Present day
I looked at my family and saw they wanted to ask but did not know how to do it. I though it would be my granddaughter who broke the silence but it was Bella. Carlisle ,what happened she asked in astomishment. Carlisle ?Edward asked. I had my mind so closed off Edward couldn’t hear me. Carlisle,Please! I keep getting all kind off different emotions from you and Anxious and confusion from Edward because he can’t hear you Jasper exclaimed. Sorry son I’ll move on to the story I told him. Please because you have all the girls listening to you.They never listen to me with such interest Emmett said with a tent of anxiousness..Ohh ..Emm..Shh..Rose whispered. Grandpa became like mommy Nessie exclaimed to everyone. That’s right honey I did I told her. Oh Carlisle ,Diane must have been devasted Alice mumered. My mother was devasted. She left my father because she blamed him. Diana cried for days. She didn’t believe I was gone, of course my body wasn’t there so it was even harder to believe. I though you couldn’t separate from your spouse back then Emmett blurted out. Every one turned to look at him. Nows not the time Emmett Alice mumbled with tears. Honey he doesn’t understand. His mind isn’t there. He’s confused Jasper said. Heyy!! Emmett growled. Let your father finished Esme cut in.
I did not come into contact with anyone during those next few days. I stayed in the shadows fighting my thirst. Missing what I had with Diana .Missing my mother. I didn’t know what they were going through then. It was days before I gave into my thirst and I was lucky when someone lost a goat in the woods. I’m sorry dad but a goat Emmett asked with laughter. Every one turned to look at him. Yes Emmett I was quite desperate I told him. I saw Emmett’s face changed to amusement to knowing. I remembered his mishap with the woman years ago but for him I knew the memory still burned in the back of his head. Everyone was quiet for a moment until Nessie asked liked the three little goats and the troll under the bridge? I could not help it .I laughed along with everyone else. Sorry dad maybe I should have told her that one when she was older Edward said with amusement and embarrassment. Yes sweetheart but I learned to control my thirst and how to feed it. A couple of years later when I was better at what I had become I stayed in the shadows but not far from Diana. As time moved on I saw she hadn’t moved on .She tried falling in love with someone else. They conceived a child together but she gave the child to the father and he raised her .She was afraid she wasn’t honoring me. Afraid of what I would think if I was still live. She wondered of what our life would have been together. She couldn’t love the father of her child but she kept in touch with him. He named their daughter Sage. God did I love her and I knew it was not safe for me to be with her but I could not see her ruining her life like she was. Months later when I was sure of myself .Of what I was about to do. I went to her. I could see Edward and Bella sharing thoughts of what they went through.
I looked at my family and saw they wanted to ask but did not know how to do it. I though it would be my granddaughter who broke the silence but it was Bella. Carlisle ,what happened she asked in astomishment. Carlisle ?Edward asked. I had my mind so closed off Edward couldn’t hear me. Carlisle,Please! I keep getting all kind off different emotions from you and Anxious and confusion from Edward because he can’t hear you Jasper exclaimed. Sorry son I’ll move on to the story I told him. Please because you have all the girls listening to you.They never listen to me with such interest Emmett said with a tent of anxiousness..Ohh ..Emm..Shh..Rose whispered. Grandpa became like mommy Nessie exclaimed to everyone. That’s right honey I did I told her. Oh Carlisle ,Diane must have been devasted Alice mumered. My mother was devasted. She left my father because she blamed him. Diana cried for days. She didn’t believe I was gone, of course my body wasn’t there so it was even harder to believe. I though you couldn’t separate from your spouse back then Emmett blurted out. Every one turned to look at him. Nows not the time Emmett Alice mumbled with tears. Honey he doesn’t understand. His mind isn’t there. He’s confused Jasper said. Heyy!! Emmett growled. Let your father finished Esme cut in.
I did not come into contact with anyone during those next few days. I stayed in the shadows fighting my thirst. Missing what I had with Diana .Missing my mother. I didn’t know what they were going through then. It was days before I gave into my thirst and I was lucky when someone lost a goat in the woods. I’m sorry dad but a goat Emmett asked with laughter. Every one turned to look at him. Yes Emmett I was quite desperate I told him. I saw Emmett’s face changed to amusement to knowing. I remembered his mishap with the woman years ago but for him I knew the memory still burned in the back of his head. Everyone was quiet for a moment until Nessie asked liked the three little goats and the troll under the bridge? I could not help it .I laughed along with everyone else. Sorry dad maybe I should have told her that one when she was older Edward said with amusement and embarrassment. Yes sweetheart but I learned to control my thirst and how to feed it. A couple of years later when I was better at what I had become I stayed in the shadows but not far from Diana. As time moved on I saw she hadn’t moved on .She tried falling in love with someone else. They conceived a child together but she gave the child to the father and he raised her .She was afraid she wasn’t honoring me. Afraid of what I would think if I was still live. She wondered of what our life would have been together. She couldn’t love the father of her child but she kept in touch with him. He named their daughter Sage. God did I love her and I knew it was not safe for me to be with her but I could not see her ruining her life like she was. Months later when I was sure of myself .Of what I was about to do. I went to her. I could see Edward and Bella sharing thoughts of what they went through.
God and His priests and His kings
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and lamb
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and lamb
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
If we never found this love
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
In this world the heart beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
In this world the heart beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Well I can go a million miles an hour
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms you better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before you go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
You start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms you better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before you go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
You start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his knife and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing next of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his knife and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing next of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's more than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to show me that you were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's more than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to show me that you were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything you want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything you want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
When these pillars get put down
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much love would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my heart is split like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much love would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my heart is split like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh