"If everything would change and everything would fade,
still I wouldn't break the bond we have made..
If you forget me, there's nothing I can do, but one thing's for sure....
I'll still be here for you"
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I heard the whooshing sound of trees. I didn't open my eyes, but I felt the wet grass under my palms. I breathed the smell of wet ground beneath me. Wasn't I suppose to be on my Bed and in Jake's arms? I kept my eyes closed and stretched my hands to find Jake. How long I've been sleeping? Was it afternoon now or was it still Morning ? But the Breeze was Cool at my face, so probably its still Morning. I could'nt find Jake. Everything was Weird. I peeked through my eye lashes and tried to open my eyes wide. I was aware of my surroundings, and each moment that passed, the awareness grew and the more different it seemed untill I jolted myself. I was no longer in My Bed. Jake was not with Me anymore.
I stretched up on my Legs and tried to make sense out of what I beheld. I slept on the Edge of a Mountain where I could fell off If I'd rolled over to my belly. The sky turned orangish. I heard Birds chirping loud somewhere in the Woods. I walked off the montane flowers under my bare feet. The breeze was shivery, but I was unsure if it was the Cool breeze or the feeling of being without Jake that made me tremble.
My voice panicked and I screeched his name. This place could certainly be beautiful to admire, IF ONLY I was with Jake. I cried his name again, but he didn't show up.
My palms were warm, even in the nerveless breeze.
"Am I Abducted" ? I whispered, though I knew there was no one heeding to what I say.
"No, You're Not, Love, Open your Eyes" A Voice wild with anxiety whispered back at my ears.
I knew this voice. His voice was Stone-cold. Was I dreaming ? I shot my eyes Open. Jake was leaning over Me. Alice & James stood next to my couch. Alice ran forward and clutched my hand in hers, while James stood still his hands folded around his Chest.
I stared at their faces appallingly.
Alice seemed Nervous, however Anger flushed through James face. I let my lids fall to escape his piercing gaze. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Jake. He was bewildered by the glances we exchanged. I shook my head to assure him that things were not AS bad as he was thinking.
James left and banged the door shut. We stared blankly after him.
"Excuse Me" Alice left after James.
"PC, are you okay" His voice still tense, but not as wild as before. He brushed my hairs off my face.
"Um.. I don't know. What happened to Me" I questioned.
"I guess you were Dreaming, I wrestled all night, while watching you sleep. I heard James & Alice next Door. I knew that they would come to check on you." He shook his head.
I waited him to speak more.
"... and I knew you will have to answer what a Stranger was doing in your Bed" Jake continued mumbling under his breathe.
"I should've told 'em" I said apologetically moving my head back and forth.
Jake took my face in his hands and kissed my forehead and my head spun. The smell of his breath made me impossible to think. I glinted at his face for a second. His eyes were glistening.
"It disgusts me the way he behaves with you, it kinda freaks me out.. " Jake groaned.
"Hey, its Okay. We'll take care of it. James will understand, he cares" I tried to soothe Jake.
Jake twisted his mouth with dis-agreement.
"Aye, and I will stand him alone" I muttered.
Jake raised his Eyebrow with acidic sarcasm again.
I leaned forward and brushed my lips over his sculptured neck but that didn't work. He pulled himself away and brought my face to his.
"No matter what they say, No matter what they do.. No One in this world can let you go off me. We can't be apart."
In my life, there wasn't anything I was so sure about. For the first time in life, I had something so close to Me that I couldn't let Go. That I couldn't Imagine to live without anymore. Like one can't live without Air, same I would be without Jake. I would not breathe.. I would Die..........
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This could be it, I think I'm in love
It's love this time
It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love
This love is mine..
I can see you with me when I'm older
All my lonely night are finally over
You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away)
Oh, when you kiss me
I know you miss me--
and when you're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me that you
adore me--oh, when you kiss me
still I wouldn't break the bond we have made..
If you forget me, there's nothing I can do, but one thing's for sure....
I'll still be here for you"
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I heard the whooshing sound of trees. I didn't open my eyes, but I felt the wet grass under my palms. I breathed the smell of wet ground beneath me. Wasn't I suppose to be on my Bed and in Jake's arms? I kept my eyes closed and stretched my hands to find Jake. How long I've been sleeping? Was it afternoon now or was it still Morning ? But the Breeze was Cool at my face, so probably its still Morning. I could'nt find Jake. Everything was Weird. I peeked through my eye lashes and tried to open my eyes wide. I was aware of my surroundings, and each moment that passed, the awareness grew and the more different it seemed untill I jolted myself. I was no longer in My Bed. Jake was not with Me anymore.
I stretched up on my Legs and tried to make sense out of what I beheld. I slept on the Edge of a Mountain where I could fell off If I'd rolled over to my belly. The sky turned orangish. I heard Birds chirping loud somewhere in the Woods. I walked off the montane flowers under my bare feet. The breeze was shivery, but I was unsure if it was the Cool breeze or the feeling of being without Jake that made me tremble.
My voice panicked and I screeched his name. This place could certainly be beautiful to admire, IF ONLY I was with Jake. I cried his name again, but he didn't show up.
My palms were warm, even in the nerveless breeze.
"Am I Abducted" ? I whispered, though I knew there was no one heeding to what I say.
"No, You're Not, Love, Open your Eyes" A Voice wild with anxiety whispered back at my ears.
I knew this voice. His voice was Stone-cold. Was I dreaming ? I shot my eyes Open. Jake was leaning over Me. Alice & James stood next to my couch. Alice ran forward and clutched my hand in hers, while James stood still his hands folded around his Chest.
I stared at their faces appallingly.
Alice seemed Nervous, however Anger flushed through James face. I let my lids fall to escape his piercing gaze. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Jake. He was bewildered by the glances we exchanged. I shook my head to assure him that things were not AS bad as he was thinking.
James left and banged the door shut. We stared blankly after him.
"Excuse Me" Alice left after James.
"PC, are you okay" His voice still tense, but not as wild as before. He brushed my hairs off my face.
"Um.. I don't know. What happened to Me" I questioned.
"I guess you were Dreaming, I wrestled all night, while watching you sleep. I heard James & Alice next Door. I knew that they would come to check on you." He shook his head.
I waited him to speak more.
"... and I knew you will have to answer what a Stranger was doing in your Bed" Jake continued mumbling under his breathe.
"I should've told 'em" I said apologetically moving my head back and forth.
Jake took my face in his hands and kissed my forehead and my head spun. The smell of his breath made me impossible to think. I glinted at his face for a second. His eyes were glistening.
"It disgusts me the way he behaves with you, it kinda freaks me out.. " Jake groaned.
"Hey, its Okay. We'll take care of it. James will understand, he cares" I tried to soothe Jake.
Jake twisted his mouth with dis-agreement.
"Aye, and I will stand him alone" I muttered.
Jake raised his Eyebrow with acidic sarcasm again.
I leaned forward and brushed my lips over his sculptured neck but that didn't work. He pulled himself away and brought my face to his.
"No matter what they say, No matter what they do.. No One in this world can let you go off me. We can't be apart."
In my life, there wasn't anything I was so sure about. For the first time in life, I had something so close to Me that I couldn't let Go. That I couldn't Imagine to live without anymore. Like one can't live without Air, same I would be without Jake. I would not breathe.. I would Die..........
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This could be it, I think I'm in love
It's love this time
It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love
This love is mine..
I can see you with me when I'm older
All my lonely night are finally over
You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away)
Oh, when you kiss me
I know you miss me--
and when you're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me that you
adore me--oh, when you kiss me
