A few hours later, I went downstairs to call up Alice and Daniella and tell them about Sam. I was dialling Alice's number when Sam started kissing me. He was like a magnet to me, I couldn't keep away. I kised him back and hung up my phone. We made our way back upstairs not a single second away from each other. "Wait, if this relationship continues, will we be able to have kids?" I asked in antitipation, biting down on my lip. "I'm not sure. Are you full or half?" I was thinking about his question slowly. "I'm not sure. My dad, Aro left when I was nine, and my little sister went off to Europe." He hesitated before saying another response. "Oh, I'm sorry."
"No, don't be."
We started kissing. I was soon in my bed again and he just ever so slightly pinned me to the bed. I didn't struggle, I liked him kissing me. I knew he loved me and I loved him. I cried myself back to sleep. Sam had to go, I wanted to go with him, but said he couldn't risk having me get hurt. At fist, I didn't understand what he was talking about, then I realized his parents would not like me. I felt someone tapping my shoulder and I looked over to see Alice. "Oooh, Erin has a boyfriend!"
"Alice, please don't."
"Don't what?"
"Don't taunt me." I started to cry. "Oh, Erin, I'm sorry. What happened?"
"He dosen't want me to meet his parents."
"Erin, it will be okay, he's probaly just shy. Daniella's wedding is in two days. Do you want to go convince her to eat a bunch of candy?"
"No, she looks pretty, don't make her too self-consious.(sp?)"
"Okay, well you don't have to, but I will."
"Bye."
"Bye."
I pulled out my notebook and started writing.
Beauty Beyond Memory
When memories cry
When memories fade and die
I'm going to grow old
My passion
My fiery passion
My flaming lust is going to grow cold
But my heart will always flow with a molten, love lava
In your name this lava flows through my veins
My heart beats for you
My heart will never cease to beat your name
When I lose my charm and my glamour
When I lose my physique and my game
When I'm old and wrinkly
When I cannot look myself in the mirror
I'll still stare at you
When memories fade
When I forget the days of the week
And the months of the year
When I mix names
And faces
The memory of you
Will always shine bright and clear
Your image
Has been burnt to my memory
I will never forget your radiance and beauty
I will die happy
With the image of your sweet smile
On my mind
And love
On my lips and in my heart.
-Erin
I typed that up and waited for Sam to come back. In about five minutes, there was a knock at the door. Not so surprisingly, it was Sam. I gave him the poem. After he read it, he had a concerned look on his face. "When you said 'I'm going to grow old'. Does that mean?"
"Yes."
"But,"
"I found my dad, he said my mom and him were human when my mom was pregnant with me. My mom died in childbirth, and my dad was changed."
"So,"
"I want you to change me."
"No, I can't."
"You said we were destined to be together, does that change things."
"Of course,but."
"No! Change me."
"Ok, this is for us."
I lay back on my bed while Sam opened his mouth, and clamped down on my neck. I screamed in agony, but keeping our love in mind
"No, don't be."
We started kissing. I was soon in my bed again and he just ever so slightly pinned me to the bed. I didn't struggle, I liked him kissing me. I knew he loved me and I loved him. I cried myself back to sleep. Sam had to go, I wanted to go with him, but said he couldn't risk having me get hurt. At fist, I didn't understand what he was talking about, then I realized his parents would not like me. I felt someone tapping my shoulder and I looked over to see Alice. "Oooh, Erin has a boyfriend!"
"Alice, please don't."
"Don't what?"
"Don't taunt me." I started to cry. "Oh, Erin, I'm sorry. What happened?"
"He dosen't want me to meet his parents."
"Erin, it will be okay, he's probaly just shy. Daniella's wedding is in two days. Do you want to go convince her to eat a bunch of candy?"
"No, she looks pretty, don't make her too self-consious.(sp?)"
"Okay, well you don't have to, but I will."
"Bye."
"Bye."
I pulled out my notebook and started writing.
Beauty Beyond Memory
When memories cry
When memories fade and die
I'm going to grow old
My passion
My fiery passion
My flaming lust is going to grow cold
But my heart will always flow with a molten, love lava
In your name this lava flows through my veins
My heart beats for you
My heart will never cease to beat your name
When I lose my charm and my glamour
When I lose my physique and my game
When I'm old and wrinkly
When I cannot look myself in the mirror
I'll still stare at you
When memories fade
When I forget the days of the week
And the months of the year
When I mix names
And faces
The memory of you
Will always shine bright and clear
Your image
Has been burnt to my memory
I will never forget your radiance and beauty
I will die happy
With the image of your sweet smile
On my mind
And love
On my lips and in my heart.
-Erin
I typed that up and waited for Sam to come back. In about five minutes, there was a knock at the door. Not so surprisingly, it was Sam. I gave him the poem. After he read it, he had a concerned look on his face. "When you said 'I'm going to grow old'. Does that mean?"
"Yes."
"But,"
"I found my dad, he said my mom and him were human when my mom was pregnant with me. My mom died in childbirth, and my dad was changed."
"So,"
"I want you to change me."
"No, I can't."
"You said we were destined to be together, does that change things."
"Of course,but."
"No! Change me."
"Ok, this is for us."
I lay back on my bed while Sam opened his mouth, and clamped down on my neck. I screamed in agony, but keeping our love in mind
*You're a little fat!
*Every boy in the school prefer Bella than you!
*If you look in the mirror it breaks!
*Emmett is cheating you with Jessica!
*Emmett told me that you're so worthless that! doesn't serve either to have a child!
*Carlisle told me that he saved you because you were ruining the beauty of the streets!
*Edward prefer Bella because she's human!
*Emmett said he is dating you because he feels sorry for you!
*I think you love Jacob Black!
*I think emmett is too beautiful for you!
*You look like a transvestite!
*You are the worse baseball player in the world!
*You are smelling like a dog! I think you had sex with jacob!
*You are just a pretty face, but you are so dumb!
*You need bigger hight heels
*I Put all your new clothes on the roof
*Jasper told me that you are not good at sex
*you would be perfect for the role of the dwarf in Snow White
*Jasper told me he thinks I'm hot
*Esme told me that I'm her favorite daughter
*Your power is useless, the visions change
*I think Jane is taller than you
*Your hair looks like a broom
*Bella hates you
*What was your human mother name?
*I donated your new clothes to Jacob and Sam
*Edward told me that when Charlie first saw you he thought that you were Bella's 8 years old cousin
*Last night Emmett and I had sex in your car and broke it