OK. I know in the past I have said things like "Oh I am never going to have sex till im married: and things of the sort. But is it wrong for me to think to myself, that i want to? I mean...I want to wait...i really do. But lately I have been having trouble keeping "sex" off of my 14 year old mind.
What also comes to question is how do I "please" and "ease" the need without actually having "sex"?
I am normally at this state, where I am thinking about guys like my A.R.D teacher. (He is like, well he plans school dances and is a sub and also for those who have higher grades then others by far..that sort of teacher) I mean, the guy is 9 years older then me, and he is simply the nicest and coolest man I have ever met. He is very kind and he is shy. REALLY shy. And he wears these glasses when he reads that makes him look ...sexy? I mean he is built like a college football player without so much the bulkiness. and he is more slender. (OH MY GOD SORRY) <--- hahaha lost track of my point, he makes me think too much.
Anyhoo, he is just AHHH and is sickens me to even think about..doing lovly little things to him. But I cant help it and I am about to lose my sticken mind here.
so how do I let this urge die down?
Please help me out, cause if I don't get any soon I might just end up on someones desk (You know who...)
So yeah, thank you:) (Oh and also feel free to tell me about the times you might have been in this sort of situation)
XD jimle cookie puffs:D
^^ for all who do not know me, I HAVE to leave random words on the bottoms of my comments and stuff.
What also comes to question is how do I "please" and "ease" the need without actually having "sex"?
I am normally at this state, where I am thinking about guys like my A.R.D teacher. (He is like, well he plans school dances and is a sub and also for those who have higher grades then others by far..that sort of teacher) I mean, the guy is 9 years older then me, and he is simply the nicest and coolest man I have ever met. He is very kind and he is shy. REALLY shy. And he wears these glasses when he reads that makes him look ...sexy? I mean he is built like a college football player without so much the bulkiness. and he is more slender. (OH MY GOD SORRY) <--- hahaha lost track of my point, he makes me think too much.
Anyhoo, he is just AHHH and is sickens me to even think about..doing lovly little things to him. But I cant help it and I am about to lose my sticken mind here.
so how do I let this urge die down?
Please help me out, cause if I don't get any soon I might just end up on someones desk (You know who...)
So yeah, thank you:) (Oh and also feel free to tell me about the times you might have been in this sort of situation)
XD jimle cookie puffs:D
^^ for all who do not know me, I HAVE to leave random words on the bottoms of my comments and stuff.
