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Mp4girl said:
Duncan is the guy I care for, maybe even the only guy I will ever love... I loved him since I first saw him, even though then I knew him as "the weird guy with the green hair". But I was wrong. I didn't know who he really was, and as I write this my feelings pour out, and I'm trying to control it.
I am nothing without Duncan. Before I knew Duncan, there was nothing that I could squeal at every time I watched TV... nothing I could say to bother my friends. There was nothing to say to my mother after she told me to go take a shower.
I know there are many fangirls Duncan has, and I know each one of you loves him... maybe as deeply as I do, Sofie...
But I won't say anything. But what's the point, to make others feel bad, and claiming Duncan as your boyfriend?
It brings tears to my eyes when I remind myself that he's not real... and I have to deal with it. There's something in me, something deep and caring, a fiery ball of love, burning and burning, and it will continue to burn forever... for Duncan, and Duncan only.
When I see him on screen, I practically have a heart attack, so I'm probably not too healthy right now... but I don't care. I'm crying as I type this, crying, showing my true feelings, because I know that I'm probably the most expressive Duncan fangirl...
When he cries, I cry along with him.
When he smiles, I smile with him.
But when he laughs... I feel a deep pang in my heart... enough to break another's heart as well.
But for now... my heart has been broken already, so just forget about me...
Duncan's changed my life completely, and I love him... completely, passionately, and deeply.
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"Don't let your heart break like mine did, Duncan. Stay bad, cause trouble, and smile..."
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