Me: I can't be pregnant, I can't I'm too young
Alisha: What are you gonna do?
Me: I-I-Im gonna have an abortion, I have to there's no other choice
Alisha: Only do this if your 100% sure
Me: I am I have to do this before Princeton finds out!

The next day me and princeton went out for a little walk

Me: So what have you been up to?
Prince: Nothing really just perfecting the New movie and working on the album
Me: Cool
Prince: Leah are you alright you look sad?
Me: *I cleared my throat* yeah I'm fine
Suddenly we turned a corner and I saw a very familiar face from behind then I remembered who it was
Me: Let's go a different way quick!
Prince: why?
Then he saw me and I ran as fast as I could away from him, Princeton ran after me but didn't catch up until I was in the park sitting on a bench
Prince: Tell me what's wrong right now And who was that? Why did you run off? Leah answer me!
Me: I don't know
Prince: I can tell when theirs something wrong, ever since that day you came back to the hospital you have been acting really strange , We are not leaving here until you tell me what happened
Me: We'll when I left the hospital , I i i was raped!
Prince: WHAT WHAT DO YOU MEAN R raped
me: we'll theirs only one definition, Please don't be angry
Prince: I'm not angry it wasn't you fault was it?
Me: "it was my fault I lead him on, I didn't mean to I was drunk and I was scared an worried that you were gonna die and I was blaming myself for all of what happened, So I left the hospital and went out to a club, Then I met Chris and he made me feel a lot better but then I went dancing with him and we started making out" *princeton started to get up to leave but I pulled him back * "please just listen then then he showed me up to his room and we started making out even more then roc called me but he wouldn't let me answer so he hit me really hard and I fell to the floor then he pinned me down" *starting to cry* "and he he ripped my clothes off and started to to to" *I said really really fast that i was out of breath*
Prince: Sssshhhhh baby I'm sorry
Me: No there's more I tried to push him off of me but he started hitting me with a metal stick but I punched Him and I put my clothes on and ran out of the apartment
Then alisha found me in an alleyway, I was scared and still bleeding so I got paper out of my bag and wrote a letter saying goodbye to everyone then I was about to stab myself when Alisha came and stopped me and then I came back to the hospital the next day
Prince: Baby I'm sorry I shouldve been their , I'm sorry, I'm really sorry this has happened to you *he started crying*
Me: prince this is not your fault this Is mine and I thought I could deal with it but I can't and I'm really scared
Prince: Well you shouldnt be scared I'm here for you*wiping tears from his eyes* give me your hands
I quickly covered my wrists with my sleeve and put my hands in his. He started to pull my sleeve up but I pulled away "No!"
Prince: I just want to help you, Let me see your wrists!!
I gave him my hands and he stared at my wrists, I saw tears in his eyes but I tried to look away so I wouldn't be tempted to cry
Me: It's the scars from when he pinned me down , His nails were freakishly long for a guy and they dug straight in me
Prince: Do they hurt?
Me: Sometimes but I've got used to it now
Prince: Let's go
Me: Go where?
Prince: Back to mine
Me: WAIT there's one more thing!!!
Prince: What is it?
Me: I-i-i-I'm pregnant!!!

He just stood there staring at me and then his eyes started tearing up but he stared up to the sky so he wouldn't cry, Then he looked down at my wrist's and the last thing he said was " Is it his? "