I'm not saying who's POV this is from. I'll sure you'll guess :D
I found it in my heart, finally, to look deep inside me, and find the little part that was missing.
I knew. I didn't need anyone to tell me what I needed. Of course I knew.
As I looked back into my past, my bad past, I saw things. Some things I can't even mention. I had never really thought as I had acted, I just did what I pleased. And I wondered... was that right?
I didn't think so. I knew it. I knew everyone would never appreciate me, the real me, not my insecure side. I'm different from everyone else, and I hated that. I hated the way I had dyed my hair green when I was younger, or the anger I had felt when I stabbed my piercings into my body. I hated it, I did.
But how did I realize? Shut up. You don't need to know that. No one needs to know why I'm like this, why I'm always so angered and frustrated. Why I'm never on Santa's "nice" list, and I can never seem to find any one who really appreciates me.
Why do I even exist? Why am I not dead? Ha, I would like to be. If I was, I wouldn't be here. Not like this. I hated the way everyone looked at me; suspiciously, like I couldn't be trusted. And they were right, I couldn't.
Rage has driven me this far. I like being a juvenile delinquent, in school people thought it was cool, and I know that some chicks find bad-boys "hot", and a shadow creeps across me.
I don't like it. But this may sound usual. I don't like anything.
I want to change myself, to change my personality, to be one of those guys at the mall who get all the girls, who are forever challenging each other to video games, those who have a normal life.
But I can't. Ever.
And that's what I hate so much about my life. That I can't change anything. I'll always be me, and I can't do anything about it.
But fury burns in me as I rise up; as I stand, and it reminds me that I could have changed it. I could have listened, and at least done a few helpful things when I was younger, and not become... well, me.
But I didn't. And I don't think I'll ever get another chance.
I found it in my heart, finally, to look deep inside me, and find the little part that was missing.
I knew. I didn't need anyone to tell me what I needed. Of course I knew.
As I looked back into my past, my bad past, I saw things. Some things I can't even mention. I had never really thought as I had acted, I just did what I pleased. And I wondered... was that right?
I didn't think so. I knew it. I knew everyone would never appreciate me, the real me, not my insecure side. I'm different from everyone else, and I hated that. I hated the way I had dyed my hair green when I was younger, or the anger I had felt when I stabbed my piercings into my body. I hated it, I did.
But how did I realize? Shut up. You don't need to know that. No one needs to know why I'm like this, why I'm always so angered and frustrated. Why I'm never on Santa's "nice" list, and I can never seem to find any one who really appreciates me.
Why do I even exist? Why am I not dead? Ha, I would like to be. If I was, I wouldn't be here. Not like this. I hated the way everyone looked at me; suspiciously, like I couldn't be trusted. And they were right, I couldn't.
Rage has driven me this far. I like being a juvenile delinquent, in school people thought it was cool, and I know that some chicks find bad-boys "hot", and a shadow creeps across me.
I don't like it. But this may sound usual. I don't like anything.
I want to change myself, to change my personality, to be one of those guys at the mall who get all the girls, who are forever challenging each other to video games, those who have a normal life.
But I can't. Ever.
And that's what I hate so much about my life. That I can't change anything. I'll always be me, and I can't do anything about it.
But fury burns in me as I rise up; as I stand, and it reminds me that I could have changed it. I could have listened, and at least done a few helpful things when I was younger, and not become... well, me.
But I didn't. And I don't think I'll ever get another chance.
*that night*
kylie's cell phone rings*
kylie: hello?
someone: kylie?
kylie: yes?
someone: im sorry to tell you this... duncan was just in a car wreck
kylie: omg *starts 2 cry*
kylie: are you with him
someone: yes we are lifelighting him
kylie: ill meet u at the hospital
*kylie calls annie and geoff*
kylie: annie and geoff *still crying/
annie and geoff: what!!
kylie: duncan was in a car wreck and im on the way 2 the hospital
annie: you dont have a car
kylie: i no
annie: who u gonna get there
kylie: ill walk
annie: r u crazy u will freeze 2 death! its snowing! im going to come get u
kylie: its 2 late i left
*kylie runs half wat 2 the hospital as she runs she passes out and annie and geoff find her on the side of the road*
kylie's cell phone rings*
kylie: hello?
someone: kylie?
kylie: yes?
someone: im sorry to tell you this... duncan was just in a car wreck
kylie: omg *starts 2 cry*
kylie: are you with him
someone: yes we are lifelighting him
kylie: ill meet u at the hospital
*kylie calls annie and geoff*
kylie: annie and geoff *still crying/
annie and geoff: what!!
kylie: duncan was in a car wreck and im on the way 2 the hospital
annie: you dont have a car
kylie: i no
annie: who u gonna get there
kylie: ill walk
annie: r u crazy u will freeze 2 death! its snowing! im going to come get u
kylie: its 2 late i left
*kylie runs half wat 2 the hospital as she runs she passes out and annie and geoff find her on the side of the road*
duncan:hi brooke,why am i here?
brooke:were going to candy mountian,duncan!
duncan:0.o
zoe:yes,grab on to our tounges!
brooek:were not doing that!
zoe:sorry.
charlie:what are you donig here?
pink:charlie,who are they.
blue:theyre from TDI
pink:TDI?
blue:TDI
brooek:ok..whats or adventure?
pink:lets go to heaven!
duncan:heaven?
zoe:i dont wanna die,not yet.
brooke:um,lets go to the TDI set!
pink:no i got a better idea!
charlie:why are we on the set off stoked?
reef:why ar there unicorns and peeps from TDI?
charlie:thats what i wanna no.
broseph:dude,they talk.
blue:lets go to the mall!
brooke:why are we at the 6teen mall?
jude:dude,there 3 unicrons,2 pepole from stoked,and 3 from TDI
nikki:what the hell?
wyatt:i think i drink to much coffe.
brooke:were going to candy mountian,duncan!
duncan:0.o
zoe:yes,grab on to our tounges!
brooek:were not doing that!
zoe:sorry.
charlie:what are you donig here?
pink:charlie,who are they.
blue:theyre from TDI
pink:TDI?
blue:TDI
brooek:ok..whats or adventure?
pink:lets go to heaven!
duncan:heaven?
zoe:i dont wanna die,not yet.
brooke:um,lets go to the TDI set!
pink:no i got a better idea!
charlie:why are we on the set off stoked?
reef:why ar there unicorns and peeps from TDI?
charlie:thats what i wanna no.
broseph:dude,they talk.
blue:lets go to the mall!
brooke:why are we at the 6teen mall?
jude:dude,there 3 unicrons,2 pepole from stoked,and 3 from TDI
nikki:what the hell?
wyatt:i think i drink to much coffe.
Katie
Theresa
Jared
Dawn
im sorry Kylie but GET THE HECK OUTA HERE!!!
goodbye Kylie-Andrea
Bye-Kylie
ok 2marow we will be presenting 3 more campers goodnight and tune in next time for another thrilling episode of TOTAL DRAMA REALITY-Juno
*makeing out*-Courtney & Duncan
eh em Courtney-Juno
oh, yeah, so tune in next time and what not-Courtney
uh what she said-Duncan
come back tomarow and see the next episode of TOTAL DRAMA REALITY!!!!!!!!