When we were done treading water it was about 5 am and we got to dry
off and go eat breakfast I think everyone was hungry. We went to class
afterward for what it seemed like forever but we watched a few videos
and answered some questions so of wasn't that bad. Then we all went
for a jog. It was so cold outside that you could see your breath. We
had ran about 2 miles when I started to have trouble breathing. I was
like great. So I fell behind some of the others and Senior Chief was
pulling up the so I fell back behind him a little bit. He asked “if I
was okay” he said “that he could hear me breathing really loud”. I
stopped and said “not really(gasping for air)”. My ribs were hurting so
bad that I just had to lay flat on my back and take little breathes.
Senior chief told me “to stand” but I told him that “it hurt my ribs”.
Then I had to tell a lie why my ribs were hurting and Sergeant Ray saw
Senior helping me up once the pain was almost gone. I finally
convinced senior chief to let me run some more. That day was exhausting.
That night I was told that “Sergeant Ray wanted to see me in his office”.
I ask Max and Jordan “if they would follow me cause well to tell you
the truth I was very frightened by him”. When I got to his office he
said that “he saw me jogging” and asked “if I was okay” and that's when I
retaliated and said “no”! “How could I be okay you broke my rib”?!I said He came
over to me and said “calm down someone might hear you or does someone
like Senior Chief Randal know already”? “I didn't tell him I told him a
lie” I quickly responded. Soon I got up and said that “I’m leaving
cause it was midnight” and we had been up since 3 am that morning.
That's when he punched me in the face and I fell on it hands and knees
it was a quite fall so max and Jordan didn't hear it. When I tried to
stand up he quickly kicked me in my ribs and that's when I blacked
out I was in so much pain.
off and go eat breakfast I think everyone was hungry. We went to class
afterward for what it seemed like forever but we watched a few videos
and answered some questions so of wasn't that bad. Then we all went
for a jog. It was so cold outside that you could see your breath. We
had ran about 2 miles when I started to have trouble breathing. I was
like great. So I fell behind some of the others and Senior Chief was
pulling up the so I fell back behind him a little bit. He asked “if I
was okay” he said “that he could hear me breathing really loud”. I
stopped and said “not really(gasping for air)”. My ribs were hurting so
bad that I just had to lay flat on my back and take little breathes.
Senior chief told me “to stand” but I told him that “it hurt my ribs”.
Then I had to tell a lie why my ribs were hurting and Sergeant Ray saw
Senior helping me up once the pain was almost gone. I finally
convinced senior chief to let me run some more. That day was exhausting.
That night I was told that “Sergeant Ray wanted to see me in his office”.
I ask Max and Jordan “if they would follow me cause well to tell you
the truth I was very frightened by him”. When I got to his office he
said that “he saw me jogging” and asked “if I was okay” and that's when I
retaliated and said “no”! “How could I be okay you broke my rib”?!I said He came
over to me and said “calm down someone might hear you or does someone
like Senior Chief Randal know already”? “I didn't tell him I told him a
lie” I quickly responded. Soon I got up and said that “I’m leaving
cause it was midnight” and we had been up since 3 am that morning.
That's when he punched me in the face and I fell on it hands and knees
it was a quite fall so max and Jordan didn't hear it. When I tried to
stand up he quickly kicked me in my ribs and that's when I blacked
out I was in so much pain.
alone in the dark i cannot breathe
where is my heart its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did you go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as you want me to be
you tell me you dont want me
and that you must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want you
forever and a day
i am sorry that you feel that way.
for i will love you yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world you will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my love and only in my mind
can you hear me screaming out to you
i love you forever i will be here waiting for you
where is my heart its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did you go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as you want me to be
you tell me you dont want me
and that you must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want you
forever and a day
i am sorry that you feel that way.
for i will love you yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world you will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my love and only in my mind
can you hear me screaming out to you
i love you forever i will be here waiting for you