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while we where walking another question pop in my mind
"noah why are you name noah johnson if well..." when the question was out i realize that it maybe was too personal but noah didnt seem to mind
"well when i was born my mom said noah little noah well that was before the screams"he said flatly and squeeze my hand lightly before i apologize he continue and i realize that i had really grab his hand...a voice in my voice said
have you forgoten about jacob YOUR jacob he would never do nothing like this to you
but i didnt find the strengh to pull my hand away from the warm of his.....
"and well johnson is just the first last name i could think of when i arrive here" he shruged then we step into the house
i was no future teller but i guess i should imagine that alice being alice was going to make a party about this.my first day at high school..my last birthday ..
ok aunte alice making a party was pretty obious but in my defense i had many distractions today to think about that
"happy birthday nessie"
then they saw who was beside me and that someone was holding my hand...
unc emmet started to laugh his booming laugh when he saw my moms mouth pop open my dad clench his teeths and his hands turn to fists
ant alice look irritated just like she looks by the few times she is taken my surprised aunt rose and uncle jasper look surprised.
i clear my throat
"hi everybody this" but noah interupted me
"hi i am noah johnson im half vampire half human just like nessie" he look at me well i can only descrive as in a lovin way
that look make my heart fell warmer i quickly get lost in his green eyes until i heard my mom gasp my dad growl i look down and felt guilty
i had i suden flashback
it was just a year ago jake and i were in la push it was my birthday i was staring his handsome fase when he said
"hey nessie i have a present for you well i have it for a long time but your dad said it was ok if i gave it to you today"
he chucled and i rolled my eyes my daddy always overprotective when it comes to jacob i didnt understand my mom and my dad i wasnt a little girl any more i look like a 15 ,16 girl and my fellings about jake werent of a little girl.So why did jake and i had to wait another year i had no idea...
"what is it "i said and he took out a bracelete and i knew in that second what it was
"jake really oo you now i take it i love you i will never love no one else"he smile and said"thanks you can always count on me as a friend or as anything i only want to make you happy renesmee my heart is yours" i look into his eyes and then he kissed my forhead sweetly and i was going to kiss his lips but he back away i look at him hurt why he back away did i imagine what he said??
"ness you know we have to wait it wouldnt be fair if you are still not fully grown"he kiss both my checks and my hair
"why jake is not secret that the way i fell about you has change maybe am not fully grown but a am not a little girl any more"i said pouting
""yeah you are such an adult!"he tease me
"cmon jake"i said moving my lips closer to his"i swear i wont think about it"i wink at him
he laugh"am not sure i think you would think about it so much edward might rip my head off"he joke but he also move closer until he heard leah approching "hey guys nessie your mom says is time to go home" so close i thought but just when i was getting up jake press his lips quickly to mine and then said to my ear "remember not to think aobut it" i blush and said"thanks" "for you anytime" then he took my hand and walk toeards leah
then i was pulled to the present by the angry voice of my dad "and how do you know renesmee ,noah??"
while we where walking another question pop in my mind
"noah why are you name noah johnson if well..." when the question was out i realize that it maybe was too personal but noah didnt seem to mind
"well when i was born my mom said noah little noah well that was before the screams"he said flatly and squeeze my hand lightly before i apologize he continue and i realize that i had really grab his hand...a voice in my voice said
have you forgoten about jacob YOUR jacob he would never do nothing like this to you
but i didnt find the strengh to pull my hand away from the warm of his.....
"and well johnson is just the first last name i could think of when i arrive here" he shruged then we step into the house
i was no future teller but i guess i should imagine that alice being alice was going to make a party about this.my first day at high school..my last birthday ..
ok aunte alice making a party was pretty obious but in my defense i had many distractions today to think about that
"happy birthday nessie"
then they saw who was beside me and that someone was holding my hand...
unc emmet started to laugh his booming laugh when he saw my moms mouth pop open my dad clench his teeths and his hands turn to fists
ant alice look irritated just like she looks by the few times she is taken my surprised aunt rose and uncle jasper look surprised.
i clear my throat
"hi everybody this" but noah interupted me
"hi i am noah johnson im half vampire half human just like nessie" he look at me well i can only descrive as in a lovin way
that look make my heart fell warmer i quickly get lost in his green eyes until i heard my mom gasp my dad growl i look down and felt guilty
i had i suden flashback
it was just a year ago jake and i were in la push it was my birthday i was staring his handsome fase when he said
"hey nessie i have a present for you well i have it for a long time but your dad said it was ok if i gave it to you today"
he chucled and i rolled my eyes my daddy always overprotective when it comes to jacob i didnt understand my mom and my dad i wasnt a little girl any more i look like a 15 ,16 girl and my fellings about jake werent of a little girl.So why did jake and i had to wait another year i had no idea...
"what is it "i said and he took out a bracelete and i knew in that second what it was
"jake really oo you now i take it i love you i will never love no one else"he smile and said"thanks you can always count on me as a friend or as anything i only want to make you happy renesmee my heart is yours" i look into his eyes and then he kissed my forhead sweetly and i was going to kiss his lips but he back away i look at him hurt why he back away did i imagine what he said??
"ness you know we have to wait it wouldnt be fair if you are still not fully grown"he kiss both my checks and my hair
"why jake is not secret that the way i fell about you has change maybe am not fully grown but a am not a little girl any more"i said pouting
""yeah you are such an adult!"he tease me
"cmon jake"i said moving my lips closer to his"i swear i wont think about it"i wink at him
he laugh"am not sure i think you would think about it so much edward might rip my head off"he joke but he also move closer until he heard leah approching "hey guys nessie your mom says is time to go home" so close i thought but just when i was getting up jake press his lips quickly to mine and then said to my ear "remember not to think aobut it" i blush and said"thanks" "for you anytime" then he took my hand and walk toeards leah
then i was pulled to the present by the angry voice of my dad "and how do you know renesmee ,noah??"
Materials:
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon or skewer)
Eyeshadow or body shimmer or pigment (the color you want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum jelly in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum more lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes or until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum jelly (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until you reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon or skewer)
Eyeshadow or body shimmer or pigment (the color you want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum jelly in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum more lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes or until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum jelly (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until you reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I said while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run or race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank you guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward said very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a year or so okay and you guys can leave if you want to . But I am Going to start by asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when you come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are you leaving or staying" i said " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I said while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run or race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank you guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward said very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a year or so okay and you guys can leave if you want to . But I am Going to start by asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when you come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are you leaving or staying" i said " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
yahhh!!
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my heart conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what you have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as you did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could you leave did you not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always love you
i will not mourn anymore. my heart conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what you have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as you did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could you leave did you not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always love you
