Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, can I say sorry some more. I have been crazy busy, traveling back and forth back home now that school is out. This is a really short chapter that I wrote while I was on the bus, hopefully I can accomplish some more.
And also, I am still trying to find the next chapter in my untitled story, it's kicking around here someplace.
Enjoy!!
From the Beginning:
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I grabbed a piece of newspaper, wrapping it around another glass and placed it into the box beside me. I was supposed to head over to the main house but with the conversation I just had with Jake, I didn't feel like it was something I wanted to get into in front of the whole family. I knew Alice would see everything slip away. I knew that Edward knew by this point. I finished packing a box of dishes and taped it up, pushing it to the side.
I replayed the earlier conversation over in my head, trying to figure out how to approach the subject with Edward. Every way I looked at it, he wouldn't be happy. The only thing I wanted was for my family to be safe and happy. Jake was definitely part of this family and Edward was going to have to come to terms with it. I sighed dramatically, reaching for the another box when I heard someone heading for the house on foot. It took me a second to realize it was Edward. Another second to realize that Renesmee wasn't with him.
He didn't say anything when he walked into the kitchen. He just stood there staring. I had thought of about 33 good reasons why Jake should come and the moment I saw him, all but two left my mind.
“Renesmee needs him” I said, watching his unchanging expression. I took a deep breath.
“I need him.” I whispered feeling ashamed and guilty.
We had gotten over all of this. My feelings for Jacob. It was a topic we never really got into anymore now that Renesmee was around. Now that he wasn't constantly pressuring me to realize I still had choices. I had made my choice from the very beginning. What I didn't realize, was that my life was going to be full of choices. Choices that might hurt people. It was never going to stop. Edward stood in the doorway, arms crossed his chest. His eyes held mine and I couldn't look away. Several minutes had passed without a word as I sat on the floor in the kitchen. My hands, fidgeting in my lap.
“Say something, please” I said, figuring that talking about this was much better than uncomfortable silence.
He creased his forehead, eyes narrowing. I watched as he picked his words carefully.
“He's not staying with us.”
I felt the knot in my stomach loosen. “Thank you.” I mouthed silently. He pulled himself away from the door, crossing the room, and sat beside me on the floor, reaching for a stack of newspapers and started wrapping plates. We spent the rest of the morning on the floor in the kitchen in silence, packing for Alaska.
And also, I am still trying to find the next chapter in my untitled story, it's kicking around here someplace.
Enjoy!!
From the Beginning:
link
I grabbed a piece of newspaper, wrapping it around another glass and placed it into the box beside me. I was supposed to head over to the main house but with the conversation I just had with Jake, I didn't feel like it was something I wanted to get into in front of the whole family. I knew Alice would see everything slip away. I knew that Edward knew by this point. I finished packing a box of dishes and taped it up, pushing it to the side.
I replayed the earlier conversation over in my head, trying to figure out how to approach the subject with Edward. Every way I looked at it, he wouldn't be happy. The only thing I wanted was for my family to be safe and happy. Jake was definitely part of this family and Edward was going to have to come to terms with it. I sighed dramatically, reaching for the another box when I heard someone heading for the house on foot. It took me a second to realize it was Edward. Another second to realize that Renesmee wasn't with him.
He didn't say anything when he walked into the kitchen. He just stood there staring. I had thought of about 33 good reasons why Jake should come and the moment I saw him, all but two left my mind.
“Renesmee needs him” I said, watching his unchanging expression. I took a deep breath.
“I need him.” I whispered feeling ashamed and guilty.
We had gotten over all of this. My feelings for Jacob. It was a topic we never really got into anymore now that Renesmee was around. Now that he wasn't constantly pressuring me to realize I still had choices. I had made my choice from the very beginning. What I didn't realize, was that my life was going to be full of choices. Choices that might hurt people. It was never going to stop. Edward stood in the doorway, arms crossed his chest. His eyes held mine and I couldn't look away. Several minutes had passed without a word as I sat on the floor in the kitchen. My hands, fidgeting in my lap.
“Say something, please” I said, figuring that talking about this was much better than uncomfortable silence.
He creased his forehead, eyes narrowing. I watched as he picked his words carefully.
“He's not staying with us.”
I felt the knot in my stomach loosen. “Thank you.” I mouthed silently. He pulled himself away from the door, crossing the room, and sat beside me on the floor, reaching for a stack of newspapers and started wrapping plates. We spent the rest of the morning on the floor in the kitchen in silence, packing for Alaska.
Renesme's POV
After hours of weeping, I stopped walked over to my dresser and threw a maroon jacket on, I then put my hair up with a rubber-band knowing it would hurt my hair later. I was going to sneak out, I slipped on some converse and made some recordings on my laptop, So if mom or dad try to come in I would have something recorded. I had 5 recordings set. 1: "No thanks" 2:Go away!" 3: I dont want to talk right now sorry" 4: Im not hungry. 5:I'm tired, I'm gonna go to bed. It was pretty corny but eh what else can I do? I thought. When i was all done I slipped out my window and jumped to the ground. When I was sure no one was watching I dashed off in the direction of Alice's house.
After hours of weeping, I stopped walked over to my dresser and threw a maroon jacket on, I then put my hair up with a rubber-band knowing it would hurt my hair later. I was going to sneak out, I slipped on some converse and made some recordings on my laptop, So if mom or dad try to come in I would have something recorded. I had 5 recordings set. 1: "No thanks" 2:Go away!" 3: I dont want to talk right now sorry" 4: Im not hungry. 5:I'm tired, I'm gonna go to bed. It was pretty corny but eh what else can I do? I thought. When i was all done I slipped out my window and jumped to the ground. When I was sure no one was watching I dashed off in the direction of Alice's house.
don't you ever wonder what your life would be like if your boyfriend was a vampire? i do every day there are a few things that i know for sure:
1. they will never get old.
even when you are thirty they will still look young.
2. they will never cheat on you.
It is to risky for them to cheat on you because you know there big secrete that they are vampires!
3. they will be able to defend you and protect you for ever.
no one could ever touch you or hurt you again he could defend you from all danger.
reads next months for the downsides of having a vampire boyfriend.
1. they will never get old.
even when you are thirty they will still look young.
2. they will never cheat on you.
It is to risky for them to cheat on you because you know there big secrete that they are vampires!
3. they will be able to defend you and protect you for ever.
no one could ever touch you or hurt you again he could defend you from all danger.
reads next months for the downsides of having a vampire boyfriend.
According to MTV:
“Taylor Lautner and Kristen Stewart are among the first to confirm that they’ll be attending, making the pair a recurring feature on the red carpet (remember their adorable joint presentation of a “scary movie”-themed feature at last year’s Academy Awards?), and they’ll be in good company with a host of other celebs including Zac Efron, Taylor Swift, Emma Roberts, Leighton Meester, and Mila Kunis. ”
Other celebrities tend to walk the red carpet, so be on the lookout for more names to be at the show on January 5th. Twilight was up for a ton of awards, expect Taylor and Kristen to pick up a few as well as possibly be presenters.
You can also catch live Red Carpet coverage on @Ustream at 4:30pm PT / 7:30pm ET on Jan 5! link