I woke up from a dream but i was still dreaming. I hate those dreams. Susan was there. she was sitting on her bed using her laptop she brought. when she saw me she said "Good morning sleeping buety"
I thought sence i was dreaming might as well make the best out of it.And i can feel so i went over too her and took her laptop of her lap and set it on the dresser i came back to her and started kissing her neck. She tried gently pushing me away but not in the way she would really want me off she laid back and whipered in my ear i knew you loved me. And she was right. A found my way to her lips.
She reached back and pulled out her head band that held back her bueatifull brown hair with thin blond strokes. She started to kiss me back and she flipped me over and got on top of me she started to unbotton my shirt as i stroked her hair
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I thought this dream would never end wich i was thank full for. susan had her arms around me and had her head on my chest. Then my stomach growled and then it flew threw my body a strong feeling that took over my WHOLE body.It wasn't a dream. It still isn't. What does she think of me a horny little freak who turns a girl down then sleeps with her? I can't even think.
She started drawing shapes on my chest and then kissed my cheek. I looked at her and then said something that was really rude that i regret."What do you think about me? Do you think im a jerk?" My voice was sharper than wanted and started to sound like she just smacked me and a gave a comback. "huh?"she asked totally connfused and alittle hurt."I'm sorry i didn't meen it like that i meant like"than i told her exactly what i was thinking."like i turned you down and acted like a total jerk then just came back and acted like nothing happened". she looked just plain confused now.
to be continued....
I thought sence i was dreaming might as well make the best out of it.And i can feel so i went over too her and took her laptop of her lap and set it on the dresser i came back to her and started kissing her neck. She tried gently pushing me away but not in the way she would really want me off she laid back and whipered in my ear i knew you loved me. And she was right. A found my way to her lips.
She reached back and pulled out her head band that held back her bueatifull brown hair with thin blond strokes. She started to kiss me back and she flipped me over and got on top of me she started to unbotton my shirt as i stroked her hair
...
I thought this dream would never end wich i was thank full for. susan had her arms around me and had her head on my chest. Then my stomach growled and then it flew threw my body a strong feeling that took over my WHOLE body.It wasn't a dream. It still isn't. What does she think of me a horny little freak who turns a girl down then sleeps with her? I can't even think.
She started drawing shapes on my chest and then kissed my cheek. I looked at her and then said something that was really rude that i regret."What do you think about me? Do you think im a jerk?" My voice was sharper than wanted and started to sound like she just smacked me and a gave a comback. "huh?"she asked totally connfused and alittle hurt."I'm sorry i didn't meen it like that i meant like"than i told her exactly what i was thinking."like i turned you down and acted like a total jerk then just came back and acted like nothing happened". she looked just plain confused now.
to be continued....
hey twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release date for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction date not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is said that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when you say one of the comments -and you've probably said one of the comments more then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.