"Harry,” I said with a sorry tone of voice. He shook it off. “Don’t.”
I gritted my teeth together, as much as it pained me to say, he loved me. He was like a rock. Hard on the outside and wait, hard on the inside.
I was angry, it boiled in my stomach. I wasn’t mad at Niall, there was no reason. We just lifted eye-brows. I wasn’t made at Liam, well, who can be? I was mad at Harry.
He loved me. He could’ve taken me before the X factor and the fans would’ve been fine, just like Hannah and Louis. But no, he couldn’t take it. I couldn’t take it.
The tears streamed from my face. Harry looked quickly then looked back at the wall. I went and sat down on my bed, I put my face into my pillows. I kept crying, I couldn’t even look him in the eyes without trying to scream, “I love you Harry Edward Styles, you fool! I know you love me too!”
I felt a hand on my back later that night, around 11. I didn’t know who it was. It couldn’t be Harry. Too angry. It couldn’t be any of the other boys. No unless they are ninjas.
I kept on acting like I was asleep, then he laid down tightened himself on me. Their face on my face, why did it seem so right? I didn’t know who it was then I felt a curl on the side on the side of my face.
“If I lay here would you lie with me and just forget the world?” The honey sweet voice continued, Harry. I felt his hand run down my stomach and pull me closer. If this is what he would do every night I was with him.
Why did I ever sleep? I mumbled and rolled a bit. His hand slid under me and pulled me tighter. I took in everything knowing that this could never happen when I am awake. I took in his sweet cologne.
Then the words came out into my ear, “I love you, even if you love Niall.” He kissed my head and through all of that I wasn‘t even mad anymore.
I wished I could just be awake, tell him I wasn‘t mad, tell him I was in love with him not Niall. I wanted to grab his shirt and just never let him go but all good things have to end, even though this was a great thing. I felt my body let go into his arms.
I gritted my teeth together, as much as it pained me to say, he loved me. He was like a rock. Hard on the outside and wait, hard on the inside.
I was angry, it boiled in my stomach. I wasn’t mad at Niall, there was no reason. We just lifted eye-brows. I wasn’t made at Liam, well, who can be? I was mad at Harry.
He loved me. He could’ve taken me before the X factor and the fans would’ve been fine, just like Hannah and Louis. But no, he couldn’t take it. I couldn’t take it.
The tears streamed from my face. Harry looked quickly then looked back at the wall. I went and sat down on my bed, I put my face into my pillows. I kept crying, I couldn’t even look him in the eyes without trying to scream, “I love you Harry Edward Styles, you fool! I know you love me too!”
I felt a hand on my back later that night, around 11. I didn’t know who it was. It couldn’t be Harry. Too angry. It couldn’t be any of the other boys. No unless they are ninjas.
I kept on acting like I was asleep, then he laid down tightened himself on me. Their face on my face, why did it seem so right? I didn’t know who it was then I felt a curl on the side on the side of my face.
“If I lay here would you lie with me and just forget the world?” The honey sweet voice continued, Harry. I felt his hand run down my stomach and pull me closer. If this is what he would do every night I was with him.
Why did I ever sleep? I mumbled and rolled a bit. His hand slid under me and pulled me tighter. I took in everything knowing that this could never happen when I am awake. I took in his sweet cologne.
Then the words came out into my ear, “I love you, even if you love Niall.” He kissed my head and through all of that I wasn‘t even mad anymore.
I wished I could just be awake, tell him I wasn‘t mad, tell him I was in love with him not Niall. I wanted to grab his shirt and just never let him go but all good things have to end, even though this was a great thing. I felt my body let go into his arms.
Here's what you could have won...
Posted by: 3am13/12/10
08:55 am
.Tags:
x factor,One Direction,stop, look, listen,oh no, it's another X Factor story.
Although we’re pretty pleased that Matt Cardle won The X Factor – as is he, with all the pussy he’s going to get – listening to what would have been the new One Direction single is a bit sad. We can still see their disappointed little faces now.
It took about three minutes for the boys’ cover of Forever Young to get leaked onto YouTube, and it’s already racked up 40,000 hits. And although it may cost us our street cred (it’s fine, we’ve got loads of it anyway, innit bruv), we quite like it.
What do you lot reckon?
listen to it here: link
Posted by: 3am13/12/10
08:55 am
.Tags:
x factor,One Direction,stop, look, listen,oh no, it's another X Factor story.
Although we’re pretty pleased that Matt Cardle won The X Factor – as is he, with all the pussy he’s going to get – listening to what would have been the new One Direction single is a bit sad. We can still see their disappointed little faces now.
It took about three minutes for the boys’ cover of Forever Young to get leaked onto YouTube, and it’s already racked up 40,000 hits. And although it may cost us our street cred (it’s fine, we’ve got loads of it anyway, innit bruv), we quite like it.
What do you lot reckon?
listen to it here: link