sorry it's so short... I have more written I just don't have the time to type it
part 3
The she-vampire demanded that I explain how I knew what they were. She was intimidating. The silent but large tears fell from my eyes as they always did in times of crises. I hated that. I answered "I've had a few encounters" as humbly as I could. The mind reader cut the she-vampire off when she started to ask another question "We don't need to interrogate her" somehow I knew that the she-vampire disagreed. She thought it was dangerous to let me go without knowing more. She thought I would tell their secret.
The mind reader and the she-vampire didn't seem to get along well but they weren't hostile. Like there was something that bonded them other than convenience. A mutual respect for the leader? It seemed stronger than that.
The leader reiterated that he was not going to hurt me or anyone else. Then he asked me to promise the same. I did. It was easy enough. I didn't want to hurt people I just wasn't brave enough to let myself die. The leader went on seeming to be in a doctor like mood. I almost laughed out loud at the thought of a vampire who acts like a doctor when the occasion calls for it. The mind reader laughed "Carlisle is a doctor. He has been for many years." As the doctor asked me questions and examined my head, the mind reader tried to distract me and calm me down with small talk.
part 3
The she-vampire demanded that I explain how I knew what they were. She was intimidating. The silent but large tears fell from my eyes as they always did in times of crises. I hated that. I answered "I've had a few encounters" as humbly as I could. The mind reader cut the she-vampire off when she started to ask another question "We don't need to interrogate her" somehow I knew that the she-vampire disagreed. She thought it was dangerous to let me go without knowing more. She thought I would tell their secret.
The mind reader and the she-vampire didn't seem to get along well but they weren't hostile. Like there was something that bonded them other than convenience. A mutual respect for the leader? It seemed stronger than that.
The leader reiterated that he was not going to hurt me or anyone else. Then he asked me to promise the same. I did. It was easy enough. I didn't want to hurt people I just wasn't brave enough to let myself die. The leader went on seeming to be in a doctor like mood. I almost laughed out loud at the thought of a vampire who acts like a doctor when the occasion calls for it. The mind reader laughed "Carlisle is a doctor. He has been for many years." As the doctor asked me questions and examined my head, the mind reader tried to distract me and calm me down with small talk.
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.