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"Sometimes love isn't enough"

Those were the last words I ever heard Jacob Black say. At first, I didn’t care. For three years I didn’t care. I was too dark and thirsty to care about any of my past. I almost forgot some of it. I almost forgot him.

It’s been ten years and those fears of mine came true. The Volturi wanted me to join them and I refused. But they didn’t play nice. No, they didn’t, not at all. Instead of letting me walk away, sorry that I had refused their offer, they gave me an ultimatum. Either I joined them or the Cullen’s died. This time, they didn’t find a way out. This time...I lost everybody. I was forced to watch as Alice’s body was torn to pieces. I saw Edward’s guilty eyes as he whispered goodbye to me before they murdered him before my eyes. Then Jasper, then Esme, then Carlisise...and last was Rosalie.

“Kill me,” I had been freed after they were murdered. I didn’t run away though. I simply fell to the ground; all the supernatural strength in the world couldn’t hold me together now. “Please,” I begged the Volturi, “Kill me.”

“Sorry,” Jane walked up to me. “That would spoil everything.”

I was set free and I would have exposed myself and force the Volturi to kill me, but they responded with another threat. “If you do anything stupid, not only will you die, but so will everyone you ever cared about.”

“You already did that.” I had told them.

“We mean Charlie, Renee, and Jacob Black.” Jane smiled at me.

If I thought the heartbreaking pain coursing through my body couldn’t get any worse, I was completely wrong. It felt like somebody was stabbing my heart repeatedly, and crushing my soul with a hammer. This vampire body was not unbreakable by any means.

As I sat there writhing in emotional pain so strong it was physical, my heart reminded me of someone. Every memory, so perfectly clear, was dancing across my mind. Jacob. I was down at La Push, and Jacob was telling me stories of the cold ones; vampires. Just as soon as that memory coursed through me, I was somewhere else. I was recklessly driving the motorcycle Jacob fixed for me. Then, I was walking with Jacob through the woods, looking for the place Edward had taken in the past. So many...so much...I can’t handle it.

“I do believe our job is finished here.” I heard somebody whisper, but I was too far gone to tell just who it was. It was probably Jane though. She really had it out for me.

48 HOURS LATER

I don’t remember exactly what happened after I slipped away from reality. I don’t remember hallucinating or replays of old memories. I just remember being alone. Completely and utterly alone. Then I snapped back. I don’t know what brought me back, but when I came to, my thoughts were centered on Jacob.

Numbness took over, and the pain although close, felt so very far away. I knew this numbness could wear off in an instant, but for the time being I didn’t think about that. I focused on the task at hand; finding Jacob Black. I was in Italy, so I needed to get to Forks. After that, I’d make my way to La Push, and...And...And what? What was I going to do?

How was I supposed to go to Billy’s house, ask for Jake...who might be at college or living somewhere else, and if by some miracle Jake is there, what do I say? “Jake, I was right. That night before my wedding, I was right. They came. They killed him. They killed all of him.

Jake you told me that it would be okay. That you’d fix me...are you still mine?”

Mine. After all this time, I still felt like he was mine. Being with -- no, I couldn’t think his name -- made me forget that, but now that he was gone, it all came rushing back. It seemed inconceivable that Jacob Black didn’t belong to me; soul and body. But I knew, deep down I knew, that more than likely he had already imprinted.

I didn’t know if I could bear that.

I found my way to an airport, took the first flight to the U.S. I could catch and worked my way from there. I wasn’t sure if swimming would have went faster, but it seemed like flying was taking literally forever.

Forever. That word sent me spiraling down. That was the whole point, or rather most of the point, of me becoming a vampire; so I could spend forever with Edward Cullen and his family. It all seems like such a waste now. If I’d have just left him alone in the beginning. He warned me that I should leave him alone. Why didn’t I? It’s all my fault. And with that thought, the sweet numbness fades away, and I can’t feel pain attacking.

I wrapped my arms around myself, hugging the pain tightly away. It didn’t work.

“Are you cold, miss? You look awfully pale. Is there anything I can get you?” I heard the flight attendant speaking to me, but it was nearly impossible to acknowledge her.

“I...I am fine, thank you.”

“Okay. If you need anything at all, just --”

“I said I’m fine.” I hissed.

I’m fine. Just freaking fine, never mind the fact that my heart is bleeding, I’ve been separated from my family and from my soul mate.

As the people on the plane fell asleep, I looked out the window. “Edward,” I whispered, “Why’d you have to leave me?”

I wondered where he was now. Wherever he was, he was somewhere. Despite everything he may have believed, there is no possible way that Edward could just cease to exist. I refused to believe that.

Don’t worry, I heard his voice whisper in my ear as clearly as if he were sitting right beside me, everything will be okay.

“Edward!” I gasped.

Go find Jacob, his voice whispered firmly.

For a moment, I was thrilled. Then, I remembered, this happened before. Edward wasn’t really talking to me. It was just a delusion.
posted by -Darkness-xo
I promise to remember Bella

Each time I carelessly fall down

And I promise to remember Edward

Whenever I'm out of town

I promise to obey traffic laws

For Charlie's sake, of course

And I promise to remember Jacob

When my heart fills with remorse

I promise to remember Carlisle

When ever I'm in the Emergency Room

And I promise to remember Emmett

Whenever there's a huge boom

I promise to remember Rosalie

When ever I see something that holds pure beauty

And I promise to remember Alice

When I'm at the mall and a cute outfit spots me

I promise to remember Renesmee

When I see that beautiful bronze hair

And I promise...
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posted by uniquezandy
Bellas pov
Why must he do this to me? Torture me one minute; then acts like he is in love with me and treats me nice and speaks gentle. It just doesn't make sense. I hope it wasn't an act. He is hard to figure out.I just wish he could tell me how he feels. But he is my master and I have to keep it strictly proffesional.

Today; (after the chores,) I decided to roam around the gardens. It was beautiful. There were roses, fountains and a lot of greenery. I found a copie of a book to read, as I sat upon a stone bench. It was comfortable and I was happy; but not for long. "Hello Isabella." I looked...
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posted by 1TeamEdwardFan
I won't bore you guys about excuses as to why I haven't written in so long (I know I always take a month...) But I am Sorry about the fact that I write so slowly (I just get addicted to some Fanfic's on here, and I can't write until I finish them).I would also just like to thank Halunik again because without her I would have never been able to write/type this chapter, And thanks for the pushes for me to write quicker... I try. Also thank you too everyone who's reads my story and comments it means alot to me.
Hope you enjoy, this chapter was the hardest one so far to write.



Bella's POV


We were...
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posted by disneygood
29th December 2010

Hi! I am Mary Alice Brandon Cullen, but i prefer to be called Alice! my family is:
me
Jasper
Bella
Edward
Rosalie
Emmet
carlisle
Esme
and Renesmee(Nessie!)

The reason i got this diary was because nessie forced me into it. " Look auntie Alice! i bought this for you!" That mean little angel! nessie bought me this diary, and you can't say no can you! so really this is annoying, and i probably won't even do a second entry!Nessie also bought me a blue jacket. there was 2 tickets that came with it. the tickets were to go to this beach place. " auntie Alice! do you like this coat? you won't like the tickets! i will take them! Jasper and me just looked at each other when she said that. Anyway she is growing up so fast i feel depressed. God, 200 years old tomorrow! Yay! I have to go now thought bye!
posted by GothicGirl0525
CHAPTER 18
    

It has been 2 days, 3 hours, and 25 minutes and 3 seconds. Since I have been sitting here, thinking. Thinking of everything that has happened the last few days. I have killed both the second most powerful vampires in our world. I killed Jane and Alec. I still feel as though I failed. I failed my family. I failed my daughter. Though these days that I have been thinking I have been sitting in my room as still as a statute, not moving or breathing. Scared that realty will come down fast and harder then I would like it to.
    “Bella, honey,...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
I read the script, reading down the creased page, held by all the buffer men before me. WHAT I AM DOING HERE!, i seriously cant hope that I'm going to get this part. I mean, Edward Cullen is a perfection, i don't even see anything in myself. read further.
Edward and Bella passionately kiss on Bella's bed
WHAT? i gotta do what? With her? Kristen? oh god please help me and protect me from my embarrassment.This is the reason why i'm still single, because im a dork and cause well, i can't really kiss,. again adding to my hypothesis, why am i seriously here!! if there was a desk in here i would be...
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Chapter Eleven:
Lexy’s P.O.V:
“Woo…I thought it was one of those ‘Awkward-Silence-Scenes’!” She said and I started laughing.
BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP
My microwave sounded. I smiled hard and opened the microwave. The butter was melted perfectly and the aroma smelled nice through my colorful family room. Renesmee looked at the green and blue bowl in my hands. I laughed, “Want some?” “Please?” I smiled and grabbed a plastic cup with Yogi Bear on it. I poured half of the butter into Yogi then grabbed a Tweety Bird cup and poured the rest of the melted Trans fat into that cup. I handed...
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posted by jacob_lover5253
I'm sooo sooo sooo sorry i haven't posted in like forever but I have a MAJOR writer's block. I will try to post more of my Unspoken story when i do not have writer's block

sincerely,
kayla




















































































































































































































































srry for all the extra space
posted by KatiiCullen94
The voice of an offical worker brought me back to live from feels like an awaking.
My leg was grinnign inn ache and wrist was thrubbing. Looking up with drugged vision, i managed to define and remember the flawless features of Charisle Cullen.
"Bella, your ok, you just had a little accident yesterday. broke your wrist and ancle, i will let you out tomorrow, but i will have you on crunches, rekon you survive on those ? or those weapons for you?" He said smile, shaking off his serious tone that spoke the bad news. i was releived as i was shocked.
i dont even remember an accident, nor do i even...
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Hello, My Name Is: Death
Volume Seven
BuffyFaithfan1
___________________
[FOURTEEN]
    Later that day, Jerek was visiting with Verona, and I was bored off my ass. I was wanting to talk to Tabra, but every time I approached him, he was suddenly busy. We had people on watch guard, and Shropee didn't need me to do anything, so I was bored. Very. Bored.
    "I'm bored." I said to Holly who was walking past me.
    "Like I care!" She snapped, and continued on her way.
    "Well." I got to my feet, and started off to see how Verona's doing.
    When I got to the bottom of the steps, Jerek ran out of the room. "I'll be back. I'm getting Shropee."
    "Wait. What? Why?" I asked. "Is she okay?"
    "She's awake." Jerek called over his shoulder, and I gasped.
    Verona's awake? Verona's awake. Verona's awake.
posted by karpach_13
Chapter 24
*note*
thanks for all the reasons why I should keep on writing, but when my mom read them she said I made you guys write that so she doesn’t believe me and I don’t know nay other way to make her change her mind. Can you guys help me plz?

jake sat by me and held my hand. Not like a friend, but maybe more. What am I thinking, I just broke up. This is insane. My life is like being written, everything is changed all the time, first you think something is going to last, and then it changes its weird, but I cant change it. Or can i?
“ness you act like It was just a joke” my mother...
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posted by Passion_5
Hear out my tortured soul
For I have nowhere else to go
You captured my dead, frozen heart
Now yours and mine’ll never be apart

You took my breath away
And in my heart you’ll always stay
You are my life now
Believe me, for this I vow

My brave and trusting love
From the heavens above
I’ll do everything for you
And I’ll always be true

When you called out my name
My life had never been the same
You kept my feet on the ground
‘Cause my purpose had been found

Your chocolate brown eyes
Are honest and wise
Through them I could see
How you irrevocably love me
posted by mia1emmett
This was writen on my phone ~~~

    Our lips locked for a quick second before Paul pulled me away and said to Embry "see you later lover boy" I laughed and walked with Paul to class. Paul sat next to me and asked me "what happend over there?" I laughed and said "my gift to Embry" I winked at Paul and he laughed. The bell didn't ring yet but the class was full almost all the guys were in. They all moved their seats towards me and Paul. A guy turned to me and said "so your stella?" "yup!" "hot..." Paul gave him a death look. I laughed and said "thanks. You are?" "um...I am...Ben"...
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posted by LexisFaith
Bella

I was so nervous. I was going to prom with all my best friends who used to be my ex bestfriends and my boyfriend who used to be my ex boyfriend....wow. But that wasn't why I was nervous. Edward Cullen was my date. Just saying his name made my stomach flip and flop. Why?

"I hope Emmett likes this dress." Rose was spraying her golden hair that was pulled up on the sides and top in a banana clip what was covered by her long curls. She was wearing a short dress. It was strappless and black. The torso was polk-a-doted with giant white dots. There was a vivid red ribbon tied into a bow onto...
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Rachelle Lefevre of 'Twilight' joins ABC series 'Off the Map',

Rachelle Lefevre of Twilight fame has reportedly been made a regular cast member on Off the Map, a new ABC medical drama produced by Grey's Anatomy creator Shonda Rhimes.

Lefevre will play Eva, "a free-spirited missionary doc who is well versed in international medicine and global healthone of several doctors on the show", Entertainment Weekly says. The show is set to premiere in the midseason behind Desperate Housewives.



Lefevre and ABC have not commented on the report. On the show, the physicians work in an understaffed, understocked...
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posted by Summer_Leanne
Thankies to EVERYONE for reading and commenting on my last post! You guys are the absolute best! <3 I LOVE THIS CHAPTER! lol :P Don't worry! It doesn't stop here as yet ;) Much love to each of you all, from me! Enjoy! (:
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Miracles Happen

It was twenty-four hours after little Anakin was born, but happiness still hadn’t filled the air. In their minds, the Cullens were convinced Summer was dying. They only had an hour left to see whether that was true or not. She slipped away to sleep in Carlisle’s arms, and hadn’t awaken since then. Chloe’s...
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posted by a-jforever
Ok here's part 4. It rather short compared to the other bits I've posted but owell:


“You ok Clo?” Kim asked, looking concerned. I nodded.

“Yeah I’m fine.” I replied to my Mum, sticking the phone into my pocket, wanting to get home earlier, but not wanting to be rude and leave.
After a while Paul announced he was leaving and I thought I would grab the opportunity to get home myself, whatever it was Mum had to say had to be important because she wouldn’t just tell me she needed to talk to me tomorrow if it wasn’t.

“Do you want me to walk you home?” Paul asked, his eyes searching...
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Alice’s P.O.V:
I looked down at my wristwatch: 12:03 in the morning. I leaned up against Jasper. He looked down on me and smiled, “What’s wrong?” I looked up at him, “Oh, nothing.” He smirked, “Don’t try it, Alice.” I scrunched up my face. He lifted me up onto the truck. “Don’t try what?” I asked. He lay me down in the truck and looked around. Esme and Carlisle went hunting. Rosalie and Emmett had taken a little “hunting” trip themselves-in the woods. He tore my shirt as he hovered above me. “I think we should take a hunting trip like Em and Rose.” I giggled,...
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Thankies to each of you sweethearts for reading and commenting on each of my posts! This chapter is one I cried over. It's kinda sad :( I hope you still enjoy it though :) Much love to each of y'all, from me. <333
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The battle continued to rage on before Summer’s eyes. She forced herself not to concentrate on her draining energy. Her family and friends needed her strength in order to live. She regretted not being able to use the offensive part of her shield, for fear of wasting her vigor. They were obviously outnumbered by...
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posted by groovychicklisa
I decided that I'd might as well head over to Newton's that afternoon after school. The store was empty except for a couple who was looking at tents at the back, and Mrs. Newton welcomed me with a smile and a concerned hug.

"Hello, dear. I do hope you're feeling better."

I didn't know exactly what Charlie had told her when I hadn't come in to work, but she didn't seem to need an explanation, and I was grateful for that.

"Mike said that I should stop by to work out a schedule. And thank you so much for letting me stay on, it's really nice of you."

"Of course, dear. We all have our rough spots, don't...
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