“Ouch!” I woke up to a little pain in my stomach. I turned to look a Jacob but he wasn’t next to me in my bed. He must be out with the pack. I thought to my self. I got out of bed and headed to the dresser which held the pain killers. Grandpa said that if I take one a day I shouldn’t feel the pain. I walked into the bathroom and got a glass of water from the sink and took the pill. I undressed my self and stepped into the tub. I was still freezing so I put that water in the tub on as hot as it would go. I filled it as high as I was able to with out it spilling out. I took a deep breath and went under. Grandpa told me that the animal that I drank had a disease but was it possible for me to have any disease? Well I guess my human side can. The disease seemed to travel quickly because this morning the pain was on my other side of my stomach. My parents did tell me that I should be a little careful when I go hunting somewhere other than home because I don’t know if anything’s wrong with the animals and I didn’t listen. Next time I go some where I’m bringing my own. I hope me and Jacob can have a real honeymoon after all this is over. Well that’s if I live threw it. But my vampire side of me is stronger then my human side. I came up for air ever couple of minuets to make sure I was still alive. Than after about and hour of sitting in the tub I got out and pinned my hair into a bun and put on a new pare of PJ’s.
I opened the door and a huge gust of air filled with the sent of sweets and like something was burning. I ran down stairs to see Jacob trying to cook. He had flower all over him and the kitchen had cracked eggs every where on the counters and flower and sugar every where. There was a huge puddle of milk in the middle of the kitchen floor and sitting right on top of the stove was what looked like a cake, a burnt cake. I couldn’t help my self I just started laughing. I was able to compose my self after a while. I looked up and Jacob and he was still a mess and he stood there with an angry look and his hands on his hips and that got me going again. “Sorry babe you just look so, hold on.” I turned around to try to compose myself again. Ok I turned around to face him. “You just look to cute with the flower and sugar all over you and my cooking apron.” I said walking over to him trying to avoid the spilt milk. I got to him and rapped my arms around him and he bent down to kiss me. “Do you forgive me?” he paused for a second and looked like he was thinking about it. he looked back down at me, “Of course I forgive you. How are you feeling today?” “Well this morning I woke up with the pain on the other side of my stomach so I took some more pain killers. Then I took a bath for about an hour. What did you do, or tried to do this morning?” I said looking around the kitchen. “Well I tried to make you a cake but… ya I can’t cook.” I let go of him and we headed for the couch. “Wait! Don’t even think about sitting down on my brand new couch with flower all over you. Go take a shower, any way we need to go see Grandpa to check on me.” He stood up strait and looked at me, kissed me on my forehead and walked up stairs to our bathroom.
We walked to the house and every one jumped on me asking how I was feeling, did I get any sleep, was I in pain. Before I had time to answer any thing another question was thrown my way. “Hey! Chill she’s still not feeling a hundred percent, So Chill.” Jacob told them standing in front of me. They all walked back the couch and my mom and dad hugged me. “Are you hungry honey?” Grandma asked holding up a plate full of different kinds of food. “Not really but I’ll be back to eat for lunch.” I looked at Jacob when I talked. Uncle Emmett looked back and forth at me and Jake. “What’d he do this time?” “He tried to cook and made a mess in the kitchen. It’s so big that it would take all of you guys about a month to clean.” Uncle Emmett started laughing. “Renesmee I’m ready for you honey.” Grandpa said. Jacob grabbed my hand and we walked up the stairs. Grandpa did the same test today. Though it seemed like it was shorter this time. “Jacob I need to talk to you down stairs.” They walked out of the room and down the stairs. My mind was racing. Was I going to dye had something ells happened? Then a cry broke threw my thoughts. I could hear my mom he voice was rising and she sounded beyond up set. It sounded like she was going to kill someone.
After I got out of the house I felt like I was going to get sick. I didn’t know what was happening. We reached the house and I asked Jacob what was wrong. “Look you can’t tell any of them that I’m tell you this. But Carlisle said the thing inside of you is… killing you. He thought that because of your vampire side that you would be ok but its spreading and it’s getting worse. If your vampire side was taking over it would be disappearing but its doing the complete opposite. I love you Nessie.” After he was done he kissed my forehead. We just stood there shocked holding onto each other. This is the end for me isn’t it? I though to my self then I couldn’t think I was gone my life was flashing before my eyes. What do I want to do before I die I thought to myself.
I opened the door and a huge gust of air filled with the sent of sweets and like something was burning. I ran down stairs to see Jacob trying to cook. He had flower all over him and the kitchen had cracked eggs every where on the counters and flower and sugar every where. There was a huge puddle of milk in the middle of the kitchen floor and sitting right on top of the stove was what looked like a cake, a burnt cake. I couldn’t help my self I just started laughing. I was able to compose my self after a while. I looked up and Jacob and he was still a mess and he stood there with an angry look and his hands on his hips and that got me going again. “Sorry babe you just look so, hold on.” I turned around to try to compose myself again. Ok I turned around to face him. “You just look to cute with the flower and sugar all over you and my cooking apron.” I said walking over to him trying to avoid the spilt milk. I got to him and rapped my arms around him and he bent down to kiss me. “Do you forgive me?” he paused for a second and looked like he was thinking about it. he looked back down at me, “Of course I forgive you. How are you feeling today?” “Well this morning I woke up with the pain on the other side of my stomach so I took some more pain killers. Then I took a bath for about an hour. What did you do, or tried to do this morning?” I said looking around the kitchen. “Well I tried to make you a cake but… ya I can’t cook.” I let go of him and we headed for the couch. “Wait! Don’t even think about sitting down on my brand new couch with flower all over you. Go take a shower, any way we need to go see Grandpa to check on me.” He stood up strait and looked at me, kissed me on my forehead and walked up stairs to our bathroom.
We walked to the house and every one jumped on me asking how I was feeling, did I get any sleep, was I in pain. Before I had time to answer any thing another question was thrown my way. “Hey! Chill she’s still not feeling a hundred percent, So Chill.” Jacob told them standing in front of me. They all walked back the couch and my mom and dad hugged me. “Are you hungry honey?” Grandma asked holding up a plate full of different kinds of food. “Not really but I’ll be back to eat for lunch.” I looked at Jacob when I talked. Uncle Emmett looked back and forth at me and Jake. “What’d he do this time?” “He tried to cook and made a mess in the kitchen. It’s so big that it would take all of you guys about a month to clean.” Uncle Emmett started laughing. “Renesmee I’m ready for you honey.” Grandpa said. Jacob grabbed my hand and we walked up the stairs. Grandpa did the same test today. Though it seemed like it was shorter this time. “Jacob I need to talk to you down stairs.” They walked out of the room and down the stairs. My mind was racing. Was I going to dye had something ells happened? Then a cry broke threw my thoughts. I could hear my mom he voice was rising and she sounded beyond up set. It sounded like she was going to kill someone.
After I got out of the house I felt like I was going to get sick. I didn’t know what was happening. We reached the house and I asked Jacob what was wrong. “Look you can’t tell any of them that I’m tell you this. But Carlisle said the thing inside of you is… killing you. He thought that because of your vampire side that you would be ok but its spreading and it’s getting worse. If your vampire side was taking over it would be disappearing but its doing the complete opposite. I love you Nessie.” After he was done he kissed my forehead. We just stood there shocked holding onto each other. This is the end for me isn’t it? I though to my self then I couldn’t think I was gone my life was flashing before my eyes. What do I want to do before I die I thought to myself.
God and His priests and His kings
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and lamb
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and lamb
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
If we never found this love
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
In this world the heart beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
In this world the heart beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his knife and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing next of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his knife and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing next of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's more than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to show me that you were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's more than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to show me that you were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything you want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything you want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
When these pillars get put down
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much love would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my heart is split like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much love would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my heart is split like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
Should never think
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me by my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my coat on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me by my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my coat on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on