I stretched out my long, marble arms, and ran a hand through my honey-coloured hair. Keeping up the act of a human is having effects on me. I don't need to do that stuff, but it comes as habit. The mood of the house was tense, and I was really feeling the strain. Even with my beautiful little Alice sitting by my side, squeezing my hand gently, I wasn't feeling much calmer; the weight of the mood was too strong. I sank back into the sofa, and listened as Edward and Bella arrived at the door.
"Hey, you two," Edward said as he barged through the door. He tried to keep his tone and face expressionless, but i could see right through him. I could feel his anxiety, remember?
"Hey yourselves. So, what are we going to do then? I'm sick of this situation making my Jasper feel bad. It's not right," Alice almost shouted to our siblings. It was obvious that my mood was really affecting her, as she never shouts. Ever.
"Honey, calm down. I'm okay, don't worry," I looked over to Edward, "She has a point though. What are we going to do? I can tell something else has happened."
Bella suddenly stepped out from her position, grabbing one of Edwards hands and standing in front of him.
"Jazz, Alice, relax. Everything is okay. It's just that we've heard from the pack-mind that Tauri's scent is stronger now. She is obviously in contact with her vampire at this moment in time. Nothing too bad has happened, but the scent was caught along the trail of the treaty line, and then out into the sea. The smell really is strong; that of a newborn. And there have been two bodies found close to each other in the woods. It's nothing to worry about, but Edward and I are going to investigate further. We're crossing onto Quiluete land in a minute."
This is what decided it for me. Our family hardly ever set foot in La Push, unless there was an emergency. In cases like that, we stuck together. We do stick together. However, the anxiousness everyone is carrying around at the moment is withering away my sanity; a huge weight on my shoulder. I must do whatever I can to stop this; I'm the one who knows how to fight...
"Hey, you two," Edward said as he barged through the door. He tried to keep his tone and face expressionless, but i could see right through him. I could feel his anxiety, remember?
"Hey yourselves. So, what are we going to do then? I'm sick of this situation making my Jasper feel bad. It's not right," Alice almost shouted to our siblings. It was obvious that my mood was really affecting her, as she never shouts. Ever.
"Honey, calm down. I'm okay, don't worry," I looked over to Edward, "She has a point though. What are we going to do? I can tell something else has happened."
Bella suddenly stepped out from her position, grabbing one of Edwards hands and standing in front of him.
"Jazz, Alice, relax. Everything is okay. It's just that we've heard from the pack-mind that Tauri's scent is stronger now. She is obviously in contact with her vampire at this moment in time. Nothing too bad has happened, but the scent was caught along the trail of the treaty line, and then out into the sea. The smell really is strong; that of a newborn. And there have been two bodies found close to each other in the woods. It's nothing to worry about, but Edward and I are going to investigate further. We're crossing onto Quiluete land in a minute."
This is what decided it for me. Our family hardly ever set foot in La Push, unless there was an emergency. In cases like that, we stuck together. We do stick together. However, the anxiousness everyone is carrying around at the moment is withering away my sanity; a huge weight on my shoulder. I must do whatever I can to stop this; I'm the one who knows how to fight...
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when you say one of the comments -and you've probably said one of the comments more then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
So these are, by far, my favorite quotes from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD