Sleeping with sirens

1>..everybody know how i look like
but nobody know how i feel like

2>..sick of crying
tired of trying yeah I am smiling but
from inside I am dying

3>..just like the seasons people have the ability to change

4>..I hate who I have become but I am afraid to go back to old me

5>..sometimes I feel like I am being forgotten

6>..I wish i could go to the past

7>..Life does not hurt until you think about how much things have changed ,who you have lost along the way and how muck of it was your fault

8>..Don't do something stupid cause you are temporally upset

9>..Forbidden to remember terrified to forget

10> cause you can not bandage a damage you can never really fix a heart