[EPOV]
"I think she is hiding something from us"Esme said
"What do you mean?"Carlisle asked
"When I lead her to her room and i ask her if she is hungry and we have food downstairs she just laughed"she said confused
"It's like that she didn't believe that there is food here?"Emmett asked,laughing
"Why are we talking about this stupid human?"Rosalie said
"Shut up"Alice said angrily 'who is stupid here?maybe you are talking about yourself'Alice thought
""And she don't want touching her"I said
"And when someone touch her she's always in pain"Jasper said
We stopped talking when we heard a scream from upstairs."She's awake"i said
"Let me check on her"Esme said
"I will come with you"Alice and I said at the same time.
"No,you two stay"Esme said
why didn't she want me to go with her.
[BPOV]
I woke up screaming,because of the same nightmare.I know they heard it.I looked at the clock beside the bed."Damn it,It's 2:34am.What happened"i whispered to myself.I heard someone knocking at the door.
"Bella,honey what happened"Esme ask very worried
"Oh,I'm just dreaming,I'm sorry"i said
"ok,do you need something,are you hungry?"she asked
"No,thank you I'm fine"i said
"Ok,sleep now honey,you will have a long day tomorrow"Esme said
"Goodnight"she said."Goodnight"i said.
After that she was gone.I tried to sleep but I can't.I decided that I will just sing.Singing is one of my ways to relax and express what I'm feeling.I got up from the bed and walk towards the window with the guitar in my hand.The window is lock.So I decided to use dad's power.I used a wind key.Now it's unlocked.I opened the window and went outside the small terrace with my guitar.I sat down at the floor and decided to play the song I composed after my parents death.

(I do not own the song.It is own by Evanescence)

I began to play the guitar

I'm so tired of being here.Suppressed by my all childish fear,If you have to leave I wish that you will just leave,cause your presence still lingers here,and it won't leave me alone,Cause this wounds won't seem to heal,this pain is just to real,there is just too much that time cannot erase

The tears from my eyes began o flow on my cheeks.

When you cried I wipe away all of your tears,when you scream I fight away all of your tears and I held your hands through all of this years,but you still have all of me,

I decide not to play the rest of the song because I'm crying hard now.I fell asleep

[I do not own the Twilight and the characters]