Jacob, Edward, Renesmee and I went hunting later that evening, though Nessie still isn't very fond of animal blood, its become something that is slowly growing on her, though I could understand wolves, Jacob smells horrible.
On our way back Edward pulled me behind so Jacob and Nessie could pass, something about his expression concerned me.
"What is it Edward?"
"I was just thinking, Nessie is going to be five the day after tommorow and it's been only a year, she's growing very fast, and I'm a little worried."
"What can we do? It's dangerous but maybe, maybe if we wait another year or two she would be old enough and it-"
"We don't need to worry about it now love, it's just something that was on my mind."
Edward's voice was like a sound machine, soothing and made me feel much better.
When we got back to the house it was nearly nine pm.
Rose was lounged on the couch, and Emmett was playing a video game with cars racing all over the screen. But Alice and Jasper were no where in sight, I scanned the room looking for them.
It was Emmett who answered my unspoken question.
"Their out getting massive party supplies!" Emmett chuckled and looked at Renesmee, who was asleep in Edwards arms.
Jacob sat down on the couch and and stared at the screen, but he didn't look like he was really seeing anything.
In almost half a second low snores came from Jacob's throat and filled the quiet room.
"I'm going to go put Nessie to sleep."
Edward said looking at the little angel in his arms.
"I'll come too." I said taking his free hand.
"Good night Rose, Emmett."
"See you." They both said at the exact time.

We hopped over the river not even sturring Renesmee in the slightest bit.

After I tucked Renesmee into her bed, I came around the corner into the living room, Edward was staring into the fire casting bits of dimonds around his neck and face.
I sat next to him on the coach and looked at him trying to figure out what he was thinking, and then I gave up.
"What are you thinking?" I touched his hand.
"I was just thinking about the first day we met.
How everything that led up to now, I just think it's kind of funny, how you never knew what you would become in a matter of a couple years, and now here you are, here we are. And I was just thinking about how much I love you."
I tried to remember back to those human days, but they all seemed so dark and blurry, I can barley remember what I looked like human.
"I love you too, I just wish I could see past all the blur and remember those things." I tried to smile a little bit, but the frustration was getting to me, my eyes are slowly fading away from the bright red they were a year ago.
I haven't seen my mom in a long while, haven't even heard from Jessica or Mike since the wedding, and I wish I could remember their faces of what seemed to be smiling so long ago.