friendship poem

I still cry.
Why did you leave me like this?
Why did you have to die?
Now my life is a crisis

You knew you would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep you from being blue

But you resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell

I make myself bleed, like you did
I starve myself, like you did
I hid my feelings like you did
Now, Will I die like you did?

Maybe if you would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath



So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude comments please...
~OfmiceandDes

Trying to forget the pain,but everywhere I go,it follows me
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from you are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like you were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if you wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one day we'll fly together and have those great times again

To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw

Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer

Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure

The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be by my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num

Please you cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave

Pain fills me
Getting hit by the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall

Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well

I call for you
But all you do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down

All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry

They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright

when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters

we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my heart fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u

This poem is all about the beauty of nature that I feel...
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"

Look what I see there
those roses are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those singing birds are very dear to me..

This green grass freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart

See what I see there
a rainbow after a very heavy rain
those colors can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature

I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am singing with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.

a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.

When you hope,
You expect and wish,
You have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
You don’t want them killed,
Hope makes you stronger,

We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,

Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,

Keep hope close to you in life,
Sometimes you need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,

Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,


Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,

Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?

You and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,

Wish and desire you heart out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
You know what you want,


Keep hoping till the END……

Oh Payton why did you go,
I miss you,
You never knew i was
alive,
I would do any thing for you

I was always in the dark,
You were the sun and I was the shade,
You never even looked at me,
I always thought of you

Without you I could die,
I was so sad when you moved,
You didn't care when you moved,
But I will never ever forget you,
I wish you had met me

Every night I can't go to bed cause
of you,
And each night i wish you will
move back where you belong,
Also wish you loved me back
_____________________________________

Hi this is my small poem
Hope you like it its for
my love Payton. He was sweet
to everybody. When I meet him
all he said hi. I looked into his
big brown eyes and I fell in
love with him. Thats the only time
he ever look at me. And the time
he said hi he just wanted to
go out with my friend. But she
knew I liked him so she said no for me
And he never ever said anything else
to us.

The pain it hurts, It rips and tears.
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from you and the things you've become.
Don't you remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do you remember at all?
Now my hatred for you is growing strong.
Every insult you throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much more can I take?
Now do you see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are you glad that you killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course you don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My heart isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black


So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some friends or something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:

-OfmiceandDes

You've got some real demons,
You know that right?

Love and hate,
Black a white.
You don't know which is which,
Darkness or light

I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
You don't want to understand

You want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue

The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
You won't stay locked in the past

You've got some real demons,
You know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light

one day you will sink
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when you fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though you did me wrong and even though you shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though you said you cared even though you werent really there and you made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with you tearing down the walls of everything and everyone you ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.