"okay let me see.we go to the Italy and try to negotiate a deal to get my daughter back?" i was calm thank to Jasper .i owe him so much.
i looked at mason lying in my arms .he looked just like Edward and a little of me thrown in there.
"well Bella we don't want to hurt Renesmee at any circumstances." Carlisle said.
"i do feel for Bella so much has happened in the last year."Carlisle thoughts touched me.
i tried to focus in on Edward's thoughts.
they were appointed to Jacob .
" I'll kill him if we don't get her back. he is dead.she is not going back to him i don't care how much she loves him."
his thoughts were so violent even for a vampire.
"Edward be nice ." i said .
"what ?" he asked.
i pointed to my head and he got what i meant right away.
"sorry my love it's just.."he stopped.
"honey it's okay please though i can hear you .
"are we ready?" carlisle asked.
everyone stood up .most of us were already standing except rosalie .
we walked out the door we all got into a car. edward ,alice,jasper, and i got in alice's porche.carlise , esme, rosalie , and emmett got into rosalie's convertible.
we all drove out and headed to the airport. i had mason in my arm while holding edward's hands. i let my shield down so i could talk to edward without alice in it.
i tried to convert him it worked till me got to the airport and jacob was standing their waiting on us.edward let out a low growl .
"edward behave."i heard esme say .she was like a mother to everyone.
we all got on the plane to head to Italy.
i remember the last time a was in a plane headed to Italy. i going to save to love of my life. it was all worth it . i looked over at Edward.
"well get her. i love you ." i whispered.
"as do i. "
i looked at mason lying in my arms .he looked just like Edward and a little of me thrown in there.
"well Bella we don't want to hurt Renesmee at any circumstances." Carlisle said.
"i do feel for Bella so much has happened in the last year."Carlisle thoughts touched me.
i tried to focus in on Edward's thoughts.
they were appointed to Jacob .
" I'll kill him if we don't get her back. he is dead.she is not going back to him i don't care how much she loves him."
his thoughts were so violent even for a vampire.
"Edward be nice ." i said .
"what ?" he asked.
i pointed to my head and he got what i meant right away.
"sorry my love it's just.."he stopped.
"honey it's okay please though i can hear you .
"are we ready?" carlisle asked.
everyone stood up .most of us were already standing except rosalie .
we walked out the door we all got into a car. edward ,alice,jasper, and i got in alice's porche.carlise , esme, rosalie , and emmett got into rosalie's convertible.
we all drove out and headed to the airport. i had mason in my arm while holding edward's hands. i let my shield down so i could talk to edward without alice in it.
i tried to convert him it worked till me got to the airport and jacob was standing their waiting on us.edward let out a low growl .
"edward behave."i heard esme say .she was like a mother to everyone.
we all got on the plane to head to Italy.
i remember the last time a was in a plane headed to Italy. i going to save to love of my life. it was all worth it . i looked over at Edward.
"well get her. i love you ." i whispered.
"as do i. "
I probaly said thank you thirty times.
When I heard that they didn't have a place to stay i offered for them to stay here. They aren't living in out hotel room but they are only to doors away.
When i woke up i turned to susans side.She wasn't there. A note took her place.
It read
Dear Chris,
I am pretty sure i got you with the note!
The guys said you would think i left. (it worked)
We are hanging out in their room and we are playing spin the bottle. (what!)
Love,
Susan ps. got you again!
I looked at her hand writing it was very pretty.
I got dressed and walked to the elevator.When i noticed i pressed two when i didn't even have to change from 11 the doors closed.I pressed the 11 button mabye 5 times.When it went up I sighed.
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to be continued...
When we reached my home mason was crying and reenesme was trying to comfort her little brother.Alice and esme were talking very fast so I only caught little bits and pieces of the conversation .But it seemed that we were going to have to wait till edward and jacob and the other boys came back.while esme and alice were disscussing the subject reenesme and i were trying to comfort mason.At the same time i was worriying about edward I noticed reenesme looked very deep in thought.Then alll of the sudden esme is calling me ,my daughter,and my son to come quickly.Whehn we got there alice looked like she would be crying if she could cry.When I asked her what was wrong all she managed to choke out was Edward.Imediatly I knew something very bad had happened.
Ok guys i correct all my writings i hope you can understand them better!! please comment!!!
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in more danger I feel more in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to move arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many questions and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are safe and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in more danger I feel more in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to move arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many questions and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are safe and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think
ok so this is a old song from the fiftys but i think it relates to how bella feels after edward leaves her in new moon so here it is
Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more
Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more
Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye