Huh. I guess I didn't keep my promise. I said that I would leave you all alone, but I have something to say. This is on behalf of all the TDI-Fanpoppers who felt as I did. No, this is not TDI-related. Is there a problem? It's what I think. You deal with it.
Superficially,
I tend to be selfish at times. I want things I probably don’t need. I say things that nobody deserves to hear. My thoughts ... aren’t always pleasant. I like it when people give me things and I like praise. I like hearing that I’ve done a good job no matter what it is. I subtly take advantage of people.
I say bad things about people I do not know. I say to myself that isn’t right, but hey, I’m not hurting anyone. I don’t do what I’m told. I like saying no. I like feeling powerful.
But on the inside?
I’m gullible. I wish for things that everyone wishes for too. I say things that make people feel beautiful because its true. My thoughts put everyone on a level higher than me. I feel bad taking things that people give me and know deep inside that I don’t deserve the praise I hear. I wish I could take advantage of people, but they usually beat me to it.
I only talk about people I don’t know because I wish I knew them. I stick to the rules way too much. Power is something far beyond my reach.
But sometimes...
I’m with my friends and I laugh so hard I think that forever is possible.
I talk to him and he tells me that he dreams of me.
There’s no reason to say no because everything is too wonderful.
I lie on my bed and feel excited for tomorrow.
I smile as I walk down the sidewalk. Sometimes people smile with me too.
I know I’ll make it somehow.
I know I’ll grow up and make my dreams come true.
I know I’ll remember everyone I’ve ever met.
I know I’ll be everything I ever wanted to be.
I know because there’s no price to wishing for happiness, dreaming about forever, and falling in love.
Because I have a life, and I’m going to live it.
Superficially,
I tend to be selfish at times. I want things I probably don’t need. I say things that nobody deserves to hear. My thoughts ... aren’t always pleasant. I like it when people give me things and I like praise. I like hearing that I’ve done a good job no matter what it is. I subtly take advantage of people.
I say bad things about people I do not know. I say to myself that isn’t right, but hey, I’m not hurting anyone. I don’t do what I’m told. I like saying no. I like feeling powerful.
But on the inside?
I’m gullible. I wish for things that everyone wishes for too. I say things that make people feel beautiful because its true. My thoughts put everyone on a level higher than me. I feel bad taking things that people give me and know deep inside that I don’t deserve the praise I hear. I wish I could take advantage of people, but they usually beat me to it.
I only talk about people I don’t know because I wish I knew them. I stick to the rules way too much. Power is something far beyond my reach.
But sometimes...
I’m with my friends and I laugh so hard I think that forever is possible.
I talk to him and he tells me that he dreams of me.
There’s no reason to say no because everything is too wonderful.
I lie on my bed and feel excited for tomorrow.
I smile as I walk down the sidewalk. Sometimes people smile with me too.
I know I’ll make it somehow.
I know I’ll grow up and make my dreams come true.
I know I’ll remember everyone I’ve ever met.
I know I’ll be everything I ever wanted to be.
I know because there’s no price to wishing for happiness, dreaming about forever, and falling in love.
Because I have a life, and I’m going to live it.
i can't see your star
i can't see your star
though i patiently waited, beside, for the death of today
i can't see your star
the mechanical lights of lisbon frightened in it away
(the mechanical lights of this world)
*guitar and drums*
and i'm alone now
me and all i stood for
were wandering now
all in parts in peices, swim lonely
find your own way out
i can't see your star
i can't see your star
how can the darkness feel so wronge?
and i'm alone now
me and all i stood for
were wandering now
all in parts and peices, swim lonely
find your own way out
so far away
its growing colder without your love
why can't you feel me calling your name?
can't break the silence
it's breaking me
all my fears turn to rage
hey, nothing worth fighting for
were wandering now
all in parts and peices, swim lonely
find your own way out
Gotta go!
*blows kiss*Stay Stylish!