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Bella's pov

We arrived at Charlie’s and I saw his police cruiser, so he was home. I took a deep breath and walked out of Emily’s car and gave her a smile
“Shall I go with you” he asked worried
“No, I’ll be fine, it’s just my dad” I said and walked towards the front door and knocked. I took a quick look at Mason and he was still sleeping like a rose, then suddenly the door opened.
“Omg, Bella, you’re safe, you’re okay, I was so worried, where have you been” he started saying worried.
“What” I asked him confused, how did he knew all of this
“Edward’s been calling like crazy and even Alice stopped by here to see if you arrived yet. They needed to talk to you and they said they were sorry, I believe there’s still some messages at the answering machine, if you need to hear them” he said very worried.
“Dad, I’m fine, I was with Jake, because I needed to see him, that’s all and me and Edward had a big fight and I needed some time alone, okay, so stop worrying I’m safe and fine and so is you’re grandson” I said and I smiled at him.

Charlie’s eyes went from me to mason in my arms.
“he is so adorable and beautiful” he said in a whisper “may I hold him?” he asked me
“Of course dad, if you don’t mind that’s he’s sleeping” I said with a regular voice. I noticed Mason can sleep thru everything.
“Nope, I don’t mind at all” he said so I handed Mason over and Charlie took him in his arms and walked towards the couch.

I followed with gentile passé. I took a deep breath because now I was realising that if Mason wakes up he needs his bottle. And where the hell am I going to find human blood without going to the Cullen’s.
“That’s a deep breath” my dad whispered while he took place on the couch.
“It’s nothing I just thought about something, it’s not that important” I said back to him.
I just looked at them still standing. I swallowed this was so hard because I remembered Edward holding mason and cradling him.

There was a knock on the door, that woke me up from my thoughts, I froze, who could be at the door
“Bella, will you go open the door” my dad asked me in a whisper. So I walked towards the door and opened it. I saw Jake and I was relieved but the look on Jake’s face was worrying me it’s wasn’t very happy or caring, more annoyed.
“What wrong, Jake” I said worried, I knew you shouldn’t have gone to them, I should have stopped you.
“Bells, it’s okay, he said, “I said what I needed to say to them, but those other bloodsuckers, no offence Bells, were there too, they really want you’re son bad” he said worried and angry
“Well over my death body” I said angry and Jake looked worried and sad now “someday when you have children you’ll know how it feels.
My children are the most important thing to me and I will protect them even if it kills me”
Jake just nodded, he knew how I was feeling now.
“I’ll help you protect him” he said determined and I smiled at him “Oh” Jake just said
“What is it, Jake“ I said a little afraid
“He followed me” He answered angry and very annoyed and he nodded the direction he was standing so I looked up over Jake and I saw Edward standing there, upset, he didn’t came any closer. But I didn’t care I was still angry at him and I didn’t wanted to talk to him so I just looked at Jake again.
“it’s okay, Jake, I don’t think it’s going to rain tonight” I said with a little amusement and I smiled at him. Jake started laughing
“Good one, Bells, they must have really pissed you off otherwise you wouldn’t say something like that” He said amused.
“You have no idea” I said and than I just jumped
“Daniel” I practically screamed because he startled me
“Don’t ever startle me like that, jumping from behind corners, you are lucky I didn’t hit you or even attack you, you idiot” I said I little angry and upset.

I heard growling from behind Jake so I looked up at Edward. I wasn’t the only one who heard it. Jake and Daniel looked at Edward too but not for long.
“Having a fight” Daniel said amused to me
“Stay out of it, it’s none of you’re business” I said angry at him
“Okay, okay, just saying” he answered back still amused.
Now I noticed I heard crying from behind me, it was mason, I went to check on him and I left Jake and Daniel at the door but Daniel followed me and then later Jake.
“He started crying like that” Charlie said in shock not knowing what he did wrong
“it’s okay dad, it’s my fault, he probably startled too of the noise, I’ll take him back over” I said while I took him over from Charlie. Mason just stopped crying just like that and he started giggling instead.
“How did you do that” Charlie said surprised
“it’s a gift” I answered back to him smiling

“Bells, Edward really needs to talk to you, he’s working on my nerves” Jake said upset and angry. I looked at him I nodded
“Jake do you wanna do something for me, you don’t have to, I won’t hold a grudge against you” I said friendly
“Bells, just say it” Jake said, But I couldn’t say it out lowed, because I don’t want Edward hearting it, we vampires have a really good hearing it’s comes in handy in some of occasions.
I took the key from my house and gave it to Jake and before he could answer I gave him a sign to be quiet. I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote with my one free hand ‘My home’, ‘fridge’, ‘blood’, ‘food’, ‘mason’. While I wrote the words down on the paper, I said to Jake
“I can’t yet, I’ll ask you some other time, okay, you should go home” I said this so it wouldn’t be obvious that I was writhing something down, so I knew Edward didn’t know what I asked Jake.
He nodded and then said
“What about you” he asked me all worried and caring
“I can handle myself, it’s sweet that you are so worried about me but you don’t have too, I just can’t thank you enough for being such a help” I said friendly and caring back to him
“I’ll come back later, just going to check on Billy, see ya Bells” he said and winked at me and then walked out the door.