I copied the washed away letters into my phone, All i would need is to get outside, just for a minute. Just long enough to hit send, long enough for them to get it. I thought about Jacob again. No, i thought once more. He couldn't be gone!
Once again i sobbed, staining my pants with my tears as they flowed down. I wiped my eyes,
"I need to get out" I Whispered to myself. I eyed the crowbar that laid in the farthest corner of the room. If i could just pry it open..
I slowly made my way to the corner and carefully picked up the heavy metal bar. My arms felt like noodles as i held the object. I climbed the ladder and carefully started to pry it open, Just then i heard a "Click" and the door swung open.
I poked my head out from the top, i had to make sure that nobody was watching. I quickly pulled myself out of the room and rolled onto the fresh grass, i felt the burn in my arms from the pain, I got over to a tree as quick as i could. I hid behind the mass of trunk and sent the adress, Just as i was about to go back, somebody had grabbed me.
I turned around to see alex and two others.
"Where do you think your going?!" He demanded.
Suddenly he threw me to the ground. I felt the impact on my back, the pain ran up my spine yet i denied him any reaction. I felt myself being dragged and then all of the sudden i was throwen into the hole, my solitude, i heard a snap when i hit the cold ground. I screamed out in pain yet nobody had noticed.
I felt extreme pain excerte from my wrist. I then saw somthing standing over me; a wolf. I felt it's claws slash into me, like when alex had attacked me back in La Push. I couldn't scream anymore, the world started to blur. I felt the blood start to pool around me. I Suddenly got weaker..and weaker....
I lay there unable to move my motionless body. most likely only half alive, I tried to move my wrist but it was in too much pain. I could feel exactly where each slash and dug into me. I Knew now that they left me here to die. I saw a flood of light once again peer through the top. I Closed my eyes, waiting to be murdered, for good. Yet this time i heard a cry of urgence.
This time i heard Jacob.
I felt him run to my side; "Nessie!" He cried out. Shock ran through me again, except this time, Happiness. He carefully scooped up my lifless body and carried me out, I heard him repeat my name over and over, each time getting more anxious but for some reason i couldn't respond. The voices were dulled over by a ringing noise, they world around me blurred. All of this seemed unreal. The last thing i heard was my mother cry out;
I started to get out of my stage of shock and numbness. I could now feel extrodainary pain yet hadn't expressed it quite yet. I had noticed i was in a car. Jacob held me in his arms, My head tucked in close to his chest and his jacket laid over me to keep me warm.I noticed my wrist was wrapped in some sort of scarf, i wonder how bad i have injured it.
I faintly listened to the conversations;
"..Both went for carlisle they will come as soon as they can and when they do we will pull over so..."
I tried to figure out who it was. After a while i realised the voice beloged to embry.
I heard jacob speak
"I can't get the image out of my head. They way i found her.." His voice broke off "How could they? I me-" He took a breath. I felt him hold my closer. I started to speak.
"Jacob?" I asked faintly, more of a reasurence. I looked up, my eyes filled with tears. From the physical and emotional pain.
"Oh nessie.." He said lightly. He had sitten me up a tiny bit to hug me, then carefully rested my head back on his lap. I felt the tears slowly run down my face, His fingers lightly brushed them away. I clung onto him, i didn't want to lose him and i could tell the feeling was mutual. It felt like minutes were years now, waiting to arrive back home.
I Spoke faintly, "How far are we?"
"We found you in idaho, Were in washington now though. We will be home soon"
I watched the clock pass by, minute by minute until finaly a good five hours had passed. The car slowed to a stop, I carefully sat up and went to step out of the car, but jake had stopped me.
"I don't think so" He said smiling, He picked me up and carried me into the house. He laid me down on my bed. "I'll be right back, you'll be fine, right?
I smiled faintly; "Yes" I knew i wasn't going to be left alone at all anymore. I would always be supervised, so i decided to enjoy the short moments alone. Before i knew it my parents had rushed into the room.
"Oh renesmee!" My mother exclaimed holding me in a light embrace. My father kissed the top of my head;
"Renesmee, i swear we wont stop until-" He started
I cleared my throat, "Let's not worry about that until time comes". He nodded, understanding my reluctence of that subject. I had noticed the rest of my family was out in the living room, and there were others? Probaly a couple other wolves.
Carlisle swiftly walked into the room.
"Seem's like you got yourself into a bit of a scuff!" He said trying to lighten the mood. He carefully unraveled the scarf that covered my wrist. "Hmm," He felt carefully around the swollen area.
His cool hands made it feel a bit better, like ice to a wound. "Thankfully it isn't broken, but it is badly sprained..". He went into his bag and pulled out a long, stretchy material. He then continued to wrap my wrist. He looked at the rest of my injuries, "seems like none are deep enough for stiches, but your councussion is still there and most likely worse, so i suggest you lay down for the next week or so"
I agreed, and laid down. "I think i'll get some rest" I concluded. They nodded and everyone exited i heard the door shut. I was finaly alone away from everyone, everyone but Jacob. He stood there, leaning against the wall staring across the room blankly. He shook his head and looked down;
"I should've stopped him"
"Jake please, don't do this. It's not your fault! It was mine i should've stayed with emily.."
Jacob immeditely stood up and sat beside me, his hand curved over my face pulling my attention towards him
"Nessie, this is anyones but your fault." I nodded solemly. Suddenly i heard a knock on the door
"Jacob?" I heard rosalie's voice spring "Were going out, we have to go over some details. Were bringing seth and sam with us, we just thought you would rather-" "Anyways, You can keep her safe, can you?"
I saw Jacobs eyes flash up. Rosalie. She means well but, her and Jacob never did get along...
"Are you suggesting somthing, blondie?" He asked in an annoyed tone,
"You tell me.."
I spoke up "Rosalie, please. I think Jacob could manage."
She fixed her golden eyes on me and smiled "Okay then stay safe" she shut the door and left. I listened for a moment and when silence set in i knew we were alone. Finaly.
"Renesmee?" Jake asked wearily,
"Can i ask you somthing?"
I sat up and looked at him, "Of course Jacob, anything."
I noticed he hesitated, He looked down for a moment. "Nessie, Did you like him?" He asked, wincing almost.
"Why jacob, Of course not! I never have and i never will! Why would you ask that? You know I love you"
A smile streched across his face, "Really?"
"Forever" I responded smiling back.