Ok I wasn't sure I was gonna get this up this fast but people asked and hey I'll do it if people ask...well usually!! Hehe..ok here we go.
RECAP!!
"Rosalie, you have done everything you could. This young man is very strong and we need to be patient." Carlisle's voice said as footsteps announced that he was getting closer.
"See, his wounds are starting to heal." He said softly.
I heard Rosalie take a deep breath in and exhale loudly. I would imagine that she was smiling right now, I was still too afraid to open my eyes to look and find out for sure.
"Let him rest, we've done all we can. It will take a while for him to change." He said as he walked back to the door.
I laid there wondering what the heck was going on? This family was strange, and the last conversation made it even more so. What did they mean by change? What did they mean that my wounds were starting to heal? How much longer could I take this pain?
Too many questions, that much I was sure. As I laid there thinking about these questions, everything changed again.
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I was focusing on all these things when the pulling sensation in my chest changed. It seemed that my front was healed and the pains began in my back.
I tried my best to hold still, but the feeling of needles in your back is enough to make anyone move. I felt my body arch and a groan escaped my lips. I fell back to the bed that I was laying on and gasped for breath.
The pain was getting worse and worse, I heard a female voice soothing me and another came closer to wipe my brow.
"I can't watch this. I shouldn't have. I am. What have I done?" Rosalies sweet voice said. I could tell that watching me suffer was taking it's toll on her.
"Oh Rose. Please don't think that way. He's strong, maybe you should leave for a while. When was the last time you ate?" The other female voice asked.
"I don't want to go, I told him I would be with him. I don't know if he can hear me and if he can I don't want him to think I am leaving him." She said as she moved a chair closer.
"Rose, I will stay with him. Please, you haven't ate since you came back. Please be strong and go heal yourself." The other voice said in a motherly tone.
I wish that I could say something. I tried to open my mouth to talk, but when I tried it seemed like my mouth was stuck. This scared me a little, I mean I couldn't open my mouth? How was I suppose to breath?
I started to hyperventalate when I remembered that my nose was still working. I slowed my breaths and breathed in slowly and deeply through my nose. It wasn't the same, but it helped all the same.
I managed to open my right eye, and when I did I heard a gasp come from the people in the room. I couldn't focus on anyone, but I knew that they were aware that I was trying to communicate.
I took another breath and put all my effort into focusing on the people in the room.
The first one was my angel, I still wasn't convinced I wasn't dead. Well if I was dead I wouldn't hurt like I do, but she still looked like a angel. She was sitting in the chair to my side, her long blond hair flowing down her shoulders. Her honey colored eyes had changed, they looked like they were dark brown and it looked like she was starting to bruise under her eyes. I really hope I didn't hurt her while she was carring me.
The other woman came into focus, she was much like the first. Her skin was white and almost glowed in the light, her hair was a carmel color and long. Her face was diffrent though, she was looking at me like I was someone important to her. If I didn't know better I would almost say that it was a motherly look.
I was focusing everything I had into looking at them when I felt something change. The pins were done, I couldn't feel them anywhere in my entire body...but something new was starting.
There was a tingling in my arms, it felt like they were numb. I could feel the tips of my fingers, but from there up I was numb. The numbness moved it's way up my arms and into the trunk of my body. From there it spread everwhere. It was the wierdest feeling, it felt like someone was holding me down against the bed, like my body weighed 1000 pounds.
I wasn't able to keep my eye open any longer, I couldn't feel it. I took a breath through my nose and decided to try my mouth again.
I managed to open my mouth and when I did a scream escaped. It was the sound that had been building through the fire, to the pins and now to the numbness that was taking over my whole being.
I heard feet running up the stairs. I wasn't sure who it was, and at that point I didn't care. I was trying to gasp for breath, the screams escaping every time I opened my mouth. It was so much worse then the bear attacking.
"What happened?!" The first male voice asked.
"I don't know, he opened his eye and looked around and I think he saw Esme and I. Then he took a breath and started screaming. What is happening Carlisle!?" The voice asked in a paniced tone.
"I need to check him, please Esme will you take Rose out. Rosalie no arguing you need to eat, be strong my dear. I will take care of him untl you return." He said fatherly.
I didn't want her to leave, I didn't know how much long I could handle this. I wanted to die, I know I told her I would hold on for her but at that moment all I wanted to do was die.
RECAP!!
"Rosalie, you have done everything you could. This young man is very strong and we need to be patient." Carlisle's voice said as footsteps announced that he was getting closer.
"See, his wounds are starting to heal." He said softly.
I heard Rosalie take a deep breath in and exhale loudly. I would imagine that she was smiling right now, I was still too afraid to open my eyes to look and find out for sure.
"Let him rest, we've done all we can. It will take a while for him to change." He said as he walked back to the door.
I laid there wondering what the heck was going on? This family was strange, and the last conversation made it even more so. What did they mean by change? What did they mean that my wounds were starting to heal? How much longer could I take this pain?
Too many questions, that much I was sure. As I laid there thinking about these questions, everything changed again.
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I was focusing on all these things when the pulling sensation in my chest changed. It seemed that my front was healed and the pains began in my back.
I tried my best to hold still, but the feeling of needles in your back is enough to make anyone move. I felt my body arch and a groan escaped my lips. I fell back to the bed that I was laying on and gasped for breath.
The pain was getting worse and worse, I heard a female voice soothing me and another came closer to wipe my brow.
"I can't watch this. I shouldn't have. I am. What have I done?" Rosalies sweet voice said. I could tell that watching me suffer was taking it's toll on her.
"Oh Rose. Please don't think that way. He's strong, maybe you should leave for a while. When was the last time you ate?" The other female voice asked.
"I don't want to go, I told him I would be with him. I don't know if he can hear me and if he can I don't want him to think I am leaving him." She said as she moved a chair closer.
"Rose, I will stay with him. Please, you haven't ate since you came back. Please be strong and go heal yourself." The other voice said in a motherly tone.
I wish that I could say something. I tried to open my mouth to talk, but when I tried it seemed like my mouth was stuck. This scared me a little, I mean I couldn't open my mouth? How was I suppose to breath?
I started to hyperventalate when I remembered that my nose was still working. I slowed my breaths and breathed in slowly and deeply through my nose. It wasn't the same, but it helped all the same.
I managed to open my right eye, and when I did I heard a gasp come from the people in the room. I couldn't focus on anyone, but I knew that they were aware that I was trying to communicate.
I took another breath and put all my effort into focusing on the people in the room.
The first one was my angel, I still wasn't convinced I wasn't dead. Well if I was dead I wouldn't hurt like I do, but she still looked like a angel. She was sitting in the chair to my side, her long blond hair flowing down her shoulders. Her honey colored eyes had changed, they looked like they were dark brown and it looked like she was starting to bruise under her eyes. I really hope I didn't hurt her while she was carring me.
The other woman came into focus, she was much like the first. Her skin was white and almost glowed in the light, her hair was a carmel color and long. Her face was diffrent though, she was looking at me like I was someone important to her. If I didn't know better I would almost say that it was a motherly look.
I was focusing everything I had into looking at them when I felt something change. The pins were done, I couldn't feel them anywhere in my entire body...but something new was starting.
There was a tingling in my arms, it felt like they were numb. I could feel the tips of my fingers, but from there up I was numb. The numbness moved it's way up my arms and into the trunk of my body. From there it spread everwhere. It was the wierdest feeling, it felt like someone was holding me down against the bed, like my body weighed 1000 pounds.
I wasn't able to keep my eye open any longer, I couldn't feel it. I took a breath through my nose and decided to try my mouth again.
I managed to open my mouth and when I did a scream escaped. It was the sound that had been building through the fire, to the pins and now to the numbness that was taking over my whole being.
I heard feet running up the stairs. I wasn't sure who it was, and at that point I didn't care. I was trying to gasp for breath, the screams escaping every time I opened my mouth. It was so much worse then the bear attacking.
"What happened?!" The first male voice asked.
"I don't know, he opened his eye and looked around and I think he saw Esme and I. Then he took a breath and started screaming. What is happening Carlisle!?" The voice asked in a paniced tone.
"I need to check him, please Esme will you take Rose out. Rosalie no arguing you need to eat, be strong my dear. I will take care of him untl you return." He said fatherly.
I didn't want her to leave, I didn't know how much long I could handle this. I wanted to die, I know I told her I would hold on for her but at that moment all I wanted to do was die.
