I look out my window.
I prey for a worl full of love.
A world that would welcome me.
With open arms.
Not a world full of hate.
The tought of a hareful world.
Makes me die inside.
Makes me wish I was never born.
Sad lonely world.
A world that makes people kill eachother.
A world that makes people hate eachother.
A world I want nothing to do with.
I thought I found everything I need.
A love.
A family.
A home.
Even though it was threw a website.
I had it.
I had everything.
The light of a beatiful sun.
It was gone.
I was left.
I was alone.
I was deing inside.
Everything I loved and cared for was gone.
I am dead now.
I do not care.
They dont want me.
No one does.
They are right.
I should be dead.
I should be alone.
I am nothing.
I am worthless.
A red head.
Silvered eyed girl.
I deserve no love.
Only hate.
Scared.
Shaking.
Crying.
Cruled up in a dark corner.
Looking around.
So scared.
So alone.
I look around.
All I see is darkness.
I feel the pain everything.
In my head.
In my heart.
Invading my soul.
I cry harder.
NO one hears me.
NO one notices me.
I am alone.
I slowly rise.
I stand.
I walk.
I am in the bathroom.
I look around.
I grab the cool small peice of metal.
I climb in the bathtub.
I slide down the wall.
I look at my already scared wrist.
I cut.
I see the blood running.
I feel the heat.
It's sticky and dark..
I lay there.
I think about all the ones I care about.
All the ones whp have held my hand.
All the ones who said.
*I care and I love u*
Then all the ones who let go.
I love them no matter what.
I am cold.
I am crying.
I need them now.
I need then all now.
For I am scared.
I am weak.
I feel sick.
I look down.
I see the tub has alot of blood in it.
I think where did the blood come from?
Why am I in the bathtub?
Why am I crying?
Who are the tears for?
I cant remeber!
My wrist hurts.
I look down and see the wound.
I do not understand what is happening to me.
I lean back and close my eyes.
The wall is cold.
I take a deep breath.
I am so cold and weak.
I want my mom.
Why am I bleeding?
Dieing Inside..
I prey for a worl full of love.
A world that would welcome me.
With open arms.
Not a world full of hate.
The tought of a hareful world.
Makes me die inside.
Makes me wish I was never born.
Sad lonely world.
A world that makes people kill eachother.
A world that makes people hate eachother.
A world I want nothing to do with.
I thought I found everything I need.
A love.
A family.
A home.
Even though it was threw a website.
I had it.
I had everything.
The light of a beatiful sun.
It was gone.
I was left.
I was alone.
I was deing inside.
Everything I loved and cared for was gone.
I am dead now.
I do not care.
They dont want me.
No one does.
They are right.
I should be dead.
I should be alone.
I am nothing.
I am worthless.
A red head.
Silvered eyed girl.
I deserve no love.
Only hate.
Scared.
Shaking.
Crying.
Cruled up in a dark corner.
Looking around.
So scared.
So alone.
I look around.
All I see is darkness.
I feel the pain everything.
In my head.
In my heart.
Invading my soul.
I cry harder.
NO one hears me.
NO one notices me.
I am alone.
I slowly rise.
I stand.
I walk.
I am in the bathroom.
I look around.
I grab the cool small peice of metal.
I climb in the bathtub.
I slide down the wall.
I look at my already scared wrist.
I cut.
I see the blood running.
I feel the heat.
It's sticky and dark..
I lay there.
I think about all the ones I care about.
All the ones whp have held my hand.
All the ones who said.
*I care and I love u*
Then all the ones who let go.
I love them no matter what.
I am cold.
I am crying.
I need them now.
I need then all now.
For I am scared.
I am weak.
I feel sick.
I look down.
I see the tub has alot of blood in it.
I think where did the blood come from?
Why am I in the bathtub?
Why am I crying?
Who are the tears for?
I cant remeber!
My wrist hurts.
I look down and see the wound.
I do not understand what is happening to me.
I lean back and close my eyes.
The wall is cold.
I take a deep breath.
I am so cold and weak.
I want my mom.
Why am I bleeding?
Dieing Inside..
