capter one!!!
i flicked off the light, and prayed that when i shut the door that it wouldnt wake her up. i steped out of the room, taking one more glance at my addition to my complete life.
she was soo little, so young and yet so innocent to the world around her, so unaware to the creaters that surivive just outside her room, and i tend to keep it like that until the time is right.like of her father.
of only 5 weeks of age. and already made her perfect smile, and wow she looked like her dad.
the brown soft, russet colour tone, and the brown eyes,. the spitting image.
i smiled once more and closed the door. 5 , 4, 3,2,1
and her cry filled the house, a flush of exhusgin flowed through my body, time to go back in there, and try again. until jacob, unawre he was there the whole time , stops me,not hard to do when your a mythical creature , wrapping his hands around my waist,and kissing my cheek softly,my mouths bends down to my ear and whispers
"its my turn now, you go take a break,"
the way he whispered in my ear, reminded me the old times when HE used to do that with such gentleness, but i must not think of that, and at the insant i could feel jacob go lose and breath deeply, as though he had just read my mind,
you know sometimes i think he knows that when i look at him, i see another face looking back at me.
i sighed. when he knew, i feel the guilt,
why can't i be a normal married woman, one that only thinks of her beautful husband and no other.
cant my big hole on my heart heal already, you'd think by now they be scars. but they still sting and pound.
the wife that loved them from the first moment of when you wake up to the moment to dift to sleep.
he left my side and walked towards her, with his eyes to the floor, her cries still continued. i stopped and watched. the second he cradled her in his large hands, she stilled,
like he was all she wanted.
the bond they had already was beautiful.
i left, not being able to shake the thought of him out of my head.
stop bella, thats enough, but that diddnt stop it.
and then i thought , what the hell, ill sufffer the consequences of this mistake later.
i was like a drug addict , wanting a fix.
a fix of him.
What would he say if he saw her? what would he say if he saw me with jacob.
what would he do , if he saw me?
what would i do if i saw him?
is he happy, with his choice?
at that moment the clear memory of the last time we were together come back to me, it broke through the gates and hinges and bolts in my head,
"it will be like i never excisted", still remebering his soft velevet voice as though he had just said it now.
what would i give to jsut look at him one more time.
but that was 3 years ago. i bet his has already found his distraction by now, but why would a beautiful, talented, vampire want out of a boring, plain human anyway,? i dont think he really need a distraction to forget about me.
i jumped out of my lala land in the insant as i heard the closing of the door, in the hall. i cant be seen like this, he will know, and will hurt him even more.
everytime it kills him more inside. im fake.
i put on my smile routine, making it look like all his worries were for nothing, and start pacing slowly towards him,
" Tanna is asleep."he breathed
he braced his arms out to me, in gester.
how could i not, he was my sun.
i leaned in , the smell, from his skin, surrounded me . and left me in bliss, blinded. making me forget, everything. he groaned, and pushed me from his body and took my hand leading me to our white room.
i flicked off the light, and prayed that when i shut the door that it wouldnt wake her up. i steped out of the room, taking one more glance at my addition to my complete life.
she was soo little, so young and yet so innocent to the world around her, so unaware to the creaters that surivive just outside her room, and i tend to keep it like that until the time is right.like of her father.
of only 5 weeks of age. and already made her perfect smile, and wow she looked like her dad.
the brown soft, russet colour tone, and the brown eyes,. the spitting image.
i smiled once more and closed the door. 5 , 4, 3,2,1
and her cry filled the house, a flush of exhusgin flowed through my body, time to go back in there, and try again. until jacob, unawre he was there the whole time , stops me,not hard to do when your a mythical creature , wrapping his hands around my waist,and kissing my cheek softly,my mouths bends down to my ear and whispers
"its my turn now, you go take a break,"
the way he whispered in my ear, reminded me the old times when HE used to do that with such gentleness, but i must not think of that, and at the insant i could feel jacob go lose and breath deeply, as though he had just read my mind,
you know sometimes i think he knows that when i look at him, i see another face looking back at me.
i sighed. when he knew, i feel the guilt,
why can't i be a normal married woman, one that only thinks of her beautful husband and no other.
cant my big hole on my heart heal already, you'd think by now they be scars. but they still sting and pound.
the wife that loved them from the first moment of when you wake up to the moment to dift to sleep.
he left my side and walked towards her, with his eyes to the floor, her cries still continued. i stopped and watched. the second he cradled her in his large hands, she stilled,
like he was all she wanted.
the bond they had already was beautiful.
i left, not being able to shake the thought of him out of my head.
stop bella, thats enough, but that diddnt stop it.
and then i thought , what the hell, ill sufffer the consequences of this mistake later.
i was like a drug addict , wanting a fix.
a fix of him.
What would he say if he saw her? what would he say if he saw me with jacob.
what would he do , if he saw me?
what would i do if i saw him?
is he happy, with his choice?
at that moment the clear memory of the last time we were together come back to me, it broke through the gates and hinges and bolts in my head,
"it will be like i never excisted", still remebering his soft velevet voice as though he had just said it now.
what would i give to jsut look at him one more time.
but that was 3 years ago. i bet his has already found his distraction by now, but why would a beautiful, talented, vampire want out of a boring, plain human anyway,? i dont think he really need a distraction to forget about me.
i jumped out of my lala land in the insant as i heard the closing of the door, in the hall. i cant be seen like this, he will know, and will hurt him even more.
everytime it kills him more inside. im fake.
i put on my smile routine, making it look like all his worries were for nothing, and start pacing slowly towards him,
" Tanna is asleep."he breathed
he braced his arms out to me, in gester.
how could i not, he was my sun.
i leaned in , the smell, from his skin, surrounded me . and left me in bliss, blinded. making me forget, everything. he groaned, and pushed me from his body and took my hand leading me to our white room.
I tried to be differnt, and it worked.
All my life I have always blended into the atmosphere and the people around me. I was nothing special. I was ordinary.
My chance to be different and my chance to be free came with a cost... one I was sure I was willing to take.
"Turn away from the past, and follow me." were the words I recieved.
"Do you want to be different?" He asked me, and of course what sliped out of my mouth was a simple,
"Yes." But was I going to follow through with what he had in store for me?
Based on the hit series Twilight comes a new romantic twist...
One Way or Another
created by Emma
(emruking)
All my life I have always blended into the atmosphere and the people around me. I was nothing special. I was ordinary.
My chance to be different and my chance to be free came with a cost... one I was sure I was willing to take.
"Turn away from the past, and follow me." were the words I recieved.
"Do you want to be different?" He asked me, and of course what sliped out of my mouth was a simple,
"Yes." But was I going to follow through with what he had in store for me?
Based on the hit series Twilight comes a new romantic twist...
One Way or Another
created by Emma
(emruking)
Good news about New Moon from director Chris Weitz:
I'm very happy to announce that Taylor Lautner will be playing Jacob Black in New Moon and that he's doing so with the enthusiastic support of Summit Entertainment, the producers, and Stephenie Meyer.
The characters in Stephenie's books go through extraordinary changes of circumstance and also appearance; so it is not surprising that there has been speculation about whether the same actor would portray a character who changes in so many surprising ways throughout the series. But it was my first instinct that Taylor was, is, and should be Jacob, and that the books would be best served by the actor who is emotionally right for the part. I think that fans of Twilight the book and the movie will be surprised by the Jacob Black that Taylor will bring to the screen in New Moon; and I'm looking forward to working with him and the rest of the cast in realizing the film.
Very Best
Chris Weitz
I'm very happy to announce that Taylor Lautner will be playing Jacob Black in New Moon and that he's doing so with the enthusiastic support of Summit Entertainment, the producers, and Stephenie Meyer.
The characters in Stephenie's books go through extraordinary changes of circumstance and also appearance; so it is not surprising that there has been speculation about whether the same actor would portray a character who changes in so many surprising ways throughout the series. But it was my first instinct that Taylor was, is, and should be Jacob, and that the books would be best served by the actor who is emotionally right for the part. I think that fans of Twilight the book and the movie will be surprised by the Jacob Black that Taylor will bring to the screen in New Moon; and I'm looking forward to working with him and the rest of the cast in realizing the film.
Very Best
Chris Weitz
Out of all the people whop think they know about the pictures on the book why and how are they linked to the book in any way? I have read the books thousands of times and i still dot get the pics on front plz awnser me so i dont have to keep wondering!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One other thing, is S.M. going to write some new books? After reading twilight i can't find a good book any more and my English teacher is yelling at me becuase i keep reading the twilight book over and over again.?????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One other thing, is S.M. going to write some new books? After reading twilight i can't find a good book any more and my English teacher is yelling at me becuase i keep reading the twilight book over and over again.?????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nikki, 20, recently told InStyle magazine about how she likes to be comfortable: “I feel comfortable in this [her clothes] because it’s loose-fitting, and I get to sit down in a chair! They put me in 12-inch stilettos [in the movie] because I am supposed to be taller than my sister… It was the running joke that we might not be able to shoot because I might not be able to walk. I was like, ‘Can you just have us sitting and put me on a pillow?’”
The Twilight soundtrack is currently in the #1 spot on Billboard.com and iTunes! The film opens in theaters next week.
"I couldn't live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don't know how it's tortured me..."
"I'd rather hear your theories..."
I know everybody wants they're article on What's Hot on the first page or on Top Rated. So do I. my first article, Who Is Better, was on Top Rated for a couple of weeks once. I was really happy. Then it got moved to What's Hot on page 7. I'm fine with that, but I kind of miss it being on Top Rated. I'm still trying to get it on there still though. But am I right everybody wants there article to soon be on one of those pages. That is why I am writing this article. I want everybody who reads this to go to the comments area of this article and put what you always want in a Twilight article. So not only me, but everybody else can get advice on what to put on their next article.
