I couldn't wait any longer. I had to see her. But I had left her for her own good and i couldn't put her into any more danger. Every day seemed like an eternity and every hour seemed like a day. I want her to be happy. I knew humans always moved on and bella would eventually. I would be happy for whoever she found.
I was still tracking victoria I'd followed her to Alaska but lost her scent. I also couldn't go to my family and let them see me writh in my mental pain and make them suffer. I had to choose a way fast or else everyone in my family would suffer.


Alice had a vision she didn't tell me about. Rosalie had called me and told me. It was that bella had died by jumping off a cliff.
So I decided I'd call and talk to charlie. I dialed the house number and Jacob picked up. I asked " may i speak to charlie?" "Umm Sorry hes at the fueneral" That was it i had lost all meanig to life i didn't want to live anymore. I couldn't live in a world without bella. I knew what I had to do.