A month past and my shoulder healed. It was summer now and it wasn't as warm like I wished it was, but it was great no school, no homework. Life was good. I went back surfing everyday sun up till sun down. Sometimes even Cody came surfing with me but I dont think he liked it as much as I loved it. Cody and I were great, we were close and I was falling in love with him. Sometimes we would just sit together and not talk sometimes it was the aweful silence that I hated. One day I was lounging around the house only beacause the waves were flat and you cant surf when its flat. Anyways Cody came into my room and we watched some tv and then Cody told me that he needed to talk to me. It scares me when guys say that to me.
Yeah whats up? I ask.
I don't know how to tell you this, He continued, but I have sorta-
Imprinted on someone else? I said.
Yeah, hold did you know? He ask.
You've been quiet and seemed distracted lately. I told him.
We can still be friend though. He said.
Yeah totally. I said.
I was not going to let myself cry infront of him, I knew it would be bad though when I did start crying.
Well I'll see you around then. Cody said as he left my room.
I just sat there on my bed looking at my door where he had just walked out. I couldn't believe it not again. I soon felt that hole open up into my stomach, that same hole that Cody had filled up when Michael had done the same thing. I started thinking about all the times that me and Cody had spent together, and the tears soon started pouring down my face. I just layed down and thought about what Cody had well told me and I wondered who it was. I fell asleep crying and when I woke up I went to the computer and checked the surf report and saw that it said the swells were going to be great. I put on my bathing suit and i grabbed my wetsuit and board. I went to the kitchen for breakfast and Alice was in there.
How are you? Alice ask.
I'm fine really. I said.
I put a coule of poptarts into the toaster and grabbed some ice water and filled a water bottle up so I could take it to the beach with. I ate my breakfast and then got on my motorcycle and drove down to la push to surf. I was supprised at how well I could drive and hold my board at the same time. I got to the beach sat down my backpack and board put on some sunscreen and headed for the water. Everything seems to disaper when I'm out alone surfing.