I had nothing else to say to him. I didn't speak unless he ask something and when he did I pretended like I didn't hear it. I ended up falling asleep again and when I woke up I heard a pow and felt my shoulder that had been shot tiwce now. Then I looked up at him. I saw him have the gun to his head.
No don't do it I said.
Why? I hurt you I should hurt myslef. He saaid.
No you shouldn't please don't I told him.
I was breathing really heavy and I was trying to get words out and I couldn't.
Please dont do this. I said.
You will regret it I told him.
No, I'm gonna do it. He said.
Then I watched as he pulled the triger, I started bawling when he fell to the ground. I couldn't help it, I should have stopped him. I could have done something. I pick up my phone off the floor and called Police Gray.
He's dead. I said.
Okay. he told me.
Before I knew it Policemen and even swat stormed in with there guns pointed. I started crying even harder. Once the Ambulance people got me onto a strechter I started getting so sleepy and I feel asleep before they even loeaded me into the amblance.
We I woke up I was at the hospital and all of the Cullens were there and even Cody was there. Once I saw everyone I just broke down and started crying. They knew what I was crying about even if they couldn't read my mind. Once I stopped crying we started talking like everything was normal and I was happy I didn't want to talke about it. That was in the past and I didn't want to go back and visit it.
I stayed 4 days in the hospital and then I went back home. It was great being back home I was finally getting some rest but not goos enough because I kept having night mares of that horribly night over and over every night and it was drivig me crazy. I finally stopped having the night mares when one of the cullens or Cody was with. Once I finally started getting good sleep I was sleeping all the time, and man was it great. My shoulder was bandage and in a sling for the time being. I didn't know when I could take it out of the sling or bandage but I knew the time would come.
Cody and I went back to school a week later and I got a lot of weird looks and people that I didn't know ask me How are you, and I would just reply fine. It was weird. I finally went back to see all of my swim friends and they all gave me hugs while they were wet. I didn't relize how much I missed them till I saw them.
No don't do it I said.
Why? I hurt you I should hurt myslef. He saaid.
No you shouldn't please don't I told him.
I was breathing really heavy and I was trying to get words out and I couldn't.
Please dont do this. I said.
You will regret it I told him.
No, I'm gonna do it. He said.
Then I watched as he pulled the triger, I started bawling when he fell to the ground. I couldn't help it, I should have stopped him. I could have done something. I pick up my phone off the floor and called Police Gray.
He's dead. I said.
Okay. he told me.
Before I knew it Policemen and even swat stormed in with there guns pointed. I started crying even harder. Once the Ambulance people got me onto a strechter I started getting so sleepy and I feel asleep before they even loeaded me into the amblance.
We I woke up I was at the hospital and all of the Cullens were there and even Cody was there. Once I saw everyone I just broke down and started crying. They knew what I was crying about even if they couldn't read my mind. Once I stopped crying we started talking like everything was normal and I was happy I didn't want to talke about it. That was in the past and I didn't want to go back and visit it.
I stayed 4 days in the hospital and then I went back home. It was great being back home I was finally getting some rest but not goos enough because I kept having night mares of that horribly night over and over every night and it was drivig me crazy. I finally stopped having the night mares when one of the cullens or Cody was with. Once I finally started getting good sleep I was sleeping all the time, and man was it great. My shoulder was bandage and in a sling for the time being. I didn't know when I could take it out of the sling or bandage but I knew the time would come.
Cody and I went back to school a week later and I got a lot of weird looks and people that I didn't know ask me How are you, and I would just reply fine. It was weird. I finally went back to see all of my swim friends and they all gave me hugs while they were wet. I didn't relize how much I missed them till I saw them.
ok, i know she loves both but its probably ovious who she loves more, but im not sure is it edward or jacob.
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she said when edward asked her,
" are you sure you made the right choice, i have never seen you in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she said when edward asked her,
" are you sure you made the right choice, i have never seen you in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better
Here are some places where you can download some of the songs for the Twilight soundtrack:
Muse- Supermassive Black Hole
link
Paramore- Decode
link
Linkin Park- Leave out all the rest
link
Collective Soul- Tremble for my beloved
link
There's only a few, but they're free, and I don't know about everyone else but I really can't wait for the Twilight soundtrack to come out!
If you know any more places please add them below so other people can get them:)
Muse- Supermassive Black Hole
link
Paramore- Decode
link
Linkin Park- Leave out all the rest
link
Collective Soul- Tremble for my beloved
link
There's only a few, but they're free, and I don't know about everyone else but I really can't wait for the Twilight soundtrack to come out!
If you know any more places please add them below so other people can get them:)