My eyes opened and the first thing I noticed was I had tears running pretty hard down my cheeks. The second thing I noticed was that I was on a couch, still in the Cullens living room. There were no cullens as far as I could tell. I had no vampire warnings, just werewolf. Where had they gone, and what about Alec? Did they kill him?

I turned my head to the left and saw a beautiful native girl that resembled Seth just a tiny bit, and she looked pissed. Seth was scowling, something I've never seen on his perfect face. The girl was telling him something, and he was trying not to yell. I could tell. I closed my eyes and went to the girl's mind first.

I can't believe I'm here trying to keep that stupid girl from coming to see Seth. Why can't Vivian just leave him alone?! She's caused him so much pain that even Sam hates her.

Huh, so this girl is trying to protect Seth from someone? Am I missing something here? I should look into Seth's mind.

...can't believe that Vivian would try to come back to me after I found her with that ass-hole Will. And in my own bed too! I'm just sorry that Leah was there to stop me before Will found out what it is to piss me off. At least now I found Shoni.

Ok. Who the HELL is Vivian, and why was she in Seth's bed!? I opened my eyes again and saw Edward standing in the doorway, with Bella looking out behind him.

" Seth?" He said. He looked over at me and told me, " Your mom called, said that she wants you to come home." He stopped and cocked his head.

" Emmett is coming right now. He's going to drive you home." Just then Emmett burst through the door and had a huge smile on his face. Great.

" Um Edward?" I asked while Seth was helping me up. The girl, Leah from what Seth was thinking, was throwing me questioning looks.

" What did you guys do with Alec?" I asked. He looked at me and I heard in his thoughts

I'll tell you later.

Ok. Guess I'll just have to wait. Emmett was already out the door, so I walked fast to catch up with him. I turned around and said" I'll call you later Seth. Luv ya."

" Love you too Shoni." He called. I looked and found myself face to face with a really big jeep, and it was yellow. Wow, I expected to it to be like black, or red, or something. I looked for Emmett and found him waving me over to the passenger side. When I got over there he lifted me up with one hand and into the seat.

" Show-off" I muttered, knowing that he could hear me, and that he couldn't hurt me even if I wasn't with Seth. He just laughed his huge laugh and was suddenly next to me and turning the car on. God! He annoyed me so much.

" So..." He said, totally ignoring the road and looking fully at me. He had a mischevious look in his eyes, and that scared me. Whenever he gets like this it means he's planning a joke, and they're not always nice.

Suddenly we swerved right in front of a car, I screamed, and then we were back in the right lane. He laughed his booming laugh and said " You should have seen your face!" He stopped and I seriously thought that he was going to crying, which is crazy.

He was finally calming down when we got to my house, then he looked over at me and burst out laughing again.

" Would you stop that?!" I screamed, he was annoying me very much, and that wasn't a good thing. This just started him on another round of hysterics, so I got out of the car and screamed " Jerk!" As loud as I could.

I turned on my heel and stalked away to my house. Somewhere in my brain I noted the black, unknown car in my driveway. I stopped at the door and turned to look at the car. I wonder whose it is? I thought. I turned back to the door and opened it. I saw my mom standing at the counter, slicing something on her cutting board.

When I closed the door she turned, then smiled. She's never looked this happy. I looked into her mind and she was thinking She's going to be so happy for me. Oh wait. I already told her, oops! Well I hope she decides to be my maid of honor.

Could my mom be any more blonde? No offense to Rosalie, but seriously. I swear she is not playing with a full deck of cards. In other words she's just not smart. But I've ignored that fact because she's one of the few people who know about my gift and don't totally freak out because of it. I've told a few friends because I was tired of keeping it a secret. When I told them they started avoiding me like the plague. Sorry, I'll stop moping now.

" Honey?" My mom said. " Have you thought about being my maid of honor?" She looked dead serious, and a little sad.

" Of course I will!" I said with as much enthusiasm as I could muster. She smiled then went back to the vegetables.

" Hey...mom?" I said. I've never called her that, but I had a really intense feeling that I needed to get back to Seth, and I was ready to try anything.

" Yes?" She asked. She still hadn't turned around from her vegetables.

" Is this all that you had to ask me or can I go?"

" Of course. If it's important you can go, just come back tomorrow and you'll have some bonding time with Greg." Wow. Greg must have a really good influence because my mom was never like this.

" Ok, bye!" I called, already on my way to the door.

When I got outside I felt the urgency to get to Seth strengthen. I closed my eyes and pictured Seth's house, and me standing at the front door. I had done this only once before, but I was sure I could do it again.

I opened my eyes and saw his front door right in front of me. I closed my eyes trying not to fall asleep right there, but that just made it worse. I looked up and saw his front door and opened it up.

The first thing I noticed was that there was someone who was extremely mad, and also disgusted. There were other feelings that belonged to someone else that were jealousy, and lust.

When I looked into the front hall I saw Seth, and this very pretty girl. They were yelling at each other and I couldn't understnd what they were saying. The language they were speaking in wasn't English, but something even more beautiful, more flowing. What I saw next will haunt me for the rest of my life.

The girl grabbed Seth's hair, pulled his face to hers, and then started to kiss him fiercely. He looked ready to push her away, but then he stopped, and started to kiss her back. The pain hurt so much, I couldn't stand seeing Seth kiss another girl.

A sob escaped my mouth and both Seth and the girl turned to look. Seth jumped away from her, but the girl stayed where she was and smirked.

" Nizhoni!" Seth called. " It isn't what-" But he got cut off as I screamed/sobbed, then turned and ran.

As I was running I pictured the one place I knew I would be safe. Alec's arms, around me, saving me, protecting me. Always saving me, and then I was there. In his arms. He would never hurt me.

He tilted my chin, and I saw surprise, care, and love in his eyes. I closed my eyes and cried in his arms till I fell asleep.

The last thing I remember before I was sleeping was my voice saying " Seth." in a broken, almost silent whisper.