I was on my way to home when I saw Cullen's house road. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I would die there when I see their rooms empty. with no COLD ONES!
I turned around and decided to go home. I wanted to be strong. But... who was there for me to make me be strong for him?! As I went in my room I recognized something under the carpet of my room. I went closer and got the papers out from there. The title was:
"Last part of me"
It was Edward's gorgeous handwriting. Tears ran on my cheecks before I could even read any of it.
"Edward, Edward...Come back"
With my screams, Charlie was at my door, looking nervous.
"Bella, What is it?"
He took a look at my face and said:
"Not him, again! Bella your dying without knowing it. Can you see who you're becoming?!"
"Char...Dad leave me alone, Please!"
I knelt on the floor of my room, hopeless and cold. Charlie closed the door of my room and went to see another baseball game on TV.
I tried to find a good place for those papers which Charlie couldn't reach them and I knew that I could put them under my bed. I told Charlie I was going to get a shower and went in the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was getting probably too weak. My eyes had dimples around them and I was getting too thin.
Then the thought of cutting my vein came in my mind. There was no fear in me. I could do this. I fulled the bath tub with water and layed in it with my clothes on.
Ouch... My left hand was twinging in pain and I couldn't even say a word. The water in the bathtub was turning red and it was probably a good color. I couldn't even think what would Vampires do then when I had a bathtub full of my blood.
"Bella No!"
I heard HIM! Was I dreaming?! Was I in heaven?! Where were I?!
"Bella, Don't do this"
I didn't bother to open my eyes. I knew I was dead. And then I could hear Charlie and Jacob. I couldn't hear them well, like it was a distance between us.
"Bella, I'm coming back... I am! Wait... please... for me!"
And then everything went dark.
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My eyelashed were weak and heavy.
"Bella, Can you hear me?"
It was a familiar voice. Carlisle?! No, it couldn't be! I was dead ofcourse.
"Bella, Come on! I know you hear us!"
Jacob said while he tried not to laugh. I opened my eyes and looked at each of them. But somebody caught my eyes.
"Alice?!"
I cried as I throw my arms at her to hug her.
"Bella, I missed you"
"Where's everybody?!"
"They're in the waiting room. We all heard the news and we rushed here!"
"All of you?!"
Alice nodded.
"Dad can I talk to Edward?!Alone?"
Charlie nodded angrily and came in the room after Alice called him.
"Shhh"
I warned him as I analyzed every line of his face.
"Bella, I'm... Sorry!"
"Who are you?!"
"Bella, are you alright?!"
I answered angrily:
"Of course, I am!"
"Let me explain..."
I turned around and decided to go home. I wanted to be strong. But... who was there for me to make me be strong for him?! As I went in my room I recognized something under the carpet of my room. I went closer and got the papers out from there. The title was:
"Last part of me"
It was Edward's gorgeous handwriting. Tears ran on my cheecks before I could even read any of it.
"Edward, Edward...Come back"
With my screams, Charlie was at my door, looking nervous.
"Bella, What is it?"
He took a look at my face and said:
"Not him, again! Bella your dying without knowing it. Can you see who you're becoming?!"
"Char...Dad leave me alone, Please!"
I knelt on the floor of my room, hopeless and cold. Charlie closed the door of my room and went to see another baseball game on TV.
I tried to find a good place for those papers which Charlie couldn't reach them and I knew that I could put them under my bed. I told Charlie I was going to get a shower and went in the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was getting probably too weak. My eyes had dimples around them and I was getting too thin.
Then the thought of cutting my vein came in my mind. There was no fear in me. I could do this. I fulled the bath tub with water and layed in it with my clothes on.
Ouch... My left hand was twinging in pain and I couldn't even say a word. The water in the bathtub was turning red and it was probably a good color. I couldn't even think what would Vampires do then when I had a bathtub full of my blood.
"Bella No!"
I heard HIM! Was I dreaming?! Was I in heaven?! Where were I?!
"Bella, Don't do this"
I didn't bother to open my eyes. I knew I was dead. And then I could hear Charlie and Jacob. I couldn't hear them well, like it was a distance between us.
"Bella, I'm coming back... I am! Wait... please... for me!"
And then everything went dark.
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My eyelashed were weak and heavy.
"Bella, Can you hear me?"
It was a familiar voice. Carlisle?! No, it couldn't be! I was dead ofcourse.
"Bella, Come on! I know you hear us!"
Jacob said while he tried not to laugh. I opened my eyes and looked at each of them. But somebody caught my eyes.
"Alice?!"
I cried as I throw my arms at her to hug her.
"Bella, I missed you"
"Where's everybody?!"
"They're in the waiting room. We all heard the news and we rushed here!"
"All of you?!"
Alice nodded.
"Dad can I talk to Edward?!Alone?"
Charlie nodded angrily and came in the room after Alice called him.
"Shhh"
I warned him as I analyzed every line of his face.
"Bella, I'm... Sorry!"
"Who are you?!"
"Bella, are you alright?!"
I answered angrily:
"Of course, I am!"
"Let me explain..."
BELLA'S PROM DRESS
Knowing all eyes would be on Bella's prom look, Chuck had to choose carefully. The bolero was a vintage piece that she cut, restyled, and re-sequined. The dress was a little more serendipitous: ''It was miracle find!'' exclaims Chuck, who picked up the Max and Cleo silk dress at discount store Ross — and for $20. (Fun fact: Chuck also purchased the only other one left in the store so she could use the extra material to create one long dress. But, in the end, she left the dress as-is, using the second for a photo double.) ''I always say I channel clothes, I don't necessarily design them — it's divine sometimes the way it happens!''
Knowing all eyes would be on Bella's prom look, Chuck had to choose carefully. The bolero was a vintage piece that she cut, restyled, and re-sequined. The dress was a little more serendipitous: ''It was miracle find!'' exclaims Chuck, who picked up the Max and Cleo silk dress at discount store Ross — and for $20. (Fun fact: Chuck also purchased the only other one left in the store so she could use the extra material to create one long dress. But, in the end, she left the dress as-is, using the second for a photo double.) ''I always say I channel clothes, I don't necessarily design them — it's divine sometimes the way it happens!''
Okay, you know that extensive trip my dad told me about? Well, I found out from Alice that it wasn't France at all! It's this area called Isle Esme. Whatever that means. Jasper had to come over last night to calm Jacob down enough to sleep. Talk about embarrassing! I called renesmeblack to come over tomorrow, because she was on an Australia expidition or something. She's coming back home tonight. Here's what she'l probably talk about:
1. The totally hot surfers she saw
2. The food she tried there
3. The totally hot lifeguard that saved her when she "drowned"
4. The service at the hotels
5. The totally hot boy that stayed in the suite across from her
6. My Uncle Emmett (He and Rosalie are there for a "honeymoon.")
7.The totally hot surfers she saw the next day
8. The toilets flush backwards.
9. Blabbity Blab Blah... Did I mention the surfers?!!!
Okay, the phone's ringing and I bet that's her. Later!
1. The totally hot surfers she saw
2. The food she tried there
3. The totally hot lifeguard that saved her when she "drowned"
4. The service at the hotels
5. The totally hot boy that stayed in the suite across from her
6. My Uncle Emmett (He and Rosalie are there for a "honeymoon.")
7.The totally hot surfers she saw the next day
8. The toilets flush backwards.
9. Blabbity Blab Blah... Did I mention the surfers?!!!
Okay, the phone's ringing and I bet that's her. Later!