It was not a plasent day when I woke up at lunch. My hand was killing me and I felt bad for getting mad at Jacob. I know sooner or later I would have to talk about to some body, I am just not that good on sharing my feelings. I would just rather keep them to myself. I heard people talking in the kitchen, it sounded like Charlie was over. Great, that is all that I need. I liked Charlie but he didn't know any of the secrets, so I would need to lie. I got mad and punched a brick wall? Um, that one would work, unless they already told them. I could here them talking about what happen last night. Charlie said something like, "well now Jake knows what it feels like to be in Bella's sitution." Emmett said " He had it coming to him all along". Well I warned him not to say anything like "I love you like a sister" said Jasper. I got up and walked into the kitchen and acted like I didn't hear a thing. Hey Charlie. Hey Zoe, what did you do to your wrist? I punched a brick wall. Ouch, what for? Oh, I got mad. Oh okay, he said with a weird grin on his face. Carisle can I have some more of that medicine from last night but WITHOUT the sleepy drug in there. Yeah, you could taste that? Yes sir, i said with a grin of my face. I grabbed some Captin' Crunch and a glass of milk adn went to the living room and turned on the tv. It was really hard since I broke my right wrist and knuckles. Emmett was sitting on the couch, so I sat by him. Hey Emmett! Hey Zoey, how are you feeling? Fine, how about you? Haha your asking a me how I feel? I not the one who punched a warewolf in the chest. Ha ha, very funny Emmett. He was flipping way to fast for me to tell what he station he was on. Emmett. Yeah? Can I aske you a question, don't laugh? Okay, shoot. Is Jake okay? He snickered and then I look at him with a frown on my face. Sorry, he is fine, feels bad for you, but he is fine. Why? I feel bad for punching him. Don't, he had it coming. Then we just sat there quietly watching Popeye the Sailor Man. Our favorite cartoon. We watched 2 episodes and then Charlie left. Nessie came over and sat in my lap. Her skin gave me some chill bumps. Edward walked in the room and said " Alice needs to talk to you Zoe". Ugh, I have been dreading this all day. Okay, so I put Nessie in Emmett's lap and got up and then walked into the kitchen. Alice and Bella were sitting in the kitchen. Let me guess, ya'll want to talk about what happen last night? You are correct, said Alice. Bella just noded. Why ya'll all vamps ( what I called them when I was mad) ya'll heard it all. Yes, but we know it helps for a human to talk about there prblems, said Bella. ReallY, I never did and look how I turned out. Right, well we are going to sit down and talk about your problem. said Alice. No, its embressering! Everyone in this house is a vamp, they can here! I the only human in this house, so do I really have to share my feelings? Its weird, I have already seen Bella practically make out with Jacob TWICE! I am sorry you had to see that. Wait, you seen us twice? When where? At Jacob's house, when you punched him and then when he said he was gonna go die cause you picked Edward. It was gross, sorta. Oh, so you wished it was you instead of Bella he was kissing? Yes, I mean no! So you did wish he that he did kiss you, said Bella. Yes, a little bit, but that is because I have umm never kissed a boy before. I looked down at my cast. So, Collin didn't kiss yesterday? No, why did you tell them to tell me that I would look hot i a bikini? No we did not, Bella said speaking for both of them. How come you like Jake? I don't know, just the first day I saw him. I thouht he was cute and his accent! He doesn't have an accent. Yes he does, I am from the south, I know what I am talking about. Did Jasper ever have an southern accent. Yes, but off the subject! Said Alice. Ugh, can I get something to eat while we do this? Yes, you want Edward to make you somehting, Said Bella. In here while we are talking? No thanks I said quickly after the question. I grabbed me some peanut butter crackers and a Red Bull out of the fridge and listen to them talk, to them in and out every now and then. Alice was saying " Why do you drink those Red Bulls?" There really good, there like food to me as blood is to ya'll. Gross Bella said. They make your heart beat really fast, you know that? Yeah, its nice! Okay, we're done talking to you, go back to watching cartoons with Emmett and Nessie. Yay, thanks! I walked to the living room and sat on the couch my Emmett. Did you ever think of doing more then kissing you know who? said Emmmett. Emmett, that is so gross. I am only 16! So drop it, I said. Your no fun said Emmett. Emmett said "You know your heart is beating faster than Nessie's heart?" Nope. Nessie got in my lap and put her hand on my neck to show me what happen last night and ask why Jake wasn't here today. Well, I got in fight with him and he just giving me a couple of days to cool off. Right has I finished that sentence someone knocked on the door. Well speak of the devil, I said in my mind. Edward kind of glared at me when I thought that. I knew who was at the door. I didn't have to turm around. He couldn't stay away from Nessie for 2 days. He came and sat right next to me and held Nessie. I started to get up but he put his hand on my shoulder, I tried to shake it off then he used some strength. Emmett started to get up but Jasper and Edward looked at him, so he sat back down. You already down anough Jake, let go. He let go, I grabbed my Red Bull and took off up stairs. Well he followed. Edward please let Emmett kick the snott out this loser beside me. I looked over and he just shook his head at me. I went to my room he open the door for me, it annoyed me so bad. I plopped down on my bed and stuck my headphones in. He pulled them out. What is your problem? Look, I am sorry that you got upset and punched me. I feel rally bad. Jake said. Fine, im sorry i punched you, but you had it cominig i muttered under my breathe. Yeah, I know. Collin told me to tell you that he might and try to come over later tonight. His parents are pretty tough on him about the whole spending the night out. Okay, uh thanks. Well if you see him tell I will be waiting. I now you don't like him, but he is the first guy that had ever liked me, please don't ruin it! Oh, okay, are you sure though?? No, but I will find out if he is bad for me. Its not the freaky imprinting thing is it?? i said with a scared tone. No, I dont think it is, he would have done it by now. Oh, okay thanks. You wanna go back down stairs? He asked. Sure, I will be down there in a minute. Then all of he leaned over me and started kissing me on the lips! We kissed for like a minute, so we kinda made out, I guess. It was not like what i was expecting. It was great. I was so happy. Zoey you know for that to be your first kiss, it was very good. Uh thanks, I think. So I got off the bed and practically danced down stairs. Then I saw Nessie and went straight back up stairs. I pulled him back up to my room with me. Jake, why did you kiss me? You're in love with Nessie! I know, but when I heard you had never been kissed, I asked Edward and he said it would be okay. Okay, but lets not tell hwe when she is older please she is stronger then me and she would rip me to peices! :Oh, don't worry. I won't, if you won't." Said Jake. Okay, so i hugged him and said lets just be friends. He hugged me back and said great idea. So I walked down stairs this time. I was still happy as ever. That made my life. I felt kinda bad for kissing Jake back. I just kept going over and over in my mind. Zoey please control you thoughts, said Edward. Sorry, I'm only human. Jake played with Nessie, than Nessie had to go to bed. Jake left with Bella, Edward and, Nessie. Then it was just me sittin on the couch all alone. I waited for hours what seem like. It was 2am, I thought I would just sleep on the couch. He never came. Oh well, he would have probably been mad that Jake kissed me.