “Ok bye”
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He ran towards me in a human speed.When he got to me he raped is arms around me.He lifted me for the ground.He me kissed and I kissed him back. everyone around us gasped with excitement.
"Its been so long."He said with a kiss.
"Happy birthday.Sorry I didn't get you anything"I said.
"Thank you.If have just got everything I have always wanted."He said.I just smiled at him.He put his mouth never my ear.
"Meet me in the music room in 5 minutes.Please."He whispered in my ear.I nodded.
He walked away from me to go to the music room.I shot all of the food in the bin then made my way to the music room. When I finally found the music room.He was sat on the piano stool.
"I rote this for you.Its called Bella's lullaby."He said then started to play.
"Its beautiful"I said.If I could cry I would of been.
"I love you" He said and kissed me
"I love you too"I said and kissed him back.
"Its been so long."He said with a kiss.
"Happy birthday.Sorry I didn't get you anything"I said.
"Thank you.If have just got everything I have always wanted."He said.I just smiled at him.He put his mouth never my ear.
"Meet me in the music room in 5 minutes.Please."He whispered in my ear.I nodded.
He walked away from me to go to the music room.I shot all of the food in the bin then made my way to the music room. When I finally found the music room.He was sat on the piano stool.
"I rote this for you.Its called Bella's lullaby."He said then started to play.
"Its beautiful"I said.If I could cry I would of been.
"I love you" He said and kissed me
"I love you too"I said and kissed him back.
Stewart had some apprehensions about shooting that scene. She didn't want the scenario of two teens, one being a vampire who happens to be many years older than his facade of 17, deciding to marry one another to look silly or unbelievable.
"Well, to decide you're gonna marry someone at 18 is a pretty hefty decision," she told MTV News from the red carpet of the premiere of her new movie, "The Yellow Handkerchief." "And I didn't want to look stupid. I didn't want it to look like kids getting married. You know what I mean?"
Stewart said she had to find an emotional space that allowed her to make a teenage engagement seem plausible. "I wanted to be, like, 'Oh! Wow! I would say yes too!' You know what I mean? So I don't know how you do that. You try to do it for real, and it felt good. I hope it turned out alright."
"Well, to decide you're gonna marry someone at 18 is a pretty hefty decision," she told MTV News from the red carpet of the premiere of her new movie, "The Yellow Handkerchief." "And I didn't want to look stupid. I didn't want it to look like kids getting married. You know what I mean?"
Stewart said she had to find an emotional space that allowed her to make a teenage engagement seem plausible. "I wanted to be, like, 'Oh! Wow! I would say yes too!' You know what I mean? So I don't know how you do that. You try to do it for real, and it felt good. I hope it turned out alright."