You were avoiding his eyes. His beautiful eyes.

“Will you please tell me why?” You were sitting on the bathroom floor with him. You were still shaking from the silent sobs that racked your body.

“Baby look at me.” He whispers.

Your eyes meet his, and you loose it. You put your head into your hands and sob.

“Hey, hey everything’s fine. Shh babe, it’s ok. (Y/N) I promise,” he says as he picks you up an places you in his lap.

He rocks you back and forth for a few minutes, saying nothing. He looks down at your arm.

“You’re beautiful, you know that?” He mutters into your hair.

“Hey.” You feel him grab your waist.

“Hey.” You smile, turning your head to kiss him.

“Miss me?” Ponyboy asks.

“Of course. I haven’t seen you in awhile.”

“I know. I just don’t want your mom and dad to get suspicious, you going to the wrong side of the tracks and all.” He mutters, just holding you.

“I know.” You mutter. “I wish it didn’t have to be this way.”

“Don’t you think I do too?” He says, holding you a bit tighter.

“I know you do.” You whisper.

“I don’t know what I’d do without you. I regret everything that happened when I first walked out. I thought it’d be better for both of us. But I was wrong.” He mumbled into your shoulder.

“I can’t wait till I’m 18. They won’t be able to tell me what to do. And I can have you.”

“And you’ll be mine.” He smiles.

“Love me forever?”

“And always.”

“When I look at you, a thousand feelings hit me. Lust. Happiness. Longing. Hope. Faith. Grace. Beauty. Humor. All these words are you, especially this one; love. I love you. More than you will ever know. I can’t go a day without think about you. Not day, more like a minute. If I could describe how much I loved you in word I couldn’t. Infinite doesn’t even come close. Not all. When you’re gone, I’m physically hurting. My heart drops, my insides go all numb. I can’t think. I’m worrying about you when you’re not with me. I couldn’t live to see you fall without me catching you. You’re an angel, but every angel needs a guardian angel. That’s where I come in. I’d do anything to save you. To be with you forever.” He gets down on one knee.

“This was my mom’s,” he mutters. “(Y/N) (Y/L/N), will you marry me?”

You woke up of he teacher yelling at you. "Y/N wake up right now" she said. You woke up and looked up. Everyone was looking at you , including Ponyboy. "Sorry" you said and opened your book to the page she told you. After ten minutes of listening the bell rang. You closed your book and walked out of the class. You walked to your last class. You loved that class cause most your friends were in it. You only had like four friends but it was still fun. You and your friends always sat by each other in the back. You would always get into trouble. The four of you started to laugh. One if your friends threw something at a kids head. "Ladies in the back stop laughing" the teacher said. You stopped for awhile. You other friend would ask stupid questions to make you guys laugh. You were laughing so hard. "Y/N please go to Mrs. Landers room" the teacher said. "Okay" you said you grabbed your stuff and walked out. You walked into Mrs. landers room to see Ponyboy was in there.