I can feel my self loosing breath. The look on his face leaves me speachless. His eyes feel cold for their warm color. I can almost see the wheels turning in his head.
"Whats wrong with me?" I ask as I reach for his hand. His head jurks to the side when Billy calls out his name. He immediatly jumps up and quickly gets to the door.
"I'll be back Rennesme." He says quietly as he leaves the room. I can't help but look away. I mean I know I have not been hungry and the scent of blood has made me feel sick but it can't be that bad can it?. My stomach turns as i think over what just happend. I can hear someone by the door.
"Nessie, can I come in?" I hear Aunt Rosalie's voice from the hall. I can't answer her, and I can tell that is bothering her because she is lightly tapping her foot on the hard wood floor.
"Sure." I finaly say. As she comes and sits beside me I only look away not really wanting those special comforting words. Though right now they might not be so comforting.
"I heard about what happend." She starts.
"Look Aunt Rosalie, I know you want to help and all but right now I just need some time ok."
"Ok well if you need anything just ask I mean you need help with your condition and all." She says as she stands up.
"What condition?" I ask standing up my self.
"Carlisle will tell you soon I'm sure." She says protectivly as she walks towards the door.
"Oh wait up, what condition." I ask rudly folowing her as she walks.
"I should not have said anything. Just let it go."
"Let it go?? What do you mean let it go? You can't just expect me to forget all about it do you?" I yell at her.
"Calm down Nessie." She says lightly taking my wrist. I begin to breath again. I'm guessing Uncle Jasper is near because the mood is somewhat diferent.
"I need to go see Jake." I say urgently as I step out the door.
"No Rennesme, your not ready." She says as she pulls me back.
"Yes I am, I have to see him Aunt Rose just let me please." I beg her as she slowly drops her hand.
"Why don't you talk to Carlisle first." She says to me as she blocks the door. "Hey and shouldn't you be getting ready for college?" She pesters obviously trying to change the subject.
"Move!" I yell. "He's my husband, don't you understand?" I ask her with a pleading voice.
"Whats wrong with me?" I ask as I reach for his hand. His head jurks to the side when Billy calls out his name. He immediatly jumps up and quickly gets to the door.
"I'll be back Rennesme." He says quietly as he leaves the room. I can't help but look away. I mean I know I have not been hungry and the scent of blood has made me feel sick but it can't be that bad can it?. My stomach turns as i think over what just happend. I can hear someone by the door.
"Nessie, can I come in?" I hear Aunt Rosalie's voice from the hall. I can't answer her, and I can tell that is bothering her because she is lightly tapping her foot on the hard wood floor.
"Sure." I finaly say. As she comes and sits beside me I only look away not really wanting those special comforting words. Though right now they might not be so comforting.
"I heard about what happend." She starts.
"Look Aunt Rosalie, I know you want to help and all but right now I just need some time ok."
"Ok well if you need anything just ask I mean you need help with your condition and all." She says as she stands up.
"What condition?" I ask standing up my self.
"Carlisle will tell you soon I'm sure." She says protectivly as she walks towards the door.
"Oh wait up, what condition." I ask rudly folowing her as she walks.
"I should not have said anything. Just let it go."
"Let it go?? What do you mean let it go? You can't just expect me to forget all about it do you?" I yell at her.
"Calm down Nessie." She says lightly taking my wrist. I begin to breath again. I'm guessing Uncle Jasper is near because the mood is somewhat diferent.
"I need to go see Jake." I say urgently as I step out the door.
"No Rennesme, your not ready." She says as she pulls me back.
"Yes I am, I have to see him Aunt Rose just let me please." I beg her as she slowly drops her hand.
"Why don't you talk to Carlisle first." She says to me as she blocks the door. "Hey and shouldn't you be getting ready for college?" She pesters obviously trying to change the subject.
"Move!" I yell. "He's my husband, don't you understand?" I ask her with a pleading voice.
The fantastic author of the Twilight series, Stephenie Meyer, makes a tough decision on who you would choose. Or more importantly who Bella will choose. Jacob or Edward? She certainly is in less danger if she is with Jacob. But it is almost evened out. If she stands too close to Jacob when he is mad, he might just kill her, too. But if she is with Edward, who always craves for her blood more than any other vampire, she might just get killed in that situation too. The author wants to make it clear that its a very tough decision. I mean who would you choose? My friends and I have already chosen Jacob. But a lot of people say Edward. I still haven't let go of Edward, but I still think that Jacob is a better decison. Who will you choose? And more importantly, who will Bella choose?
