she sensed that something was wrong as she lifted her self of the pillow to look at me i lifted my head i needed to get my mood under control so i didn`t flip out.
"edward? what is it whats wrong?"
"you have to aske" my face maybe smooth but there was nothing i could do about my voise.
her face went blank as she thought there was many times that i had wonted to know what she was think and as her face started to crease with worrie this was defently one of thouse times sure she told me but i really did belive that she is editing it. hm.
my fingers started to smooth her fawhead.
!what are you thinking?" i hated not being able to hear what had upset her and she was pouting witch any other time i would have laughed but now. no.
"your upset i dont understand did i"- she couldn`t finish. i was going to have to explain.
i felt my eyes tighten "how bad are you hert bella? the truth dot try to downplay it"
her face was confused again.
" hert?" she repeated.
i raise an eyebrow and i felt my lips into a hard line. she was going to tell me the truth if it killed me.
she was deep in thought again and all i could do was to stare at her eyess and see if i could figure out what she was thinking. this was going to be hell. all i could see is that she was gettin angrier and angrier at me. that was good.
"why would you jump to that conclution i have never been better" yes it was there in her voise she was mad but why?
i closed my eyes "stop that"
"stop what?" like she didnt know
"acting like im not a moster to have agried to this"
"edward" she whispered she sounded upset for some reason "dont ever say that"
i kept my eyes closed i couldn`t look at her at what i had done to her.
!"look at yourself bella then tell me im not a monster"
she gasped and my eyes snapped open she did what i had said and she had a peice of dawn in her fingers
"what happened to me?"
i exhales shaply "i bit a pillow or two but thats not what i am talking about"
"you bit a pillow?" i was starting to get inpateint.
"look bella" i snatched her arm making sure i was carefull and stretched her arm out "look at that"
she finaly got it she just stared at it for a while so very very gentaly i placed my hand on the bruses up her arm they matched my fingers.
"oh" was all she said why didn`t she shout at me? i desired it.
"i`m so sorry bella" i whispered "i knew better then this"_ i couldn`t finish so instead i made a sound of revolt at the back of my throut. "i`am more sorry then i can tell you"
she just stared at her arm.
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"edward? what is it whats wrong?"
"you have to aske" my face maybe smooth but there was nothing i could do about my voise.
her face went blank as she thought there was many times that i had wonted to know what she was think and as her face started to crease with worrie this was defently one of thouse times sure she told me but i really did belive that she is editing it. hm.
my fingers started to smooth her fawhead.
!what are you thinking?" i hated not being able to hear what had upset her and she was pouting witch any other time i would have laughed but now. no.
"your upset i dont understand did i"- she couldn`t finish. i was going to have to explain.
i felt my eyes tighten "how bad are you hert bella? the truth dot try to downplay it"
her face was confused again.
" hert?" she repeated.
i raise an eyebrow and i felt my lips into a hard line. she was going to tell me the truth if it killed me.
she was deep in thought again and all i could do was to stare at her eyess and see if i could figure out what she was thinking. this was going to be hell. all i could see is that she was gettin angrier and angrier at me. that was good.
"why would you jump to that conclution i have never been better" yes it was there in her voise she was mad but why?
i closed my eyes "stop that"
"stop what?" like she didnt know
"acting like im not a moster to have agried to this"
"edward" she whispered she sounded upset for some reason "dont ever say that"
i kept my eyes closed i couldn`t look at her at what i had done to her.
!"look at yourself bella then tell me im not a monster"
she gasped and my eyes snapped open she did what i had said and she had a peice of dawn in her fingers
"what happened to me?"
i exhales shaply "i bit a pillow or two but thats not what i am talking about"
"you bit a pillow?" i was starting to get inpateint.
"look bella" i snatched her arm making sure i was carefull and stretched her arm out "look at that"
she finaly got it she just stared at it for a while so very very gentaly i placed my hand on the bruses up her arm they matched my fingers.
"oh" was all she said why didn`t she shout at me? i desired it.
"i`m so sorry bella" i whispered "i knew better then this"_ i couldn`t finish so instead i made a sound of revolt at the back of my throut. "i`am more sorry then i can tell you"
she just stared at her arm.
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Well, alot of you know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the Links tab or a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the question is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if you have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do you guys think?
PS. Alot of people on youtube have videos saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed by Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on youtube have videos saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed by Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)