Annas POV:
5 days after Drew snuck in Anna's house 1 day til Anna starts collage.
This was it,I was going to break the boys heart,that I once loved so much.Just how though?I want to be friends but that will never work.I just had to tell him but not in a text not in a phone call I'll just invite him over then tell him I'll be the better person.
I grabbed the phone and dialed his number.
"Hey,Um...can you come over?"
"Hey sweety,I think I can,When?"
"Now."my heart jumped.
"okay I'll be over in a minute."
I hung up the phone.
I waited and waited til I heard a knock.I ran down stairs and answered the door
"Hey beautiful."Drew greeted me
He kissed me,I felt heat in that kiss since it would be the last.
I kissed him again,then I grabbed his hand and lead him to the couch.I kissed him again and hugged him.I felt his heartbeat it seemed it wasn't the same as mine as it was once before.I kissed I'm one last time I felt tears streaming down my face.
"Whats wrong,My dear Anna beth?"he wispered
"Don't call me that."cried as I stud up.
"Why Anna?"he wondered then stud up as well.
He came to hug me.I pushed him away.
"Don't touch me get away."I yelled at him.
"Why are you acting like this Anna I dont understand!"he yelled.
"I called you here to break up with you...But if I do I will break myself as well."I sobbed
He yelled then threw his fist at the wall.He pause I seen a tear fall.I walked a few steps toward him.
"No,stay away."he yelled
I took another step.
"I SAID STAY AWAY!!"he Shouted at me
"Why?"he calmed his voice as he let go of the wall.
"I can't love you any more,It hurts.I can't hurt myself or the ones I love."
"What about me did you ever love me?Do you now?"he asked
"Yes but..."
"Then why are you Doing this to me...Doing this to us?"he asked with great meaning.
"I just have to move on with my life.I can't stay possibly here,I can't stay here with theses silly romances and drama.I can't stay here with you..."I spoke with out looking at him.
"Silly??Is that what you call this I did it with you even when I wasn't really ready but I did because you wanted to!Yea it's silly you know what else is silly,Your best friend trying to commit suidice!So is Me getting in a fight over you so is me supporting you so is this relationship.But in the end you can remember that I was the one everyday caring for you when no one gave two sits about you and your fucked up twisted world!But you'll remember you stupid whore!"
"Get the fuck out of my house."It was Courtney she had my fathers gun.He looked at her.She cocked it.
"I'm not fucking playing get out my house and leave my fucking sister alone."She yelled.
I was broken I cried some more.
"Anna,Shut the fuck up,drew if I ever see your face again..."
He left as he did he slammed the door and broke a vase outside.
I watched him drive away,sitting in the couch Courtney hugged me.
"Did he hurt you?"she wispered
"We did it.We had sex,"I cried.
"I know I always knew."she spoke softly and hugged me tight.
5 days after Drew snuck in Anna's house 1 day til Anna starts collage.
This was it,I was going to break the boys heart,that I once loved so much.Just how though?I want to be friends but that will never work.I just had to tell him but not in a text not in a phone call I'll just invite him over then tell him I'll be the better person.
I grabbed the phone and dialed his number.
"Hey,Um...can you come over?"
"Hey sweety,I think I can,When?"
"Now."my heart jumped.
"okay I'll be over in a minute."
I hung up the phone.
I waited and waited til I heard a knock.I ran down stairs and answered the door
"Hey beautiful."Drew greeted me
He kissed me,I felt heat in that kiss since it would be the last.
I kissed him again,then I grabbed his hand and lead him to the couch.I kissed him again and hugged him.I felt his heartbeat it seemed it wasn't the same as mine as it was once before.I kissed I'm one last time I felt tears streaming down my face.
"Whats wrong,My dear Anna beth?"he wispered
"Don't call me that."cried as I stud up.
"Why Anna?"he wondered then stud up as well.
He came to hug me.I pushed him away.
"Don't touch me get away."I yelled at him.
"Why are you acting like this Anna I dont understand!"he yelled.
"I called you here to break up with you...But if I do I will break myself as well."I sobbed
He yelled then threw his fist at the wall.He pause I seen a tear fall.I walked a few steps toward him.
"No,stay away."he yelled
I took another step.
"I SAID STAY AWAY!!"he Shouted at me
"Why?"he calmed his voice as he let go of the wall.
"I can't love you any more,It hurts.I can't hurt myself or the ones I love."
"What about me did you ever love me?Do you now?"he asked
"Yes but..."
"Then why are you Doing this to me...Doing this to us?"he asked with great meaning.
"I just have to move on with my life.I can't stay possibly here,I can't stay here with theses silly romances and drama.I can't stay here with you..."I spoke with out looking at him.
"Silly??Is that what you call this I did it with you even when I wasn't really ready but I did because you wanted to!Yea it's silly you know what else is silly,Your best friend trying to commit suidice!So is Me getting in a fight over you so is me supporting you so is this relationship.But in the end you can remember that I was the one everyday caring for you when no one gave two sits about you and your fucked up twisted world!But you'll remember you stupid whore!"
"Get the fuck out of my house."It was Courtney she had my fathers gun.He looked at her.She cocked it.
"I'm not fucking playing get out my house and leave my fucking sister alone."She yelled.
I was broken I cried some more.
"Anna,Shut the fuck up,drew if I ever see your face again..."
He left as he did he slammed the door and broke a vase outside.
I watched him drive away,sitting in the couch Courtney hugged me.
"Did he hurt you?"she wispered
"We did it.We had sex,"I cried.
"I know I always knew."she spoke softly and hugged me tight.
