She's like the Salvatores; if she could, she would turn back human.

She even said when she was human she was different, now she is more understanding. Plus, it wasn't her choice anyway.

she could be with matt, if she was human...and she wouldn't have to lie to her mother

Not so much, but yes.

i dont think the reality of what being a vampire means has truely hit her yet

definetly

I don't think she realized that one day she'll lose all those she loves.. Nothing really changed for her. Her life is still the same she had when she was human...

I think that she does sometimes. only because of matt and her relationship with her mom.

She really does.

I don't think it's hit her yet that she's never going to grow old, she'll eventually have to leave Mystic Falls and everyone she knows will die one day.

of course. i think shed give anything to be able to lead a normal life, be with matt and not lie to her mother. plus especially when the reality of her never growing old, or having kids and leaving everything she loves behind hits her, shes gona miss it more than anything.