Do you know what it's like to wake up every morning and look into the mirror hoping that you'll see someone else's face other than yours looking back? Do you know what it feels like to me put down and always in the dark? Do you know what it's like to feel so alone like no one is there? To be so hopeless that you have no one to talk to? What it's like to be wanna be someone else? Or how it feels to have no one there to catch you when you fall over and over? Do you know how much it hurts to have the people you love the most go away and leave you behind in the dust, alone, scared, crying? Have you ever fell asleep crying because of how it hurts to even breathe? Or how it feels to have no one believe in you? Or never liking how you look or constantly getting bullied on the way you dress, how you act, or who you are? What if you knew someone like that? Would you reach out? Or let them slowly die on the inside? Would you be there to catch them? Or let them fall again and break even more? Would you try to understand how they feel? Or look at them like they are a freak? Do you know what they are going through? Do you think before you judge or speak? How do you think that they feel? Do you know what it's like to feel alone and depressed? Do you know what it's like to be bullied everyday? Just because you're gay, the music you like, the way you talk, dress, act? Just because you buy clothes from thrift stores and live in a place that's not a house? Just because your parents are divorced? Because you wear black and harm yourself? Would you care to even listen to them or care about what they go through everyday? Maybe you judge because someone judged you? Would you even care if that person committed suicide and it was your fault?
ok so won morning i was getting ready to go to skool and i was watching amtv and cant stand it came on AND I was like this is dumb but then all day all i heard was cause baby i love u i never want to let u go....... and i whent home to dvr and looked it up and then whent to my phone cd player i pod every were i wasin love and once i sall cris i was like dang he hot and now i have the cd harmony and in my head i hear i no all aboutur type ur the type of girl that txt all day and talks all night...... even after three txt msg four miss calls u still slept with my best frin.....i <3 u all