Edward's point of view when he leaves Bella.
I cant believe im being this, this....idiotic!! I now own the perfect life, all due to my love, whom i am now leaving.
What kind f boyfriend am i?? How can i leave her, her scent, her rosy cheeks, all i will have will be memories.
But, im immortal, memories will fade, jut not as pain free as mortals......
There she was, stood in front of a fallen tree, looking just as tense as i am. Let me brace myself to do this term of
idiocy.
"Bella, we're leaving," I tried to hide the emotions that now break through my normally strong, rock-like voice, "We need
to start afresh".
There, right in front of me, she was breaking, no, shattering into a million pieces, I forgot she was so fragile, so, so human.
"What about Charlie??. He needs me, cant we leave some time in a few months, graduation is months off!!" She could hardly speak,
the words she spoke mostly sounded like a wooshng through my ears.
"Bella, Idont mean.....us" How can i tell her i dont want her? Iwanted to tell her i crave her, she is my god, i need her to
actually stand up. "I mean me, Jasper and alice, emmett and rosaile, and carlisle and esme. not you. Im not good for you" Why
am i doing this? Im being such a damn idiot!!
"Alright, Leave now-I MEAN IT! Now, get out of my face, I cnt stand to see you, it just KILLS me!" I could see she was being
brave and hiding the feelings that was washing through her.
"Promise me this:Dont do ANYTHING stupid, reckless and idiotic, please?" I would get on my knees and beg if i had to, just
to kep her safe.
"Okay, ill try not to do anything in a dangerous place like Forks!!" Typical bella, still trying to use sarcasm even
in this situation.
"Ill promise you something in return, this is the lst time you will see my for the rest of your existance. Promise, stay safe"
with that, i leant in and kissed her lightly on the cheek, not meeting her gaze. I didnt want to let go, i had to.
"Goodbye, sweetest bella, stay safe and make something out of your life. I will always love you. Remember that!" With that i
flew off into the trees until i came to my meadow. There i sat down, my head in my hands and i did something i had never done
before. I shed a single, ice cold tear.......
I cant believe im being this, this....idiotic!! I now own the perfect life, all due to my love, whom i am now leaving.
What kind f boyfriend am i?? How can i leave her, her scent, her rosy cheeks, all i will have will be memories.
But, im immortal, memories will fade, jut not as pain free as mortals......
There she was, stood in front of a fallen tree, looking just as tense as i am. Let me brace myself to do this term of
idiocy.
"Bella, we're leaving," I tried to hide the emotions that now break through my normally strong, rock-like voice, "We need
to start afresh".
There, right in front of me, she was breaking, no, shattering into a million pieces, I forgot she was so fragile, so, so human.
"What about Charlie??. He needs me, cant we leave some time in a few months, graduation is months off!!" She could hardly speak,
the words she spoke mostly sounded like a wooshng through my ears.
"Bella, Idont mean.....us" How can i tell her i dont want her? Iwanted to tell her i crave her, she is my god, i need her to
actually stand up. "I mean me, Jasper and alice, emmett and rosaile, and carlisle and esme. not you. Im not good for you" Why
am i doing this? Im being such a damn idiot!!
"Alright, Leave now-I MEAN IT! Now, get out of my face, I cnt stand to see you, it just KILLS me!" I could see she was being
brave and hiding the feelings that was washing through her.
"Promise me this:Dont do ANYTHING stupid, reckless and idiotic, please?" I would get on my knees and beg if i had to, just
to kep her safe.
"Okay, ill try not to do anything in a dangerous place like Forks!!" Typical bella, still trying to use sarcasm even
in this situation.
"Ill promise you something in return, this is the lst time you will see my for the rest of your existance. Promise, stay safe"
with that, i leant in and kissed her lightly on the cheek, not meeting her gaze. I didnt want to let go, i had to.
"Goodbye, sweetest bella, stay safe and make something out of your life. I will always love you. Remember that!" With that i
flew off into the trees until i came to my meadow. There i sat down, my head in my hands and i did something i had never done
before. I shed a single, ice cold tear.......
My eyes were opened when I first saw you,you made my heart skip a beat,I heard nothing but yours...your heart,Never have felt the way I feel about you in a century,I want you around me,but I'm in a dilema...you need to know
Chorus: Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist,every move you make,every step you take,every word you say,every breath you take makes my heart ache,Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist
I couldn't stop thinking about you,so oh,oh I revealed who I was,i could not hide, they say that's what happens when "two hearts collide" and I didn't believe until I experienced it,Does not change the fact that oh Bella you need to hear
(Chorus)
But now looking since you are mine,I guess you could say we are doing fine but Im still reserved ,you think Im obsurd for saying I have to be careful but the fact still remains...
(Chorus)
Chorus: Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist,every move you make,every step you take,every word you say,every breath you take makes my heart ache,Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist
I couldn't stop thinking about you,so oh,oh I revealed who I was,i could not hide, they say that's what happens when "two hearts collide" and I didn't believe until I experienced it,Does not change the fact that oh Bella you need to hear
(Chorus)
But now looking since you are mine,I guess you could say we are doing fine but Im still reserved ,you think Im obsurd for saying I have to be careful but the fact still remains...
(Chorus)
August Fan of the Month!
1) Edward
2)Bella
3)Alice
4)Seth
5)Emmett
6)Esme
7)Renesmee
8)Carlisle
9)Jasper
10)Rosalie
11)Jacob
12)Carmen
13)Kate
14)Benjamin
15)Renee
16)Angela
17)Eleazar
Thank you Stephenie for creating these amazing characters and sharing them with all of us.These characters will stay with me in my heart forever,long after Twilight comes to an end.
Brothers from different mothers!!
Kristen Stewart, who shot to fame as Bella Swan in "The Twilight" films and is the title character in "Snow White and the Huntsman", jumped to the top of Forbes.com's annual list of highest-paid actresses.
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in second with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who you would expect to see right now,” said Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This year you are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the top of the list.”
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in second with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who you would expect to see right now,” said Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This year you are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the top of the list.”
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Dreamed last night about a time and place
Where from our troubles we had escaped
I held your hand and I felt complete
As you turned and said to me
From now on
From now on we'll be
You and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
You and me
You and me, we will be
Years went by and nothing changed
The love we shared just stayed the same
As hair grew grey on top of our heads
Every night I quietly said
From now on
From now on we'll be
You and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
You and me
You and me, we will be
Only a dream
Only a dream
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
You and me, we will be
Where from our troubles we had escaped
I held your hand and I felt complete
As you turned and said to me
From now on
From now on we'll be
You and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
You and me
You and me, we will be
Years went by and nothing changed
The love we shared just stayed the same
As hair grew grey on top of our heads
Every night I quietly said
From now on
From now on we'll be
You and me
We will be
From now on
From now on we'll be
You and me
You and me, we will be
Only a dream
Only a dream
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
Only a dream
From now on
You and me, we will be
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's more than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to show me that you were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's more than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to show me that you were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
