it's getting pretty hard for me now to make it more exciting and yet awesome, so give me some time to continue the story
I woke up and I felt my hands being tight up.
“Edward” I said panicking and confused, I start looking around, I barely remembered what happened before.
“Bella, don’t panic” I heard and saw Edward now
“Why am I tight up, what happened” still with panic in my voice
“don’t you remember Bella” After you drank the blood you were, I would say, wild, like you were someone else, you threw Jasper in the middle of the room and Emmett against the wall and I had to grab you tight while Carlisle gave you something to sleep, you were screaming and kicking.
I looked at him and saw the fear and pain in his eyes. I felt my tears coming up
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to do that” my voice shocked and I was starting to feel guilty.
“It’s nothing Bella, I don’t think you could help it, I’m going to release you, he said feeling sorry for me now.
“No, don’t, I don’t wanna hurt any of you anymore” I said
“Bella” Edward voice shocked too
“It’s gonna be fine, you can let her go now Edward” Jasper said “She has her feelings under control now except the emotional part, he smiled at me and I couldn’t resist but give him a little smile back.
“Edward freed my hands and grabbed them so I could stand up.
I realised I was shaking now and Edward grabbed my very tight to his chest and I put my arms around him not planning to let him go.
“Bella” I heard Carlisle next to me and I looked up but still not letting go of Edward. “What is the last thing you do remember?
“Well, I remember that Edward gave me that blood and I drank from it and …
“Bella, KEEP YOURSELF UNDER CONTROL, YOU’RE LOSING CONTROL AGAIN” Jasper said strong and determent. I looked at him and just finished my sentence
“… and then not much anymore, I heard Jasper yelling and than Edward’s voice” and that’s about it, I think” continued like I was never interrupted. They all just starred at me, not knowing what to say, so I broke the silence first
“So now what” I asked
“Well you can still eat , but than we have not other option than thigh you up” Carlisle said with a regular voice like he was giving a diagnose.
“And Emmett and will be close by” Jasper said
I looked down but Edward took my head towards him and said
“I’m going to be there on you’re side all the way” he smiled so I gave him a little smile back
“Are you still hungry” Carlisle asked me
“No” I said back
“Bella, you can’t stop eating because you’re scared off losing control over yourself again” Edward said.
I looked at him “ I wasn’t the one who loosed control, looking at my stomach” I remembered I shouldn’t have said that but it was to late.
“What do you mean” Carlisle said now
“It’s nothing I’m just imagining thing I guess” answering in a confused tone
“Bella, the last time you said that, you were right, so please tell us” Carlisle said on a demanded and doctorly voice.
“Well when I drank the blood” it was like I wasn’t the one drinking it” I said still with a confused tone
“hmm” Carlisle said “ I guess you should stay here till the baby is born so we all could keep an eye on you”
I nodded and Edward grabbed me against his chest
“Are you hungry now” he asked me
“No, I’ll eat tomorrow if you don’t mind. I said again. I was so tired and I think Edward heard it in my voice
“Come I’ll carry you to bed” he said and grabbed me tighter and pulled me up and I laid my head against his chest, it was so hard now to keep my eyes open, so I closed them and before I knew I was completely out of it.