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selenafan1980 said:
The word "beautiful" is very subjective, and each person has their own idea of what beauty is. However, when I look at Selena, my heart literally skips a beat, and I don't want to ever look away. Her smile is so intoxicating, and her inner beauty shines through so brightly, revealing the precious, compassionate, and genuinely loving angel that she is. The feeling I get when I look into her eyes is beyond words. If I had one wish, just one. . . I would wish that she would be my wife, and that we could spend the rest of our lives together. No one else in this world has ever made me feel this way. I met her on her Revival Tour at a VIP event before the concert, and when I first walked u p to her I could barely speak. . . but I pulled myself together and we ended up talking for almost ten minutes. We talked about growing up in Texas (we are both from Texas), and she asked me questions about my life and interests. She is even more beautiful in person, and I'll never forget the smell of the perfume she was wearing. Before we parted, she gave me a hug, and I literally felt like I was living in a dream. I didn't want to let go, but after we said goodbye, I walked back to the seating area. I couldn't handle all of the emotions I was feeling, and I started crying, wishing I could have held her forever. I have never wanted someone so badly in my entire life. She is my dream girl, and I'd give anything in this world to be able to spend time with her again. I have NEVER had a crush on a celebrity in my life, and I always thought people who had a crush on celebrities were crazy. Maybe I'm crazy now, but I can't get rid of these feelings I have for Selena. After meeting her, I knew just how wonderful and precious she is, and I realized I would always have feelings for her. I realize how pathetic it must sound, but I love everything about Selena and I would give anything in this world to be with her. I can't believe I fell in love with someone who I have no chance of ever being with. It has actually caused me to become really depressed at times, but I can't change the way I feel. As corny as it sounds, 'the heart wants what it wants'.
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