I got up the stairs and just started crying quietly. I knew everyone could hear me but I didnt feel like talking about it or thinking about it or anything. I put on some sweat pants and I found one of Cody's long sleeved t-shirt in my closet I put it on just smelling his scent on it. I just layed in my bed and cried, soon I feel asleep. When I woke up my face was sticky feeling from dried tears. I couldnt believe what had happened yesterday afternoon. i really thouhgt he was going to be my firend but I guess not. I walked or hobbled down the stairs and into the kitchen. Alice and Esme were in there talking, Alice asked how i was and i said i was fine. I ate some scrambled eggs, they were so good. after that i went to the living room and sat on the couch and emmet was in there watching tv as usual.emmet looked over at me and said wow you look like crap. Thanks i said. i just turned my antention to the tv. Can you turn up the volume, I cant hear it? I ask. sure no porb. he said. I watched a little tv but then went up stairs and listened to my ipod. I fell asleep listening to Jimmy Buffett, one of my parents favorite artist! When I woke up that morning I ask Esme if it was okay to drive myself over to Max's house and she said she would ask Carlisle right quick for me. I said thanks.I was in the shower when Esme said I could drive to Max's house. I told her thanks. I put on another pair of sweat pants and a coast guard sweat shirt that I had gotten when i joined after I got out of the shower. I dried my hair so i wouldnt get sick. I grab my keys,cell phoneand license off my dresser and went downs. I told everyone bye and that they could reach me on my cell.

When I got to Max's house he was there, I was glad. I hadnt been to his house since I fell off of his back porch. i walked in his house and said hey. Hey he said. I just started to cry. He rushed over to me and ask what was wrong? Cody you know the guy from school, "yeah i know who your talking about max said" well he said some mean things. I continued the story. See he wasnt in school all week so I went overr to his house to see what was up with him, well he ended up saying that he never wanted to hang out with me and he never wanted to see my f-ing ugly face again. i strted crying harder. After that conversation he had with me I called him a jacka** cause i was mad and now I feel so bad but he deserved it he pushed me in the mud. Jacob was there i think if he wasnt there..i dont know he was acting weird and stuff and he was really buff and tall since the last time I'd seen him i told max. Its okay Addi you'll get through this don't worry. He held me in his arms. I told him thanks and sorry I got his shirt all wet. Awe, its fine Addi Max said. We watched tv for awhile until Emmet called me and said to get home that it was starting to snow and the roads were getting icey. I told max bye that I would see him later, and thanks for letting me spill all my problems with him. No problem Addi, be careful going home Max said. Bye and we hugged each other.